Chapter 30

Song: Arctic Monkeys – Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High?

It takes a certain type of person to still be sane after they lose their loved one. They have to be strong and they have to love the person enough to let them go and move forward. To be able to stop and smile when they remember than cry and are sombre and try to forget. I was neither. I was selfish. I went against nature.

And in doing so I must face the consequences and I must do it alone.  I have to deal with the fact that I have to raise two beautiful children without my husband.

There's this saying... if you love something then let it go, but if you love it how can you?

I was selfish and now Lucien can yet again never witness our baby's first smile, giggle, word, steps. If only I could have him back then I would do anything.

"So you can confirm that the knight pack is involved with Sean?" I asked Micheal who nodded in response.

"Okay then we need to get the little sister. They are going to use her as leverage." I told them and nodded.

I couldn't imagine if they took my Castiel. I would move the oceans and kill thousand as long as I knew he was okay and now I was putting him in danger. I hurts that I know for a fact that he would be safer without me, just away from all the danger and drama I'm putting him through.

"Pandora, gorgeous?" My father snapped me out of my truants. I gave him a smile and continued my activity of rubbing my still rather flat belly.

"Yes dad?" I asked with a warm smile. Castiel came from behind my father and sat next to me with a tight smile.

"Are you okay?" Dad asked me while sitting on the table in front of me. I nodded in response and placed a hand in Castiel's to which he sent me a warm smile.

"I'm just tired." I told them and rested my head back.

"Have you been sleeping well?" Castiel asked me. I shook my head.

"I think it's time we travel to the safe house in Alaska. I'll feel better there." I told them. This house seemed to known by everyone as we often threw parties here. I wanted to feel safe in my own home and this place was where I felt the most in danger.

"Okay, I'll call the pilot and the house keepers to get the place ready and get some doctors on standby." Dad said and left while furiously tapping on his phone.

"Cas, come help me pack up some things." I smiled at him and led him to my room closet where there were a couple of boxes.

"Come here." I beckoned him forward. I opened the box for him to see pictures and baby clothes, gifts from his father, the dress I used for my Luna ceremony, my first pair of daggers, and Lucien's first pair of daggers.

"This is when I found out I was pregnant." I told him as I flipped through photos.

"And this is your first pair of booties, your beanie, everything from when we came home with you before you were taken." I told him and showed him.

"You kept all of it?" He asked with tears pooling.

"Of course I did. I always had hope of finding you. I never gave up." I told him.

"You need to know that no matter what happens I will always love you. Just because you are getting a sibling doesn't mean I'll love you any less." I said and something told me that he needed to hear that. He was always so trusting and accepting and yet he didn't seem happy about the baby.

"I know, I love you mom." He hugged me and I felt wet visits on my neck, the visits of his tears. They weren't sad tears, they were tears of contentment.

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Sean King

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"She's going to retreat to her safe zone, she has a safe house in Alaska. The northern pack wolves are very close to them especially Alpha Clif." John told them while pointing to map showing them the exact location.

"Is there any weak points in the territory?" Sean asked.

"No, so we have to get them before they enter. We'll have about half an hour to hijack the car, Pandora is always in the Jeep." John said and then sat down.

"What about the son, Castiel?" Someone asked.

"He is off limits, no one lays a hand on him. Our focus is Pandora, leave Castiel out of it. If even a hair is out of place I will have blood." John growled. He just wanted Pandora, no one else.

"Okay got it guys?" Sean said with a mocking clap because he knew if he or any of his guys saw a chance to get a hit on the brat, they would definitely take it.
"Okay then, we kidnap her and keep her sedated until the moon hits its apex. That's when we do the little witchy woo and bitperty boperty boo we have a very mortal bloodhound." Sean smiled at his henchmen.

"Lets get to work."

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Well guys I hope you enjoyed this chapter and really I'm just trying to get my word count.

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