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Angad

Why does she do this to me?

I lost control with her. Again. And I know for a fact that next time I wouldn't be able to control at all. I shouldn't have to anyways. She is my wife. I should be able to do what I want. I have waited long enough.

But, I need to calm down.

I feel a hand on my shoulder and I open my eyes and find Hayat sitting next to me with her doe like eyes staring at me with so much innocence.

"What do you want Hayat"? I ask her harshly.

"Today", she says.

A single word made me jolt and sit up in the bed. Does she realize the implications of the single word that escaped past her lips? Does she realize that she has awoken the beast in me?

"You can not stop me now", I say as a last warning. She slightly nods and I would have missed it if only I hadn't been looking at her beautiful face with so much focus. In all honesty, her nod didn't matter anymore. All that mattered was me getting to have her in this moment.

I jerk her towards me and she lands on my lap with a yelp but this time, she doesn't struggle at all. Okay, she does squirm a but I am not letting her go now.

She looked absolutely breathtaking in my kurta. I take my time and look into her eyes. She stares back at me with so much intensity. I wanted to drown in the beauty of her eyes.

My hands which had slipped down to her waist go further down and grab the hem of my Kurta.

Without taking my eyes off hers, I pull it over her head. I raise my hand to touch her luscious breasts. I finally cannot control the beast inside me so I break the eye contact with her and put my lips on her left breast. Her head arches back when I bit her a little bit.

I raise my head to kiss her neck. My hickeys from the other day are fading away so I decided to leave some more.

She didn't whimper like the last time but this time she sort of welcomed me to do that. My hands trail down further down to her waist.

She squirms in my lap a little and certain organs of my body approve of her unintended move.

On instinct I pull her closer to me so her core is right next to mine and start rocking her a little.

At first she looked a little surprised but then understood what was happening. She wraps her hand around my neck for support and I am loving the closeness of her body.

Okay this is it. I can't go slow anymore.
I quickly turn us around and she is laying her back and I am laying on top of her. Her skirt has ridden up a lot and now I can see her entire leg henna but my focus is on something more important right now.

I yank her skirt down and she is left there in front of me in nothing but her panties. She looks absolutely delicious and I am going to devour her. All night long.

She closes her eyes and turns her head in shame but I don't want her to be ashamed. She is absolutely beautiful and I have never seen a more beautiful scene in my life ever.

I take her panties down with my hands and she is quick to attempt to push me away a little from her sweet opening but I give her a stern look.

She closes her eyes yet again but this time I say, "I want you to look at me Hayat. Throughout the night".

Her eyes open shyly and slowly as if she was getting drunk because of our erotic situation.

As soon as my lips touch her, I know that I am gone forever. I can't stop myself from driving further into her with my tongue. Her hand have found their way towards my hair and she is lightly tugging at them.

Tonight goes her way but after tonight I don't think I will be able to do this so calmly or patiently with her.

I drive one finger into her with very little difficulty because she was already slick with her own juices and my saliva.

After a couple of thrusts, I add another finger and then another all the while my teeth and tongue were playing with her insanity.

I wanted to be selfish and have her orgasm only when I was in her but she tugged my hair tightly and begged me to let her come undone and so I do.

Her moaning face and writhing naked body because of an orgasm I gave her is the best thing ever. I can never get enough of this.

I remove my pants and before she could come down from orgasm trip I drive myself into her with one single thrust. She shrieks with surprise and her eyes go wide because of the pain but I can't help enjoy the sensation that I am feeling. I feel her virginal walls hugging me tightly almost in a choking grip. Shit! She was so fucking tight and so good.

I wait for a few second to let her adjust to me and then I slowly pull myself out of her and then slammed right back in.

Her fingers were now digging into my back whereas I was controlling myself to not finish so quickly but her velvety moans were pushing me over the edge more.

Her face showed that she was still in some kind of a pain so I distract her by kissing her. I leave wet open mouthed kisses on my woman's neck and lips.

Withing minutes she was no longer wincing in pain but moaning because of the pleasure I was giving her.

With a final look into her drunk eyes, I thrust so far deep into her and with a grunt I deposit my seed into her. Her moans match my groans and grunts of pleasure and we both are panting for several seconds.

I collapsed dropping next to her. With a satiated feeling, I looked at my wife who looked majestic in my arms.

I was extremely tired and as much as I wanted to have my way with her again, I know that she is exhausted.

Shit! I am hard again but she has already snuggled into me comfortably. I don't want to wake her up so I try to sleep but I can't.

I look down at her innocent yet still scared face. Why is she scared now?

•••••
Hayat

"Tomorrow Hayat"

The disappointment in his posture was evident when he had turned away from me and pretended to sleep. Being the eldest child in a family who had lost its mother, I became the care taker and since then I had never disappointed anyone.

I had always sacrificed my happiness and myself whenever there was need in order to keep everyone around me happy. I remember when I had expressed to Abbu my unwillingness to marry Salim. He didn't say anything to me but I could see the disappointment in his eyes. He told me to think it through the night and I did. To make him happy, I had agreed to marry Salim.

I remember Rukh protesting and saying, "Baji, there will come a day when you will regret not thinking about yourself".

But I can't help but satiate the urgent need to please my husband. After all he is a huge part of my life.

I know I shouldn't drag this longer than this so with new found courage, I raise my hand to touch his bare shoulder but retract it back quickly in shame. Should I?

What is the point in making him wait? He is going to turn hostile towards me if I keep this up and anyways I am now his wife and nothing is going to change that. So, with my heart pounding in my chest, I put my hand on his shoulder and say quietly, "Today".

My voice came out heavier than I had imagined and he quickly sat up straight just like a kid who was gifted his favorite toy without asking for it.

He looked at me once to check if what he heard was right and when he saw the determination in my eyes, he gives me a warning. I know what happens now and I am ready for it.

He yanks me in his lap by my arm and I shriek but I don't fight back.

One moment he is taking of my- no his kurta off my body and the other moment I am underneath him with my Skirt bunched up above my knees. I make no attempt to cover it up.

He doesn't waste any time and gets to work. He looks at my most private parts with so much intensity that I turn my head away in shame but he orders me to look at him and i can't help but follow it.

Within seconds I was feeling this sensation build in me that was like nothing I had ever felt before. He was touching me with his mouth, tongue and fingers in places I had never thought of someone else even looking at.

I had the most intense feeling building up at my core. I felt like I was going to burst if he kept doing this but I didn't want him to stop at all. He was doing something addictive to my body. I came undone just seconds later.

I was a panting mess. I couldn't even breathe properly when I felt him nudging something bigger than his fingers at my entrance. I opened my eyes and was shocked when entered in me with one powerful push. I felt something tear in me and a jolt of pain. A minute or so passed and he stayed still probably because my face was scrunched in pain.

He started moving inside and out with slow motions and the pain was getting mixed with another kind of pleasure. I felt full and complete with him inside me. It is a very weird feeling to be honest.

Soon, he picked up pace and his thrusts were so hard that I couldn't help but wince in pain a little. He dipped his neck down and kissed my shoulder and neck but this time his kisses were far more soothing and seductive. They were wet and sensual and ignited a fire within me that I didn't know I had energy left for.

I was almost going to loose it all over again when I realized that he was on the verge too. I came undone just seconds before he did for the second time in a matter of just an hour.

We stayed still for a few seconds. Our bodies pulsing and throbbing. My heart would go crazy if it was beating faster than this.

He shifts and collapses next to me. He tugs me and I am now in his embrace.

I have a question in mind that I really wanted to ask but I am scared. I don't know how he would respond to it.

He looks at me with a questioning look and I can't help but open my mouth.

"When can I talk to Rukhsat again"?