SEBASTIAN'S POINT OF VIEW:

After Trial 2 I was left surprised. I had a little bit of feelings for Grell but having to choose between staying with him and leaving was a lot harder than I thought it would be. It was like my feelings for him were amplified by a lot. I didn't understand it at all. In the end my chest hurt when I made my decision. I almost stayed. I almost stayed. Oh my god.

I had to choose between Ciel and Grell which was harder than I thought. Maybe it was something in the drink that I had to... There was something in there. There had to be because we had to drink it and afterwards I fell for Grell even more than I ever had. Oh My God...

I got up and walked over to the door. Get ready for a challenge to find my way to the next Trial. I wonder what it is.

I walked into the next room and prepared to face whatever problems laid ahead before getting to the next trial. "Hello... Sebastian. Today you are going to face your fears before moving on to the next trial. You will have to let go, tell the truth, or fight for what is yours. Enjoy." Viscount said.

Why did he have to create this stupid game in the first place? It is totally useless. I walked in and saw a familiar pair of glasses gleaming in the light that was shining from above. No. What the hell? Why are you here? The pair of glasses that I recognized belonged to none other than Claude Faustus.

I didn't fear him. Not at all. What I feared was that he was going to take my food away from me. Ciel was my meal. But even now I didn't even know if I wanted to eat his soul. There Claude was holding a dying Ciel in his hand. "No!" I yelled. "What will you choose? Will you let him go? Will you tell the truth on why you want Ciel back? Or will you fight for what is yours?" the Viscount asked.

I ran forward and tried to fight for Ciel. "Wrong answer... that would have killed him." he said. I tried to let him go and tears formed in my eyes. "Nope." he said. I fell through a hole in the ground. "Answer these three questions correctly and you will be able to move on." he said. "Fine... ask away and get it over with." I said.

"Do you like Ciel in more than a demon contract sort of way?" he asked. "Yes." I answered. "Would you ever ask him out?" he asked. "No." I answered. "Why?" he asked. "Because I would be too nervous to do anything. I would let it work itself out." I answered. I was shot back up through the hole in the ground and back to where I was standing just moments before.

"Now what will you do?" he asked. "Claude... Please may I have Ciel back... even if he is my partner in contract I love him and I don't want any harm to come to him." I said. "I will not give him back." the Claude dummy yelled back. "Now what will you do?" Viscount asked again. This time I knew that I would have to fight for what's mine but not because I wanted to eat him.

"Your fault." I yelled. I ran towards Claude and smacked him in the face. I was about to kick him when he dodged and moved out of the way. This is why I feared Claude. He dodged my attacks too easily and that might cause me to lose Ciel. I couldn't let that happen. I tried to kick him again but again he dodged.

Shit... I'm sorry Ciel I'm going to lose you to someone who only wants you for your soul. Currently the Ciel dummy was struggling, still being strangled to death. "Hold on Ciel." I shouted. I can't let that happen. I kicked and knocked Claude to the ground. I kept kicking the dummy until he got up and surrendered. "That's what I'll do next." I shouted to the Viscount.

I heard clapping. "Well done. You may go and rest for the night before the trial tomorrow morning." he said. I grunted and walked out of the room to lay in the bed on the other side. I wonder what the trial will be.