"I'm here for John Carter." 

"What's your name?"

"Beth Stewart." I said in an aggravated voice. I told the men who came to stop me from going any further and threatening the safety of his boss. He looked at me with defeat and finally called his boss. I could hear his boss screaming at him for stopping me and to let me in immediately. And he did, I guess his boss can be very gruesome if so one doesn't obey his rules. When he led me to his bedroom, I felt a spasm of panic as I walked closer and closer to his bedroom. 

This was new to me and I didn't like it at all. I felt like I was cheating in some way. It felt completely wrong. The man opened the door and told me to stay here until he came in. Once the door was closed, I locked it so no one could get in. My plan was not going to get disturbed at all. From a room, which I presume to be the bathroom, I could hear him brushing his teeth.

When he came into the room, he took a good look at me with an ugly smirk on his dirty, horrific, disgusting face. He had nothing but black pants on which showed everyone that he had a big, fat and hairy belly. He was at least forty years old I guess. I wanted to throw up on his bed while he was laying on it. I would feel pleased with that. 

My wolf wanted to kill this man right here, right now. My wolf was actually still in Forks if I have to be honest. She wanted her mate by her side. I have been trying to ignore it for a while but the urge was powerful.You know how in some movies, there is a guy who is a fat, brainless, selfish but very rich man? Well this guy opposite me was the perfect person for the role. I stripped until I was almost exposing my bits but thankfully my new lingerie was covering those bits.

"Wow, you are so hot." He said coming closer to me and scratching his chin like he is imagining what he will do to me in just a few minutes. To be honest, there are millions of places that I'd like to be now instead of being here with this fat ass. I went behind him and made him kneel. I was in full control and I wasn't going to give it over.

"You have been a very bad boy, mister." I whispered in his ear whilst whipping him with a whip that I had with me. He moaned as I whipped him which made me grimace slightly.

"Oh yeah, sweetheart. I have been the worst." I whipped him again.

"And do you know what happens to very bad boys, they get killed." I whispered in his ear. Just before he realized what's really going to happen and scream for help, I broke his neck killing him instantly and falling on the floor making a loud bang. Who hates the pies? He didn't. 

I walked into the bathroom and turned the taps on the bathtub. I let the water fill up. Once it was full enough. I grabbed the dead body and pulled him into the bathroom. He was as heavy as three elephants. But thankfully I was able to get him in.When I was done, I got dressed and left. At the doorway, I stopped and turned to the two men looking after the dead pig.

"You're boss told me to tell you guys that he will be sleeping now and he doesn't want to be disturbed." I smiled nicely and headed to the exit. Once I was out, I dialed my boss.

"All done boss."

"Very well. You can have the week off as you requested."

"Thanks, sir." 

The Earth was saved from another motherfucker again by yours truly. Since it was almost midnight, I decided that I would go home and get a shower. And that is exactly what I did. Once I had done that, I made myself some mac and cheese and watched a movie. After it had ended, I changed my clothes, went to bed and dreamt about my mate again.

It's been like a month, maybe two since I last saw him. I don't miss him but my wolf does. I sometimes wish that he was here with me, snuggling up and kissing my forehead. I sometimes hate being a werewolf. I wished that I didn't have my wolf side and my mate. Life would be so much easier than the way it is now.

******

I woke up from a pleasurable feeling on my legs. It felt relaxing and I wanted to feel more from it. It was like an angel had come down here and was caressing my legs like they're made from the most fragile glass. 

I opened up my eyes and saw a dark figure of a male sitting on my bed near my legs. It took me a few seconds to realize that it was the man from my dreams. Or should I say nightmares cause I dreamed of him and I living together happily in his pack? With no treats and duties to kill each other. Just me and him. The perfect life as a Luna. My head was showing me things that will never happen and that makes me sad cause no matter how hard and heartless I try to be or at least look like, I will always want to be with the one destined to love me and me to love him. No matter what I do my heart and wolf will always lead to him and that kills me. I think that if my bosses weren't existing anymore and if he stops killing recklessly normal people and change his ugly side, there might be a slight chance to be with him. But you see, I don't think this miracle will ever happen.

"Emmet!" I instantly jerked away from his hands and stood up to turn the light on. 

 "What in the bloody hell are you doing here? And how did you find me?"

"I know people. And from the letter and the name you gave me I was able to find you." I mentally slapped myself for giving him my name. How could I be so stupid?!

"Uhhh, what do you want from me?" He stood up and stepped closer slowly. With every step he takes I take one back. I know that when touching your mate you're like in a trance and don't think what you're doing. I don't want to be under his control so I have to be as far as possible away from him. I don't want to be his Luna, I want to be a lone wolf that plays by her own rules.

"I want you." 

Is he being serious? Because if he is I will beat the shit out of him for thinking he can come here and order me around like I'm his. I ran to him and punched him with my fist. He didn't see that coming.

"You don't want me you son of a bitch. You want to own me." I tried again but this time he saw my hand coming and quickly caught it. My other hand almost immediately flew to his face but again he caught it. I tried again, never giving up and failing awfully. Again.

"I am not going anywhere with you." He then pushed me on the bed quickly following and getting above me. He punched my hands on the bed above my head holding my wrists.His face was so close to mine that I stopped breathing scared of what he might do.

"Let me go!" I screamed at his face and he smiled at my angry one.

"Never. You're my mate and you belong to me and only me. No one is going to take my Luna." I wiggled my body to free myself but his hold was almost impossible to break. I hit his manhood with my knee and he hissed in pain, letting go of me and laying on my right. I stood up from the bed ready for a fight. I wasn't going to let him claim me.

"Why can't you just leave me the hell alone and listen to me for once?"

"I don't care whether you want it or not Katerina! You're coming with me and that's it." He screamed at me getting angrier.

"How many times do I have to tell you that I don't want to be with you?" At this point, we were both screaming at each other.

"Why don't you want to understand that I am not leaving this house without you? You are my mate and as one, you have to be with me. You belong to me and me only!"

"I. Belong. To. No. One." I said through clenched teeth.

"You're so wrong, mate." I threw my hands in the air.

"I'm sick of this. You're insane and you don't want to hear me. I have a life here. I don't want you and your pack. Why don't you get it? And please don't say because we're mates or because I am your Luna," I screamed ferociously at my so-called mate which made him whimper slightly.

"Do I have to repeat myself? I don't care!"

"And what will you do to me. Put me in a cell full of silver so I don't run away again?"

"If I have to."

"Is this like a game for you? You want to play Alpha? Okay then let's play! But you'll lose at the end." I turned around to see what time was it and it showed almost six in the morning. I went to put some jeans and a T-shirt on because I was wearing only a bra and pants.

Ignoring him I went to my bathroom and shut the door at his face then lock it.

"Katerina open the door."

"Leave me at least in the bathroom, will you?" I turn the water on and snuggled through the window again. As quickly and quietly as possible I went into my garage then my car and started the engine. Leaving the house behind I went to the only friend I have. Her name is Natalia and we have known each other since I came here to New York. She is a werewolf as well and lives in an apartment in the city. We don't talk every day but we can always share secrets. She even knows about my job. That is how deep this friendship is.I knocked on her door and she opened a few seconds later.

"Kat! What are you doing here so early in the morning?" She said opening the door for me to come in.

"I had nowhere else to go."

"What do you mean? Come I made coffee." I followed her to the kitchen and sat on one of the chairs and held my head in my hands on the counter.

"Tell me what happened." She asked while I took a sip from the steamy hot coffee.

"My mate came to my house informing me that he's here to take me with him."

"What?" She choked from the coffee.

"When exactly did you meet him?"

"I had to kill him two months ago but I couldn't so I left him and told him to disappear and to stop killing people."

"Why did you ran away from him now?"

"Why wouldn't I Nat?! He is a total jerk, I don't want him. Plus I have my job and if they find out he is still alive I'm totally fired. You know they don't give second chances. Remember the last time someone did that."

"What are you going to do now? If they find out-"

"I know, I know. I only don't know what to do."

"Do you want to be with him? I mean if he came for you he must really want you."

"Yeah, he wants me so he won't have to pay to all the sluts he fucks." I said annoyed that she even asked me that. 

"What do I do Nat? I obviously can't kill him."

"Pff... Honestly, Kat, I don't know how to help you. The only logical way I can think of is if you at least give him a chance. He's your ma-"

"Don't say that word! I don't wanna hear it. I think I'll throw up if I hear that word and his name in one sentence again. And how is this logical?"

"He is your only chance of happiness Kat. Like it or not you know that once met, mates, can't live without each other." I sighed and we kept talking about the options I have. After one hour Nat left for her job and has let me stay for as long as I want since I decided to go back sometime today. The whole day I stayed on the couch and watched TV. 

When I got super bored I headed to my house leaving a note for Nat.The whole ride to my house was filled with kind of thoughts like, what will happen when I get back? And will he be still in the house?I could feel him still in there. I knew he would wait for me but kinda hoped he gave up on the idea of taking me with him. I opened the door and instantly felt a sharp feeling on my neck. The next thing I remember is being in Emmet's hands before I blacked out.

******

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate my mate? If not, then now is the perfect time for that. I HATE MY MATE! How dare he inject silver in my body!? I know I did the same to him but he started it with the handcuffs. It's only fair enough I avenge about that because hell, that freaking hurts. Like really bad!

When I woke up I smelled him. He was really close to me and I was laying on his bed. This time not mixed with someone else's, just him. I didn't open my eyes right away cause I still felt sleepy and weak as a little puppy. I felt my hands tied, but with a robe, not silver chains.

"I hate you Emmet Charleston, alpha of a pack that I don't care and belong to," I growled at him opening my eyes to see him in the same position he was in when I woke up in my house.

"You're wrong for the last one."

"Nope." I said closing my eyes trying to fall asleep again so I don't have to listen to him.

"You're the Luna for my pack and you have to be here."

"I'm not Luna. I'm Alpha." I grumbled under my nose.

"What was that?" He asked.

"Nothing, it doesn't matter anyway."

"It matters to me, tell me."

"I won't, just leave it!" I screamed at him still not opening my eyes.

"Katerina-"

"Stop it, Emmet. I'm here now, as you wanted. Why don't you leave me now?" He sighed and left. 

I hate my life. Seriously I do. What did I do to have this kind of life!? Don't I at least deserve a loving mate!? One that hasn't screwed every single slut on the world and kill people.After one hour the door opened. It was a woman around her middle thirty.

"Hello, Luna. my name is Naomi. Alpha sent me to see if you need anything and to give you the pain killers." I ignored that she called me Luna and smiled at her. She seemed nice so I thought I don't have to be bad with her. I mean it's not her fault that her alpha is a douchebag.

"Thank you. And could you please tell him that I don't want anything from him. Could you do that for me?" I asked her really nicely. I mean she could refuse to do it and I will understand cause I'm not her Luna.

"Yes, of course." She said with a little smile. She gave me the pills and the water then left. 

I wanted to sleep throughout my whole life so I don't have to deal with Emmet and the people I work for. I just want to disappear somewhere. Maybe in the woods. I'll build a little house just for me and will live there. Perfect, now I have to escape from here, find money to go to New York to get my stuff, quit my job if that's possible and find the perfect spot for my future house.I tried to fall asleep cause my eyes suddenly became way too heavy for my liking. I couldn't do it anyway. I wanted to hear what his reaction was. And just like that, the door opened.

"Naomi please tell me he got angry because that's the only thing I can do with my both hands tied up. If they weren't I would have killed him by no-"

"Done with the killing plan?" Emmet interrupted my speech. When I looked at him he was standing close to the door with both hands crossed on his chest. I growled at annoyance that he's here and turned my back to him and my face was on the pillow.

"What do you want?""I brought you some food. You haven't eaten anything in a long time."

"I'm not hungry." He came closer and put a tray full of food on the nightstand. It smelled amazing. I tried to ignore my hunger. I had to be stubborn and hopefully, he'll let me go, tired of me.

"I know you are, so stop being stubborn and eat." He untied my hands and sat on the end of the bed. I crossed my legs and put the tray in front of me on the bed.

"How do I know it's not poisoned?" He frowned at me.

"Why would I do that?" He asked like it was obvious that he would never do that. Like I believed him!

"I don't know. If I had the chance I would." I whispered the last sentence. I started eating from the sandwich.

"If someone else was your mate, would you still be trying to resist him?"

"Probably no. If I didn't have to kill him and he didn't annoy me with his presence." I said not really minding his question and eating my food.

He watched my every move like I would run away any second. I think he looked a little hurt from my answer but actually, I don't care. When I finished eating, he took the tray and put it on the nightstand.

"I want to pee." I said crossing my hands.

"Okay. I give you five minutes." He said behind me while I was going in the bathroom. 

"I want ten!" I said as I closed the door and did my business. After that, I washed my hands and without stopping the water I went to the window I escaped the last time I was here. It was locked and from there I could make out a few wolves guarding around the house. There was no way in trying to run away again. The best thing I could do is to make him come with me next time I want to use the bathroom. And that would be embarrassing.I groaned and hit the wall. Strange but with every second I feel my body get tired. Like I haven't had any sleep for a very long time.

"That's right honey. You can't escape from me." I heard him say from the other side of the door. I stopped the water and left the room. He dragged me to the bed again and tied my hands.

"You know that silver won't keep me weak for long. What are you going to do then? Inject me with silver again?" I asked with sarcasm. He took the empty tray and headed to the door.

"I might as well. But for now, sweet dreams."

"What?" Has he lost his mind? It was noon the sun was bright and the birds were singing. When he closed the door my head started trembling and after a few minutes, I felt how my eyes closed without my permission. I got angry at the second I realized he drugged me. Probably sleeping pills. I wanted so badly to escape or kill him.

"You son of a bitch!" I screamed with the little energy I had left in me. A few seconds later I was out.

Edited by BellaBancroft142.