Why do I always seem to wake up with Emmet around me? This time though he was way too close for my liking. He was laying on the bed hugging my waist with his left arm. His gorgeous face was turned to me and was very close to mine. With my hands tied above my head, I had no chance of getting away from him.He was sleeping. Why in the bloody hell would he come here and sleep next to me?! He probably wants to break me. He wants me to give up and give myself to him. Well, good luck with that!I tried to tickle him with my breath but he did nothing. I kept doing it until he startled me with his deep and very sexy morning voice.

"Stop it." He didn't even open his eyes. All he did was to snuggle even closer to me, resting his head even closer to mine. I didn't stop my tickling plan.

"Katerina, I'm warning you." He said that in a deep husky voice which should have scared me at some point. Honestly, all it did was to make me wanna kiss the life out of him. And he didn't move so I kept tickling him.

"Stop it or else-"

"What you're gonna tie me up on your bed? Sorry dude but that option has already been used.

" I glanced at him and blew at him more of my breath. Although I don't really know if it was a good thing or a bad thing but I haven't brushed my teeth so it was all my morning breath.

When I did what I did he opened his eyes and the next second he brought his face and lips on mine. And that was the worst decision I have ever made since my hands are not free to push him away. The only thing I could do in that position was to kiss him back. And I hate myself for that but I did just that. I returned the kiss. But what seems like a small, innocent kiss turned into a very passionate and full of need kiss. I didn't stop him. I didn't stop. Maybe this was a dream. More like a nightmare.His hands flew to my waist and held me closer to his body. I kept my legs closed so that I don't show him that I like it and that I want- No. I can't let my wolf side take over but I needed him. It hurts me from wanting to resist him and to not have him. It hurt so bad in a place where it hurts the most. My heart. My wolf wanted her mate so badly that if she had a chance, she would rip my human body and make love with him. She was screaming at me "Stop resisting him! He's our mate! We're meant to be!" And I really wanted to listen to her. Believe me, I did. But I couldn't. He was... well he was who he was and he was supposed to be dead (killed by me). But right at that moment, I had no power over anything. Nor my body and his actions. 

He explored my mouth and groaned loudly. I let myself taste him and that send me almost to the edge of having probably the most amazing sex in my entire life. He had one hand behind my head holding me and the other one moved down to my thighs and dangerously close to a part of my body where no one touches without my permission. When he got there he started massaging it and even through my jeans I could feel his hands and those things he was doing to me. I was so aroused just by that little thing and I was ashamed of that. I was so vulnerable in front of him. And I couldn't even stop that. First I can't and second I don't really feel like doing it.

After a few seconds, he let go of my lips for a little air. He looked at my eyes still doing the magic with his hand. I wanted so badly to stop him but the lust that I saw in his eyes just didn't let me say something.

"I want you, Katerina. And I know that you want me as much as I do."

"That's your dick talking again." There, at least I could say that. Luckily it wasn't something like F**k me"or I want you too.

"That was my wolf and me and yes my dick talking." I felt his hand trying to unbuckle the buttons of my jeans and within seconds he was pushing them away from me, his eyes never leaving mine. The next thing I did was to moan or more likely scream. Like for real. The pleasure he gave me was unbearable. It was so so good that I had to close my eyes. He didn't lose any time and crushed his delicious lips on mine, forcing himself like always.

"I'm gonna have you. Just like I told you. And you won't leave me now." And I don't know how or why but I had a power rush and my brain came to live again.

"Stop," I demanded while trying to stop him from kissing me. He did and looked me in the eyes again.

"I have to take a shower and change." He frowned at what I said.

"And I really need to pee." That was not true actually but he didn't know that and I had to leave this bed. He thought about it for a little and removed his hand from my sensitive part. He gave me a quick kiss and then untied my hands.

"My clothes?"

"There." He pointed at the bag on the floor while I got up and stretched my hands and legs. 

It's awful being tied for a bed for a long day. I don't even know how long I've been out. I mean, whatever he gave me it made me fall asleep pretty much quickly.He made himself comfortable on the bed again when I took the bag with my belongings and went to the bathroom. I took a look at what he took from my house. All I can say is Men! Lace lingerie, shorts, a few t-shirts, and some sneakers. Oh and only one pair of wedges. I took the things I need for the shower and went in.Now when I think about the stupid things he did to me. 

Why the hell did I let him go that further with me? I shouldn't have done that. He just wants sex, that's all. And he won't get it from me. Not that easily. I'm not a weak girl who wants someone to love her and take care of her. No, I won't let him touch me like that again. I won't and I will keep that promise. Mate or not he can't take advantage of me when I can't use my hands to stop it. It's just not fair. And he thought about having sex with me while I'm tied up! He's totally crazy if he thinks that will happen again.When I was ready I put on the leggings and a grey t-shirt. Brushed my teeth and dried my hear.

When I walked out of the bathroom he was laying (almost fully naked, with his pants only) on his side of the bed cuddling with a pillow. I laid on the free side of the bed with my back to him. I heard him moving so I closed my eyes. I don't know why but I felt like doing that. He started stroking my body slowly."Katerina." Every single time he says my name I feel like exploding. I feel alive and every time he says it he does it in the most attractive and sexy way I can imagine. That's one of my weaknesses and just that turned me on immediately."What?" I managed to say angrily without exposing myself."I want you." With that said he brought his lips on my hand. He started leaving a path of wet kisses on my hand until he reached my neck. I got up from the bed before he could do any more damage to my mind and body. I left the bed and turned around to face him."You don't. And don't you have something better to do now? Like alpha duties or have sex with some unknown girl or kill people." He grinned at me and started heading my way. I stepped back until I reached the wall of windows. He came in front of me, just inches away."No, Katerina. I don't think there's something better than having sex with you." I frowned at him. He is hopeless."There is it again. Only sex is in your head. Sorry but that's not happening any time soon so you might wanna leave me and don't waste my time""I liked you better when you were quiet and was kissing me back.""Well if you haven't noticed I don't really care what you think." He leaned down to kiss me but I used this to escape him."Don't ever try to kiss me again!" I pointed at him from the other end of the room. He looked slightly pissed but quickly hid his emotions."I am hungry," I said crossing my hands on my chest."Okay, I'll make you something." He said after thinking about it."No. I want to make it myself. I don't trust you." I headed to the door with him behind me."Okay. Fair enough." For the first time since I met him, I have the chance to see how his house looked like from the inside. It was just gorgeous. So beautiful and mostly every single wall is in white if different shades of white.

The kitchen was big and I felt like melting, imagining the things I could cook and how comfortable I'd feel in it. One of my secret talents is cooking. I love cooking and I love eating. But I haven't gotten any chance to make something bigger then pasta for myself in a very long time.

I kept my mouth closed cause I didn't want to enlarge his already big ego, by complimenting his kitchen. I went straight to the refrigerator without asking for his permission and searched for something to eat.

I saw him sitting on one of the chairs on the beautiful white counter. I took the things I needed for a sandwich and went to put them on the counter on the opposite side of where Emmet was. I made two sandwiches for myself, put them on a plate then took a coke and started eating the first one. I saw his hand heading to my other sandwich but I quickly smacked his hand.

"That's mine."

"Won't you make for me too?"

"Where are the pills you gave me yesterday?"

"Why? You want more?" He grinned at my pissed face. I took the bread and the butter and placed them In front of him. I smiled with my cute smile showing my white teeth.

"Lucky for you, your hands are not tied." I winked at him then took my plate and coke and went on the couch and turned the TV on.

"Yeah, of course, you can watch TV. Why not!?"

"You're my mate, I can do whatever I want in your house." I shrugged my shoulders not minding him.

"So now I'm your mate. Will you kiss me then because I'm your mate?" He said making himself a sandwich.

"Nope." I simply answered.

When he was done he came to sit and eat next to me. We watched Sponge Bob when his phone rang. He left the plate on the coffee table and went into the living room. Like the 'good' mate I am I couldn't stop myself from eavesdropping.

"They said you have to be there too."

"You sure?"

"Positive alpha."

"Okay, where?"

"Neilton sir."

"How?"

"We could take the cars or we could run. Running will take less time."

"How much?"

"A day and a half."

"Okay. I want six men with me and one to keep my mate from escaping. We are leaving tomorrow morning."

"Yes, sir." 

That was my chance. I had to take it. He wasn't going to be here so I can escape. I just have to figure out how to handle the man. I mean I don't know what he would be. Emmet came into the room and sat next to me.

"Hey, do you have a computer or laptop I could use?"

"Yeah sure."

"No I mean I was going to buy some gorgeous shoes online the day you came in my house and I really want them. If I'm staying here I can at least buy myself some shoes to have here."

"I can buy you whatever you want." He said trying to change my mind.

"No I don't need your money. It's enough that you're keeping me here like a prisoner."

"Just five minutes and I'm done. I want those shoes." He thought about it and then got up.

"Come." I followed him to his office. I went to his chair and he sat on the chairs on the opposite side of the desk. I quickly as possible searched for Neilton. I found out what I needed then deleted the history.

"Done. What now?" He looked at his watch.

"Well, it's one o'clock so we could watch a movie or something."

 I can't wait for tomorrow to come. I will kick his ass again. But this time I'll disappear and he won't be able to find me.

We watched movies for the whole day. We even laughed at some of the funny scenes, together. I don't know how to describe this but when I was with him so carefree it felt so... mates like. I mean we had fun and when it got dark outside and time for dinner he cooked for both of us while I watched a movie. It was like all of the problems separating us mystery disappeared and we had no reason to not be together. It felt like home and I knew that when I escape I will miss him more then I had the first time.

I had even fallen asleep and I felt him lifting my body and caring me to his room. Unfortunately, he tied me up again. But that won't be a problem for me tomorrow.

***The next day***

The sound of Emmet changing woke me up but I kept it cool and didn't make a move or open my eyes. After two minutes he was ready to go but then he came to my side of the bed and stroke my cheek. He then kissed my lips slightly. It was hard for me not to return the kiss but I managed not to do that. He left the room and I focused on the men downstairs.

"Jason, I want you to stay here and keep my mate safe and in the house. You can't untie her unless she wants to use the bathroom or when she has to eat. Naomi will come to make her breakfast. You can't let her escape. Don't underestimate her she is very smart, a very good liar and a fighter. Got it?"

"Yes, alpha."

"Okay everyone else you come with me."

Everyone except Jason left the house. An hour or two later Naomi and Jason came into the room.

"Who are you?" I asked like I don't know who he is and what he's doing here.

"I'm Jason Luna." He said showing me his respect. I completely ignored the name he used to call me.

"Where is Emmet?"

"He had a work to take care of. Don't worry he'll be here soon." 

Soon my ass. He won't be here for the next four days at least.After I ate my food Jason tied me up again then left. Around one o'clock Naomi came back with my food and then left. The time to move has come. I wanted to wait so that Emmet will be far away from here plus I didn't want to be hungry when I leave. I had all the power I needed and running away will be a cakewalk.

"Jason," I called for him and he quickly came in.

"Yes, Luna."

"Can you untie me please, I need to use the bathroom."

"Of course." Now I really liked this guy and I didn't like what I was going to do. 

The moment my hands were free I quickly took the heavy lamp on the nightstand and hit him hard. From that, he fell on the floor unconscious. I put my sneakers on, took my bag and searched for Jason's phone. I took it when I found it and headed for the exit. I dialed Nat's number while running through the forest.

"Hello."

"Nat it's me. I need your help. I'm in Forks, Washington and I need you to go to my house, take my fake passport and money and come to Port Angelis as soon as you can. Oh and trash that phone nda number, will you?"

"Yeah yeah I'm on my way."

"Okay, so I'll meet you at the airport. Delete this number after that."

"Okay, take care." 

That was all I needed to tell her so that she moves. She's got a key to my house. She knew where my documents are and if I tell her its emergency she does what she's said. The same goes for me, if she needs my help then she got it.

I ran for an hour or so when I found a gas station. I decided I'd take a little break close to the station but not there because there might be cameras and I don't wanna risk anything. I sent a message to Emmet. Goodbye!  He called immediately but I declined. Then I threw the phone on some tree a few times to be sure it's completely broken.

When I was done I stripped my clothes, put them in the bag and transformed into my giant brownish wolf. I grabbed the bag with my mouth and headed to Port Angeles. I choose Port Angeles because it's in the opposite direction of where Emmet was heading so that when he realizes I'm gone he'll be too far away to stop me.

It took me around four hours to get to the city but at least I made it. I went deep in the city and mixed my scent with the people in case Jason sent people after me when he woke up. God helps the people around Emmet and especially Jason. I'll pray for him.

That was me trying to be funny. Not working I know.

When I was sure that no one could find me I headed to the airport. Good for me, there were a lot of people. I went to see the arrivals board and saw that Nat should be here in about three hours so for more safety. I am always about safety even though I made sure that no one can catch my scent and did everything possible for Emmet not to find me. So, for more safety, I went to the WC and locked myself in one of the cabins.I must have fallen asleep because a knock on the door woke me up.

"Sorry." I heard a woman saying. I looked at the time and quickly left the bathroom cause it was time for Nat to land. When she did we quickly went to buy new tickets for New York. In the plane, I told her everything and then we fall asleep cause we were both tired as hell, plus we had seven more hours to be in the air so why waste it. When we land in New York, we immediately headed to my house and packed my things. 

Nat brought cartons for my computer, pillows, books and all the things I will need for my new apartment which I will be searching to buy. It will be on Nat's name but I'll pay everything because I don't wanna risk Emmet finding me like he did before.

For the first few days, I'll be staying at Nat's. She offered me to stay and live with her but I refused cause it might be still dangerous for her.

I felt like there was a hole in my chest and it was getting bigger and bigger with every single day spend without seeing, hearing or touching Emmet. It felt so horrible that my wolf wants him and that we can't have him in our arms where he belongs. I didn't want to feel that way at all and I managed to push that feelings and thoughts away for as long as I could, but that was not long enough to make me forget him. And the worst part is that I don't really think that I'll ever forget him completely. After all, he's my mate, my one and only and that can't be forgotten so easily.

All I could think about these past four days was Emmet and the note I left for him at my house where I am sure he'll come and search for me.

Emmet,

I wish that you didn't come to look for me here and that you didn't have to read this letter.

When I was a little kid my mother used to tell me stories when I went to sleep. But they weren't about princes and princesses. They were about mates. How two people destined for each other meet and fall in love. But again they weren't always with a happy end. There were stories about one or both of them dying or one of them leaving the other for their good. She thought me that not everyone gets a "happy ending" no matter how good they are.

I don't think we fit in the "happy ending" category. I know that we don't have that.

I'm sorry if you felt something other then lust for me. You can find another girl to satisfy your needs and be the Luna of your pack.

I want you to know that I wanted this to work between us but there were just too many reasons "why not be together" and only one "why be together". We are mates. I know that it's a pretty big reason but it's not enough for me. The things that matter to me are the things people do for me. And having to kill you makes it even worse.

After all, we might get our "happy end". Separately.

P.s. I really hope that you didn't do anything bad for Jason. It's not his fault I ran away. Please don't get your anger in him. 

Edited by BellaBancroft142.