Dear Random Thoughts,

Off to lunch on an awesome start. This is high school! Cara and I don't have to hide anymore! Sure. High school is no High School Musical, but there's equality here! Everyone is welcomed and not criticized. People of all shapes, sizes, sexes and even sexualities! We don't have to be ashamed of who we are anymore.

I hold Cara close to me; my hand around her waist as she holds her books in her arms and leans her head on my shoulder. We meet up with Isaiah, Bailey and Angela. We sit down at their table and I just see Angela and Bailey with giant smiles on their faces. "..." I sigh. "If we kiss, will you stop having those creepy fan girl smiles on your faces?" As soon as I finish my sentence, Baileyaccidently screams way too loudly, "YES!" ... All of us just burst out laughing. "Geez! And I thought I was the weird pervert," jokes Isaiah. I snort. "Oh don't worry, Hun. You are." Everyone but Isaiah laughs. "Oh c'mon. You know I'm just kidding!" Isaiah rolls his eyes. "JUST KISS ALREADY!" Bailey and Angela manage to say simultaneously. Cara giggles. I grab her chin gently, and make eye contact with her... then I slowly go in for the kill. ... Or in this case, the kiss. I let go after a few seconds and then took a bite out of my burger. I look up and realize that my friends are staring at me in shock, including Cara. "... What?" "I-I don't think you've ever kissed me like t-that before..." Cara stutters. "I don't think I've ever seen anyone kiss someone like that before!" Isaiah says, also in shock. I chuck a French fry into my mouth. "It was just a kiss... I don't know what you're talking about." Angela, Bailey and Isaiah stare at me in more disbelief than before. (Didn't think it was possible.) "It looked like you sucked her energy out and then blew it back in rapidly, while still taking her breath away." Bailey says. "Yea. It was magical and breath taking with a hint of comfort and strength. But not so much power that it's overwhelming. It was like... the perfect kiss!" Angela explains. I laugh. "I kissed her not you." I laugh jokingly. "Teach me your ways!" Isaiah says. "We are not worthy! We are not worthy!!" The three of them say together while lifting their hands up and down in a type of kneeling motion. I roll my eyes and after several minutes of the strange conversational topic, I finally get to eat in peace with normal people talk. ... For like 5 minutes. Then it was time for 6th period. Gym. Yay.... (Kill me.) Well at least I have gym with Cara. Plus... I get to see her in a gym uniform. (drools) But I also have gym with Bailey and Isaiah, so you already know that Isaiah's going to be staring at Bailey's ass the whole time. Maybe even more then I will at Cara. (If that's even possible.) Sad that he can't just come out and confess to her already. Whelp. Time for gym.