[Tord's Point of View]

I slammed my fist onto Tom's bedroom, sinking to the floor. "Dammit Thomas... Please answer me..." I whispered, choking on tears. Pressing my forehead on his door, I let out a soft breath. Regaining my breath, my face twisted up in anger. Slamming on the door frame I let out a snarl.

"Fine! Stay in there for all I care!" I spat, storming back to my office. Pulling a bottle of vodka from my cabinet, I began to drink. The strong beverage burned my throat faintly, as I let out a heavy breath. I began to chug down more and more shots, losing count of how much I was having to drink.

At this point, I didn't care. I just wanted to numb the pain that I felt in my chest. Rummaging through my cabinets, I let out a groan and storm down to the kitchen storage in search of more alcohol. Finding a bottle of Porter beer, I stumbled back into the hall.

"Rød leder(Red leader)?" A female spoke from behind. I turned my head around, seeing the same redhead who had tried to throw herself on Tom. "Er du ok(Are you ok)?" her voice was gentle and sweet like sugar. Leaning against me, her breast squished against me. I let out a soft hiccup, looking down into her coal black eyes. Her glossy red lips were pursed to make the illusion of full lips. I felt my head spin, as I looked back into her lustful eyes, with the same intent as her.

"Hva er navnet ditt soldat(What is your name soldier)?"

"Allison."

"Det er et vakkert navn(That's a beautiful name)," I whispered into her ear, as I tucked one of her red locks behind her ear.

 'But it's not as beautiful as Thomas...'

'No, wait, dammit stop! Tom hates you... He despises you. He shouldn't matter to you...'

"Kan vi bli bedre kjent med rommet mitt, herre(May we get better acquainted in my room, sir)?" The redhead spoke seductively, licking her lips, snapping me out of my daze. I winced slightly but grinned.

"Selvfølgelig(Of course)~" I cooed, trying to push away the guilt. I was in love with Tom, but I was so hurt that I was turning to this.... whore for comfort. Was I really this desperate?

Pressing her red lips against mine, I was pulled into a lustful ecstasy, traveling my hands down to her butt squeezing gently. Picking her up, I carried her to my bedroom.

Tell me pretty lies,

Look me in the face,

Tell me that you love me,

Even if it's fake,

'Cause I don't fucking care, at all

Tom curled up in his bed, biting gently on his thumb. A bottle of Smirnoff was spilt on the rug, near a shaking Tom. He was running his fingers through his hair, letting out a gross cry. Tord's face lingered in his thoughts, his thick accent playing in his ears. 'T-Tord...' he whispered gently, shaking uncontrollably.  

You've been out all night,

I don't know where you've been,

You're slurring all your words,

Not making any sense,

But I don't fucking care, at all.

Stripping her clothes off, Allison laid on the bed spreading her legs with a lustful look. My stomach churned with a lust that disgusted me. Unbuckling my pants, I pulled them down along with my boxers before jumping on her.

'Cause I have hella feelings for you,

I act like I don't fucking care,

Like they ain't even there,

'Cause I have hella feelings for you,

I act like I don't fucking care,

'Cause I'm so fucking scared

Tom clenched his chest, letting out a louder cry. Tom had abused alcohol so much that instead of numbing the pain, it only made the pain worse. He shook heavily, letting the memories of the betrayal seep into his thoughts. 'Classic, stupid, Tom~'

I'm only a fool for you,

And maybe you're too good for me,

I'm only a fool for you,

But I don't fucking care, at all, oh

Tord moved his hips back and forth, emptily fucking the girl below him. His stomach burned with disgust and a guilty desire. He was thankful it was dark because then Allison would see that Tord wasn't happy, she would see that he didn't feel anything toward her and that he was a mess.

Tell me pretty lies,

Look me in the face,

Tell me that you love me,

Even if it's fake,

'Cause I don't fucking care, at all

Tom pressed his palms onto the side of his forehead, hiccuping. "STOP IT!" He sobbed, tugging at his ears. 'Why would I need friends when I got this?!' Tord sneered, looking down on Edd and Matt.

You've been out all night,

I don't know where you've been,

You're slurring all your words,

Not making any sense,

But I don't fucking care, at all.

He pressed his face into the pillow, still plowing into the red head. He closed his eyes, trying to imagine it was Tom, but her breast and female-voice made sure to remind him that this wasn't who he wanted it to be. He slammed his hips into hers, letting out a rusty grunt.

'Cause I have hella feelings for you,

I act like I don't fucking care,

Like they ain't even there,

'Cause I have hella feelings for you,

I act like I don't fucking care,

'Cause I'm so fucking scared

'Goodbye old friends! The world isn't gonna take over itself!' Tord chuckled, waving as he turned to fly away. Half-awake, he slurred his words. "I'm not your friend..." He whimpered, wishing he had said something different or hadn't said anything at all. Maybe if he hadn't said anything, he and Tord wouldn't be in this situation. Maybe if he hadn't even chased after Tord they wouldn't be enemies at all. But you can't change the past. He whimpered weakly, his body shivering intensely.

I'm only a fool for you,

And maybe you're too good for me,

I'm only a fool for you,

But I don't fucking care, at all, oh

He couldn't do it anymore - He couldn't keep fucking her. Pulling out of her, he heard a soft needy whimper, as her soft hands travelled up his back. Tord shuddered in disgust pulling away as he rolled to the side of his bed. Pulling the sheets up to cover himself, he turned his back to her ignoring whatever lustful pleas she made. He couldn't do it, not unless it was Tom.

Shutting his eyes closed, he forced himself to sleep, praying the red head would find the door and leave on her own. The thought of her body pressing next to his disgusted him, as he drifted off to sleep dreaming of a world where he and Tom were together.