didn't murad tell you what he was going to tell us " i asked gevherhan as we walked down the hallway

" I don't know " she said in a very weak tone and i realised she didn't recover yet from what happened

Plus murad exposed that topal pasha already had another woman and he got another son making us despise him even more . Gevherhan was deeply hurt from both events

" Kasim , ibrahim " i said spotting my two brothers as beyazid was coming from another side

" Sister " ibrahim said looking at me and atike as gevherhan walked to beyazid's side

" What is so important that his majesty called us all " i curiously asked them

" I don't know my mother is inside but they just told us to wait here " we nodded as we all alligned waiting for murad to call us in

Suddenly his door opened revealing abaza mehmed pasha who bowed to us before leaving . What was happening ?

Before i could get an answer silahtar approached us

" Neslihan sultan , his majesty wants to see you " i raised my eyebrow in suspicion

I nodded and looked at my siblings one last time before steeping into his room

" your majesty , sultanum " i bowed to kosem sultan before approaching murad .

" how are you doing " murad put his hand on my cheek caressing it lightly

" i am praying for your wellbeing " i whispered before my eyes travelled to his , he took off his hand and joined it with the other one behind his back

" I spoke with my mother and came with an idea " he spoke looking at his mother before looking at me

" we saw that your marriage from abaza mehmed pasha will do us good , that's why we will marry you to him " my whole world stopped as my ears couldn't process any of it

" What ? Impossible i can't " i said in disbelief as i stared at murad who looked at me back

" and why not " he again asked with an amused face

" Murad this will never happen , i would rather kill myself " i raise my tone a bit and my gaze travelled to kosem sultan

" you have to agree , it will benefit us " she spoked approaching me as i took a step back

" You're not my mother ,you have no right to decide on what's good and not " i snapped back at her making murad look at me furiously

" Neslihan what is this insolence " he yelled making me look at him

" What if it was atike ? You wouldn't have married her in this way " i told him provoking his anger

" i am doing what i find good and you will agree on this " he raised his finger infront of my face

" No , i won't . It's either i kill myself or get married to him " i fought back with the angriest expression

" Is that so ? Aghas " he yelled looking at the door who revealed two aghas

" What are you going to do kill me ? " i asked looking back at him

" isn't it what you wanted " he stared at them and gave them the order to approach me

" Murad enough " kosem sultan interfered making the two aghas stop from walking

" What is it ? She should assume her words " he talked back

I was mostly shocked over how he changed and how he treated me like a stranger not his sister

" Do you think i am kidding " i sarcastically said before pulling a dagger from the agha's pocket and placed the knife on me neck

" neslihan stop , murad you too " kosem sultan came in between us

" stop acting like this you are grown ups " she yelled at both of us making me drop the dagger
as my eyes were glued to murad

" i don't know you anymore since when did you become like this " i spoke to murad making his gaze sharpen

" from now on you proved to me that you no longer the right to call you brother " i said as i grabbed my dress and left his room angrily

" Neslihan what happened " they all rushed towards me seeing the state i was in

" Murad has gone really mad right now , he wants to marry me off " i sadly said looking at them , as beyazid wanted to enter his room is stopped him

" don't ever try , he almost killed me he has gone mad " beyazid stopped in his tracks

" Kill you ? " atike gasped as gevherhan took my hand

" If you don't want to get married we will also stick with you " she looked at everyone and they all nodded after her .

" let me take you to your room " ibrahim grabbed my arm as i layed on him for support

" We will deal with this don't worry " kasim spoke sure of himself before i left with ibrahim to my room

He helped me sit in my bed and brought me a cup of water , i drank it slowly before putting it down

" Ibrahim what am i going to do " he pulled me to his chest lightly and patted my back

" Don't worry i promise that this marriage won't happen if we all stand with you  " he spoke making me feel a bit relieved but that didn't last long

" Kosem sultan is behind murad , i don't think we wil succeed i'll just end up getting married without me wanting to " i muttered feeling sad

Suddenly the door opened revealing my other siblings who rushed towards me

" Neslihan was right murad yelled at us when we brought this subject up " Atike spoke taking a seat besides me

" If it's not going to work with murad i'll speak to mehmed pasha to cancel this " gevherhan squatted to my level and took my hands

" Do you want murad to cut his head ? " my eyes widened and looked at the others

" Mehmed pasha can't do anything about this , who won't like to marry someone from the dynasty just think about it " kasim explained before beyazid added

" If mehmed go and speaks to my brother , murad will surely cut his head " i sighed deeply

" Thank you for stucking up with me i wouldn't be strong enough without you" i looked at them one by one and gave them a reassuring smile .

" we'll leave you to rest a bit and don't think about it very much " ibrahim said getting up , inodded lightly at them before they left my room