" this is all what we needed " beyazid said looking at the letter he wrote earlier and under it was the seal of murad .

We looked at eachother and smiled , the most important thing was done now.

" murad now doesn't have the power to even move his finger , he's now over " i continued as i fixed the ring on my finger .

" the enthronment will begin with ahmet ascending then the paşas will bring this out " beyazit explained as he closed the letter .

" Kösem sultan will be so shocked i would love to see her face " i said letting out a laugh after looking at my aunt .

" She will pay for everything " my aunt said with a determined tone .

" Murad will probably die tonight so if everything goes well according to our plan , i will become the sultan tomorrow " beyazit said proudly.

Before we could reply back the door opened and revealed a maid who looked shocked , she bowed before speaking

" Sultan Murad is not feeling well , kösem sultan has asked for you to go to the hasoda "  we all stood up and acted like we were concerned .

We walked past the maid and immediately went to murad's room . We entered it to find kösem sultan sitting next to murad while our siblings stood not very far from them

We stood next to them and stared at murad . He looked so powerless , after all he did to us he paid for his sins . He stared at us one by one and his eyes stopped on mines

" You " he barely said before coughing , he looked at me deeply before closing his eyes . He gulped down then started whispering something .

" why did he point at you " kasım said looking at me like i did something bad . I looked at him and rolled my eyes then looked down .

My sisters started crying and my heart got moved a little bit , no matter what murad was still my brother and we spent our childhood together . As kösem sultan stood up i took her place , i stared at murad for some moment before i grabbed his hand

" I wished we were born in a different world , we wouldn't have to fight " i said caressing his hand gently

" Wish we didn't have to experience it all "

" Remember when we were young ,you always protected us . When our father left the world everyone broke down but not you " he closed his eyes for some seconds then opened them again .

" I forgive you , rest in eternal peace " i approached his face and put a kiss on his forehead . Tears then escaped my eyes but i quickly wipped them away

i looked at murad one last time before standing up and went straight to my brother's arms

Kösem sultan then sighed a long sigh with teary eyes then approached murad. She put her hand on murad's face for some seconds then looked at us .

" His Highness Sultan Murad Khan has left us " she said and her voice cracked at the end .

We all looked down and said some duaas with him , i looked at murad's body carefully before i looked away again .

My brother just died infront of me and i it hit me again that  he wanted to see me die before him . All my siblings were affected and looked sad .

My sisters started crying and my heart got moved a little bit , no matter what murad was still my brother and we spent our childhood together . As kösem sultan stood

" The throne now belongs to my grandson şehzade ahmet " kösem sultan said as she stood up infront of us .

We looked at the door that revealed silahtar and yusuf paşa standing depressed . They approached my brother's body and covered it with a white cover . Crying was echoed in the room

We then started leaving one by one the room , we passed by the harem and everyone was crying . The atmosphere was so depressing so i decided to see my niece and nephew

I immediately walked up to ayse's room , i opened the door and she was there crying .

" she didn't even have the time to spend time with her father " ayse said crying next to her daughter kaya .

Ayse was too bad at controlling her emotions so i had to take the kids from her , they shouldn't be affected from this .

" Narin , prepare the kids they're staying with me tonight " i said approaching ayse , i put a hand on her lap and tightened my grip .

" Do not do this ayse , we all knew this day was gonna come " i tried to console her but she seemed to be so focused on just crying .

I watched as narin prepared the kids , i carried hanzade in my arms and ahmed grabbed my hand .

" Narin " i called the maid and she immediately bowed to me .

" if ayse gets worse bring me kaya too " i said leaving ayse's room . One step outside and i all i could hear was cries , i immediately walked them towards my room and closed the door ,i put hanzade down and took them to the side of my room where we sat down .

" Aunt ,is it true that my father died " hanzade started crying while she looked at her brother

" Could he just leave you alone my precious ? Murad your father is waiting for you in another world " i said caressing her hair gently .

" then we can see him sometime right ?" Ahmed said with a smile on his face .

" not now but maybe later ,your father will always be here " i grabbed ahmed's hand and placed it on his heart .

" I want you to always remember your father as a hero who loved you so much " they both smiled and gave me a nod .

" now let's go sleep " i said walking them over to my bed , i took off their shoes and layed them on my bed .

" Good night my beautifuls " i said kissing each one's hand and covered them with z blanket .

I went to the other side of my room and changed into my sleeping wear ,i walked towards my sofa and sat watching the moon closely . My father ,mother and murad must have been watching me right now