My vision was troubled , my body was tired and my mind was frozen .

Ever since i cameback from murad's room , i never opened to anyone even beyazid . I kept on crying the whole day , the urge of letting out my feelings won over me . The amount of sadness i felt was immaculate so i kept on crying the whole day and even cried myself to sleep .

The maids were knocking again for cod knows how many times , i skipped all meals for these two days and stayed in my bed until i decided it was finally time to opzn the door .

I stood up trying to stay balanced and went to open the door , i opened it not caring about how i looked . I quickly went to my bed and covered my body then faced the other side

" I am begging you sultana don't do this " dilara begged as she started walking towards me

" Here i opened the door , don't let anyone in " i said putting covers over my face and closed my eyes .

After some moments  , she left my room quietly and i sighed . I wanted to be alone at this moment . But it didn't last when the door opened and closed , i didn't know who it was so i turned around .

" Beyazid " i said looking at my younger brother standing not very far from me standing tall .

" Sister " before he could continue i got up quickly and ran towards him and pulled him in a hug .

It didn't even take me so much to start sobbing , he caressed my hair gently as i started crying on his shoulder .

Bayeid was the only person i trusted along with my dad , they are the most imporant people in my life .

" I will make whoever did this to you pay the price for every single tear you dropped " he said as he broke the hug , he looked into my eyes and they were filled with anger and revenge .

" beyazid , this has went over the limits " i said between my sobs .

" murad became the nightmare that has been chasing me ,he became a monster and it will soon devore us all . I am afraid for you " i said trying to catch my breath .

He shushed me as he tapped my back gently , he put my head on his shoulder and helped me calm down .

" Murad will die " i looked up at him and he never looked this serious until today and it was alarming .

" Beyazid what are you saying " i looked at him in disbelief and he looked away

" Murad is sick , he has been fighting a liver disease for a long time and soon he will give an order to kill us all  including you " i gasped on shock , i didn't know what to do at that right moment .

Should i feel sorry for murad ? Or be afraid for my life

" We have to change the fratricide law before his death or else ahmed will take the throne and he will be kösem sultan's puppet then she will banish you to the old palace and me and the others will gey executed" i was mindblown , it looked like beyazid has planned everything .

" what is your plan " i said growing more interested in his idea

" Yusuf is murad's right hand , you should try go get his trust . We should steal murad's seal and put it here " he said while taking out a letter from his pocket .

I looked at the letter and it contained the order of the throne should belong to the oldest and more mature and automatically beyazid was the oldest one .

" Murad has approximately one week to die , so it will be easier for us " he said in a serious tone

I felt so sorry for murad at a moment but when i look at all things he did to me and the execution order for me and my brothers it doesn't .

" Kösem sultan will be distracted on grieving for murad so she will not give us a lot of attention " i said thinking out loud but beyazit shook his head .

" They are in quarrel , kösem sultan's only wish is that she controls ahmed as soon as he gets the throne " he was right , we watched her and we were all present when she used to control murad .

" if i get the throne you'll get her place and i'll rule , our mother will be very proud of us " he said in a sad tone so he looked down

" i promise you beyazid , i will do whatever it takes to get you to the throne " i said hugging him again .

" i will avenge you my beautiful , even if my life is the cost of it . You pratically raised me instead , this will never pay even the half of what you did " he said with a soft voice and hugged me softly then looked at me

" i have a trusted paşa , it's sinan pasha you can trust him "he spoke as he caressed my shoulders .

" Murad's seal is on his ring i have to get it while sneaking "  i said thinking of a way to get it

" just eliminate yusuf pasha and the rest will be easy , murad is busy fighting for his life "