" did you hear what his majesty did sultana " dilara asked as she brushed my hair , i looked at her throught the mirror

" He sent your future husband to egypt for some state matters " i chuckled as i took an earring .

" Murad loved doing things like this , he loves to do these mysterious things " i sighed in annoyance

" what if he's planning to do something ? " dilara gained my attention as i remembered what he did to gevherhan's husband

" You know that he can do it " she continued and fear started increasing

" He can't do it right ? He won't ruin my weeding too ? " i stood up from my seat angrily .

" Sultana i didn't tell you this to get angry " she spoke again but i was already angry

" If he does something to him , i will never forgive him " i said determined 

I knew murad can do such thing and he would think he did it for the good , he thinks he's always right 

I dismissed dilara from my room but just seconds after my aunt humasah came in .

" my beautiful niece " she opened her arms for me and i immediately hugged her .

" the preparations are going just perfectly " she said excited but i as the bride didn't

" My beautiful who deprived us from your smile " she said caressing my cheek before taking a seat

" Murad sent mehmet paşa to egypt and i'm not reassured , i'm scared " i said with fear in my voice

" Look neslihan , murad wouldn't want you to be sad " she tried to reassure me but it didn't convince me

" he loved gevherhan too , he made of her a single mom and selim an orphan . He had no mercy " my aunt gulped and looked away , she knew i was right

" It will be okay my beautiful , just focus on the preparations fine ? " i nodded and gave her a smile

We then started chatting about everything and talked about the wedding's details , we knew how to spend time with eachother .

After she left , i felt empty . I missed ahmed and hanzade so much , so i decided to go see them but first i wanted to see atike .

I left my room and passed by the harem where everyone bowed to me , then stopped infront of atike's door and surprisingly there were no guards there  .

I looked at the door and tried to open it but it didn't want to , i pushed it so many times but it was locked .

" atike " i shouted waiting for her response but she didn't reply

I peeked from a hole and tried to find atike but she wasn't in the frame .

" Aghas " i yelled for help while banging the door , i knew something was wrong

" Sister what are you doing here " i said looking at ibrahim who rushed towards me

" Ibrahim open the door please , something is not right . Atike would never lock herself in " ibrahim's expression changed in the matter of seconds

We both tried to open the door then some aghas joined ,suddenly the door bursted open .

I looked at the room and found atike laying unconscious , i rushed towards her

" Atike , what did you do " i said sitting on the floor trying to wake her up

" She drank this " ibrahim pulled a bottle from her hand and we both gasped

" Call the doctor right now " i yelled at the aghas behind me and looked at atike

" Who made you do this my beautiful " ibrahim said caressing her hair .

" It will pass atike " i said grabbing her hand , and i found a letter . It was so small so you wouldn't notice it only if you touch her hand

I immediately hit the letter in my dress without ibrahim noticing , suddenly we saw kosem sultan followed by kasim , beyazid and gevherhan coming in

They all gasped and surrounded atike .

" What happened to you " kosem sultan sat next to atike and hugged her .

" We found her unconscious " i replied while looking at atike .

" Where are the doctors ?? " beyazid said looking outside then the doctor came in running .

Ibrahim ane kasım carried her to her bed and the doctor told the guys to leave so it was only me , gevherhan and kösem sultan

We waited patiently as atike was getting checked .

" what happened to my sister speak " gevherhan asked the doctor and she walked towards us .

" Atike sultan tried to kill herself using a strong poison , it should take time for it to leave her body " the doctor looked so desperate

" You will do anything for her to recover or i'll poison you instead " kösem sultan threatned the doctor

" her condition is very critical we will fo our best valide sultan "

After hearing what the doctor said i started calculating it .

Why would atike do this ? She was always okzy and never had a problem . But the answer was between my hands

The letter