" Beyazid i already asked Kosem sultan and she told me that our aunt Humasah wiln come to the palace " Beyazid smiled at me as i spoke about our aunt

" It's great to see her again " he smiled before i grabbed his hand

" We aren't alone anymore , our aunt loves us " i gave him a reassuring smile before he looked away

" Neither kosem sultan or kasim like me and i don't know how to deal with them " he worriedly said closing the book on his hands

" the most important thing is me and your future , you only have me and i will support you no matter what - " before i could continue the door opened revealing an agha

" I am sorry for interrupting you but His majesty wants to see Sehzade beyazid " i looked at beyazid and he exchanged looks with me before he got up

What would murad want from him ? Am i overthinking and being paranoid or this is a normal thing between brothers .

I got up and watched beyazid as he left the room , i quickly left his wing and on my way back to my room i saw ahmed and hanzade with their mother who bowed to me

" Look who did i encounter , come " i bended to them as they both hugged me

" Auntie didn't you and uncle ibrahim promise us that we would go to the gardens " ahmed pouted after we broke the hug

" Yes we did , dilara take them to the gardens i am coming " i said to dilara before aporoaching ayse

" Ayse how are you doing " i asked the woman standing infront of me

" Praying for your well being sultanum " she shyly smiled and i nodded at her before walking to the garden .

From very far i could see ibrahim playing with the two kids as they started running everywhere

" Hanzade who is going to play with me " i asked walking towards the little girl

" Me " she shouted cutely throwing her hands behind my hair

" Come " i took her hand and walked towards the cushions and sat there as hanzade sat next to me

" Aghas bring hanzade's favorite dishes " i called the aghas and they immediately bowed walking away

" Today we are going to have lunch together " i said to the little girl who squealed happily

As i promised to hanzade we spent the evening together along with ibrahim and ahmed , we had lunch and played with them and took them on a ride .

" Uncle i really loved today can we comeback again " ahmed asked ibrahim as we walked back to the palace

" We will but now you should both sleep today was tiring " ibrahim resoonded the little boy as we walked into the palace

The second we reached the harem the second the agha announced our presence as all girls were staring at ibrahim , it was actually forbidden for any of my brothers to look at any woman from murad's harem and the same for the girls

They thought they were being discret but everything was visible

" Sultanum , sehzadem " ayse crossed our way and bowed " did they tire you much " she worriedly asked us

" No not at all you should let them with us more often " i said letting go of hanzade's hand , she gave me a quick hug before running to her mother's side and so did ahmed

" We will comeback again promise "ahmed cutely spoke bringing his pinky finger to ibrahim and linked it with his .

We smiled as we watched them leave to their room as we walked back to join our rooms , murad's presence was announced . Everyone alligned excpect for us , as he walked he stopped infront of us

" What are you doing here " he asked putting his hands behind his back

" We were with ahmed and hanzade " ibrahim spoke and we earned a nod from him

He walked past by us and i could clearly say he was angry with his mother as their relation is very tense .

" I should go sleep goodnight sister " ibrahim warmly smiled after we arrived infront of his room who was on the way

" Good night " i smiled continuing my walk towards my room

I walked in my room and walked towards my terrace immediately to the little plants i had .

" Dilara , did you water them today " i asked her as i keoy touching it leafes

" Of course sultanum but the other ones are growing very fast we can't keep them " i looked at her for some seconds before nodding

" These are gifts of my late father and they will stay here " i explained walking towards them , suddenly my door opened to reveal beyazid

" Dilara you can leave " i said walking towards beyazid who walked in .

" here " i pointed at the chairs on the terrace offering him a seat which he took

" where did you leave with murad " i asked curiously earning a sigh from him

" we went to search for the ones who broke into Esther's mansion and we had to fight them " i looked at him suspiciously

" then why are you pale , or " i looked at him up and down " are you hurt somewhere " i asked

" Don't worry i have some scratches but it's nothing " i got up suddenly worried

" No you should treat them " he took my hand and signaled me to sit again

" Don't worry i will treat them " he smiled as i only gave him a weak smile

" I don't want you to risk your life what would've happened to me if it was serious "

" but what's important is murad , he is so cruel . He killed them all in a brutal way and that worried me "he put on a serious face making me worry

" Murad has always been like this , ever since he was young he always loved swords and fighting " i explained getting the memory of my brother

" Just like osman , he could've been successful if it wasn't about his execution " i sighed looking down

" You're right , they killed him in the most cruel way " he spoke with so much sadness

" Go sleep for now and do what you promised to me so tomorrow we receive humasah sultan " he nodded as we both got up , he put a light kiss on my forehead before staring at me again

" good night to my beautiful sister " i shyly smiled as he walked away