" you made sure gevherhan slept well right " i asked atike as we walked towards the garden

" Yes , mother is with her right now " i nodded at her response and quickly caught sight of Beyazid having a sword session with Murad and right behind them ibrahim and kasim sitting

We walked towards them and bowed to Murad

" Neslihan , Atike " he put his sword down walking towards us

" How is Gevherhan " he asked while i was just boiling in anger , he literally killed her husband and still ask about her

" she is impro- " before atike could continue i cut her

" She is hurting murad , she will never be fine " his eyes travelled to mine as his eyes were too focused on mine

" the traitors should be killed just because he is my sister's husband doesn't mean he shouldn't be killed " he responded in an angry tone

" But selim ? What is his fault . You won't understand the pain of growing without a mother and father " i said not controlling my anger

" If you excuse me " i bowed to him walking towards ibrahim and kasim and sat next to them annoyed as murad's eyes were following me

" Did you get in a fight " ibrahim curiously asked

" No , i just explained to him what it does mean to grow up an orphan .  " they both nodded sadly after me and soon after atike joined us .

" Gevherhan's state is worrying me " kasim worriedly spoke as he looked at murad and beyazid

" i think as long as murad reigns , heads will roll down this palace " i spoke with so much hatred

After some moments beyazid joined us sitting down .

" How is gevherhan " he asked me as he started wipping his face with a towel

" Fine " i muttered before kasim spoke again

" Did you see what murad did to my mother " we all looked at him not getting what he was saying

" Murad ended her regency " he sighed at the end making us all gasp

" Why ? Why would he do this " ibrahim asked closing the book he had on his hands

Kasim was the closest to Kosem sultan and i wasn't even surprised he knew about this first

" I don't know but he was wrong at doing this " kasim spoke again throwing his arms behind

" You know that murad is trying to protect his saltanate , he doesn't want anyone to overshadow it " beyazid spoke as he was right about what he said

" And why are you so happy about it " kasim spoke again making us look at him

" Because you hate our mother right ? " he continued earning a glare from me

" Don't say something you aren't sure of " beyazid got up angrily

" Since my brother doesn't want shadows then we are also in danger especially you beyazid " kasim got up too approaching beyazid

" Beyazid , kasim enough " i said getting up too but kasim just kept on speaking

" Did i lie ? He got rid of my mother now what are you waiting for to dethrone my brother " atike grabbed kasim's forearm distancing him from beyazid

" Kaism i can not believe you , How can you think of something like this " i shouted at him making him look down

" Don't worry neslihan it's not like i would care about what he says " beyazid walked away suddenly , i called him few times but he didn't answer .

" Kasim why would you say this " atike grounded her brother

" Why is everyone standing with him and not me " he shrugged atike's hand off

" I would not tolerate this happening to any of you , we may not be from the same mother but we share blood . You and beyazid and ibrahim are the same for me " i said before i walked away to follow my brother

I knocked on his door and when i got the permission i got in .

" Beyazid i don't want you to get upset over what kasim said " i walked towards him and grabbed his hand

" I won't ,kasim is just a spoiled ungrateful brat " he cursed making me sigh in annoyance

" Stop talking bad about eachother for once okay ? Forget what happened between you " he looked away before nodding

" Look at me " i grabbed his chin making me him face me before he took my hands on his

" I will but if he keeps on doing this i won't shut up about it " he warned getting a nod from me

" Beyazid , my mother left you to me and always warned me to take care of you if something happens " i spoke looking into his eyes directly

" I will forever be with you , but i want you to cooperate with me and stay calm " i breathed

" Don't worry Neslihan i am always grateful that i have you , and i will make sure not to dissapoint you " he hugged me tightly and i hugged him back

As we were hugging a knock was heard on the door as beyazid immediately ordered them to open the door

" Sehzadem , sultanum " lalezar kalfa bowed as we looked at her

" Gevherhan sultan woke up if you want to see her "

I smiled in relief as after two days of sleeping she finally woke up , doctors gave her pills to sleep and relax and it was for the better .

I left first because beyazid still had to take a shower and come by , i quickly walked towards gevherhan's room and as the door opened it revealed my brothers, ayse and kosem sultan gathering around her

" Neslihan " gevherhan weakly spoke as i approached her

" Sultanum " i bowed to kosem sultan before grabbing gevherhan's hand lightly

" how do you feel " i asked earning a nod from her

" Please don't leave selim alone i don't want him to feel lonely " she asked looking at us pleading

" Just focus on your recovery , selim will be taken care of carefully " kosem sultan reassured her daughter

" where is beyazid " ibrahim whispered causing me to step back

" he will come " i whispered back as my gaze was still on gevherhan , poor her how could she endure something like this

" Mother please persuade my brother to let me go back to my palace " she begged her mother who was also unsure if murad would want that

" we will all speak to him don't worry " kasim said earning nods from us

I was too annoyed from kasim that i didn't even want to speak with him especially not at the moment .

" come on let's leave her alone " kosem sultan spoke causing us all to leave the room .

" Neslihan " kasim calling me made me stop in my tracks

" I am sorry about earlier i shouldn't have said all of that " i turned around looking at him

I smiled at him before i put my hand on his shoulder

" Beyazid is your older brother and respect should always stay between you two " he nodded before atike spoke

" Disaster " haci agha spoke running towards kosem sultan

" they tried to kill his majesty " we all stared at him in horror

" What are saying " kosem sultan approached him putting a hand on her chest

" He went out and they attacked him " kosem sultan pushed him away from the path as we all rushed to silahtar to know about the details