Hey guys. Everything has gotten better and yes i have told my friend that i am moving but..... they were shocked and complained about me moving for about a week but then stopped paying attention to it. I just want to say that I have scars now. Not the accidental ones either. I also have a girlfriend who has faked proposed to me. It was funny when she drew a ring on me and asked Mr. Dalton my vice principal for my hand in marriage. We did a whole mock wedding but other great news is one of my friends finally proposed to her girlfriend and they are having a marriage in five years just after highschool and i am the maid of honor. For the one that got proposed to. I still worry about if I am good enough for my friends because I have been avoiding them for some reason. I feel like something bad is going to happen if i get too close to them again. Last time that happened one of them were kidnapped. She is fine now but I feel like I am just an annoying presence they have to deal with. One of my friend even blocked me from a chat online because I was always talking to her. I don't understand what I did though. Heh. Funny though I was thinking about just fading away from them until I move and then cut all ties from everyone. Even on here but I thought. No. I have a lot of friends on here. even if I don't talk to them everyday I still have them if I need them. 

In other news my mom is no longer cancerous. She is all free from cancer cells for now atleast, but I have this really bad feeling something else is going to happen in my family. Is it normal to be tired all the time and not really care about anything at all. I mean like I care for my grades and school stuff because my parents do and I care for eating because honestly my parents will find out if I quit eating because we live in a family of gobblehonchers. There I go again talking about my self. I wanna know how you guys are doing. Are you ok? Do you need help with anything? Any problems? Comment them and if you really need help I am almost always on here for you guys.

More good news I am writing a book so look for a new book done by Sabrina Rauch or my pen name Idonthavetotellyou. Till next time if I make it to then.