This fucking sucks. I am to leave behind the life I have always known because my Bitch of an aunt decided to blurt around town that my mom is a meth addict who uses her children's money to pay for her drug's. I am sick an tired of her bullshit. FOR CHRIST SAKES!! SHE DOESN'T EVEN VISIT HER SICK MOTHER WHO JUST HAD KNEE SURGERY AND SHE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TELL MY MOTHER THAT SHE IS A WORTHLESS PATHETIC BITCH WHO DOESN'T EVEN CARE FOR HER FAMILY WHEN MY GRANDMA ISN'T EVEN HER REAL MOTHER AND YET SHE HAS TAKEN CARE OF HER AND STILL IS WHILE SHE IS A DIABETIC CANCEROUS, CONSTANTLY THROWING UP AND HAVING TO TAKE PILLS FOR THE PAIN FROM HER CAR ACCIDENT THAT TORE THREE OF HER MUSCLES AND BROKE TWO OF HER BONES AND SHE STILL HAD TO WORK THAT WHOLE TIME AND YET SHE IS TAKING CARE OF MY SICK FATHER WHO HAS TO WORK AND TAKING CARE OF MY AUNT'S AUNT'S NOT HERS MOTHER WHO IS ALSO DIABETIC WITH HER HUSBAND AND SHE HAS TO LIVE IN A RAT INFESTED HOUSE WITH HER BED WETTING SON WOMEN!! ALL THAT BITCH DOES IS SIT ON HER LAZY ASS ALL DAY AND SMOKE WEED IN FRONT OF HER SIX MONTH YEAR OLD AND HER SIX YEAR OLD WHILE THEY PLAY SLEEP AND EAT IN A HOUSE FULL OF DOGS THAT CRAP EVERYWHERE AND THEY DONT CLEAN IT UP UNLESS MY UNCLE CLEANS IT UP HIMSLEF AFTER HE HAS WORKED ALL DAY AND SHE EVEN MADE HIS MOTHER DISOWN HIM BECAUSE HE STOOD UP TO HER BECAUSE HE LOVES MY AUNT BUT SHE DOESN'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK A BOUT HIM BECAUSE SHE IS BANGING EVERY GUY ON HER STREET!! I AM SURPRISED THAT THE NEW BOY IS HIS!! AND YET WHEN SHE GETS IN TROUBLE WITH THE NEIGHBORHOOD BECAUSE OF WHAT HER SON DOES SHE BEATS HIS ASS UNTIL HE CANT SIT ON IT !! I am sorry about the rant it's just my aunt is a fucking Bitch who doesn't deserve my uncle or her children. She used to be an awesome aunt who gave me and my brother the best of gifts but then something happened. I think it was because my uncle who was supposedly banging another girl yet he wasn't or else it's because me and my family moved here. Since my Mema started to pay a little less attention to her son and some to me and my brother for holidays and birthdays. She started to say things that my mother gave to my Mema came from her because she didn't have the money to get a better item because she spends it all on weed and meth for her husband. Personally I want to go to her place soon walk right up to her and sock he rin the face taking my cousins away because of they stay in that house thus may become meth addicts serial killers or something along that line because my cousin is only six and he has already seen more girlss than me (and mind you I am a girl who has had gym before) in their underwear and that's not healthy. My uncle is teaching him to peep on girls because one time he came over to my house and I was in the shower so he opened it while I had soap in my eyes. My mom scolded him for an hour and to this day he tries to pull down my shirt and my bra to get a peek at what he calls perfect growing pillows. I mean he won't get into as much trouble now but soon he is going to get hit yelled at and labeled a pervert. Wow all this and my heart feels kinda slow and heavy. I just don't know if i can take much more of this because it's already at school about what my aunt posted and I am being called the meth head daughter and I have gotten suspended twice in the past week because I have beaten up kids to the max for them talking about my mum like that. I ama go to sleep night. Hopefully I don't wake up tomorrow.