You wanna know what? Fuck the world that's what. I am so sick and tired of having my heart constantly broken and destroyed because I want to be happy. Is that to much to ask?! To be happy for once? Fuck this shit. I am actually glad I am moving. I disappear from the internet for weeks on end and no one, not one person, decides to worry. I can understand that they are busy with it being summer and all but WEEKS!! I always talk to at least one of my best friends that I call family everyday but when I don't get on anything for weeks and don't talk to them they dont even bother to call or send me messages about them being worried. You wanna know what? They don't think I am important? Well then I won't tell them I am moving and completely disconnect from their world and see how much they worry about me. This is fucking insane that I am the one that has to worry if they actually think of me as a friend. AS A SISTER!! Even my cousin doesn't give a fuck about me. Fuck this shit I am going to Narnia.