~Y/N POV~

(3rd Ex. 16-17 years old. Day of break up)

I refuse to leave my bedroom or even go to school. I'm in too much pain emotionally to go anywhere but stay in my bedroom just like I have been doing the last two weeks. My friends come by after school to check on me and give me the homework that has been handed out so I don't fall behind.

Given what has happened to me, everyone seems to be very understanding about my behaviour and even my parents have been very supportive and more surprisingly my dad. You would think he would of been pissed to learn his 17year old daughter was pregnant by a boy that he hated with a passion. But I'm not pregnant anymore. I lost it.

And that's what hurts the most.

I was half way through my pregnancy and I had not long found out the baby was a boy. I was so ready to become a mom, to see him for the first time in my arms and raise him but fate had other plans. Losing him wasn't my fault, I was attacked and that was Yoongi's fault. The man that beat me up was looking for Yoongi and got extremely upset when I refused to tell him where Yoongi was because my boyfriend warned me someone may come looking for him and beat him for mishandling drugs. So I got the repercussions of his actions and I haven't even seen Yoongi since the day I came out of hospital.

He didn't even want the baby in the first place so I bet he's happy with himself now. He could of had it all planned out but that could just be my grief talking right now.

I'm in mourning.

Keeping myself hidden in my room from the world around me.

Downstairs I could hear the door bell but I don't bother to answer it. I knew my mom would and listening to her voice as she welcomes my friends into the house I could only listen some more until they came walking in to my room. I did even bother to look at them but could only stare out the window like I've been doing for the last hour.

"Y/n?"

I hummed to the sound of one of my best friends voices. She always spoke so softly but this time she really put that on for my sake.

"How are you doing today?"

"I'm fine Skye."

I was quick to respond to her, curling up my knees to my chest and felt her sit beside me on the bed, prying my hand out from my leg so she could hold it. Feeling another weight shift behind us I knew it was my other friend, Junwoo.

"By the way Jimin gave us some more chocolates he knows you like." Junwoo

I hummed and nodded. I almost even smiled at that. Ever since Jimin and I broke up we've had a rocky friendship but most of our fights would be because of Yoongi. He would tell me Yoongi was a bad influence and I would always find an excuse for him. But now every few days when Junwoo and Skye come over they give me whatever Jimin decided to send after finding out my news. He even came to the hospital and just last week I heard his voice speaking to my mom.

He's a good guy.

"I'll text him later."

I finally spoke through the silence after thinking about Jimin. Junwoo gasped and moved his body around mine, sitting directly behind me but his legs stretched out on either side of me and his arms around my chest. It's a good thing he's gay or I wouldn't allow any other boy to do that if he's not my boyfriend.

"You'll actually text someone? I don't know whether to be happy you're gonna use your phone or feel betrayed that you'd rather text the pretty boy than me." Junwoo

Skye scoffed at him and smacked him across the arm.

"Stop it Junwoo." Skye

"Ouch, bitch I was trying to lighten up the mood." Junwoo

"Well clearly she doesn't need that right now." Skye

"Actually I think she does. We all fucking do especially after that ass-" Junwoo

Another smack came to Junwoos arm and I just sat there listening to the two bicker like crazy. Their voices becoming distant voices in my mind as I think back to the other day. What they don't know is that I did use my phone but it wasn't to text anyone they know. I only used my phone to look up my first boyfriend that none of them have met, Jungkook. I was tempted to message him and just say hi but when I seen that he was in a relationship and suddenly remembering I haven't officially ended mine yet, I just couldn't do it so I left it at that. I bet it would of been weird to even do that. Instead I've been fiddling with the necklace he gave me that has still be around my neck ever since. It brought some sort of small comfort to me.

"Anyway Y/n we found out something interesting today. We thought we should tell you."Junwoo

Suddenly I was brought back into the conversation and hummed, leaning back into Junwoo's embrace to look up at him and then to Skye when she cleared her throat.

"We know you wanted to break up with Yoongi face to face but......that wont be possible any more." Skye

Furrowing my brows together I stared back at her questionably.

"How come?"

Skye's eyes glanced to Junwoo and then she sighs softly before squeezing my hand that she still holds.

"Because he's left town. No one knows where he went. You can even try texting him, it wont work." Skye

"Fucking coward gone into hiding. I would just love to fucking tear him a new asshole." Junwoo

And I know he would. Junwoo may be gay but he's one of the popular boys at school. Close friends with Jimin and plays football so he's very well built.

"Calm down Aquaman, this is about Y/n." Skye

"Aquaman? What the fuck?" Junwoo

I heard him mumble to himself but because his face was close to my ear I heard him loud and clear.

"How did you find out?"

I managed to ask after gathering my thoughts but then a name came to mind I they didn't have to tell me anything further.

"Minho."

Minho is Yoongi's best friend. Those two get into all sorts with each other. If anyone knew where Yoongi was it would be Minho.

"Yeah. Junwoo spoke with him at lunch today and he hasn't heard or see from Yoongi in the last three days Y/n. His phones been disconnected too and his apartment is empty." Skye

"He took his stuff?"

"No everything was still there but Yoongi was missing. Minho told me he's been staying there for the last few days just in case he comes back but nope. The fucker also had the nerve to invite me back to the apartment for a blow job, can you imagine that?" Junwoo

That's right, Minho is bi and always had a thing for Junwoo.

"No thanks. I'd rather keep my lunch in my stomach and not get nightmares about someone gnawing on your dick." Skye

"How dare you, you lit-" Junwoo

I burst out laughing out of nowhere. Partly because of what Skye said but the other part of me was bitter because of this news. My friends only stared at me as I laughed but remained quiet. I guess from now on Yoongi and I are no longer together. This would of been so much more easier if I did just end it at the hospital instead of waiting.

With the love and support from my friends I knew I could move on from this.