~Y/N POV~

Since I arranged with Namjoon to have the first date with, we thought after work would be a good plan. We still work in the same building but now different floors so we don't see each other that often but he offered to take to dinner after work so I took a change of clothes with me to work and changed then. That way I would leave my previous work clothes in my office.

I met Namjoon downstairs in the lobby waiting for me and he showed me to his car outside the building and he drove to the restaurant where we planned to have our date but yet this wasn't the place we originally planned.

Walking into the restaurant I couldn't help but look around at the place while Namjoon discussed with the waiter about our reservations. I was too stunned to pay much attention and even more so when he took my hand when we started to follow the waiter to our table just beside the window.

Namjoon was a gentleman and helped me slip off my jacket and place it on the back of my chair and push in my chair for me before even taking his own seat across from me and took our menus from the waiter.

"This place is still the same." Namjoon

I heard him say so I nodded as I admired the large chandelier hanging from the ceiling in the centre.

"It's still beautiful."

"I hope it's not too much. You know coming back here." Namjoon

I shook my head and turned to him with a smile all the while picking up the menu.

"Of course not. This where you took my on our first date so it only seems fitting."

He laughs but his cheeks turn rosy but tries to hide his cheeks behind his menu. I could only chuckle before reading the menu and deciding what I wanted.

The waiter came back and it seems that both Namjoon and I wanted the same, including the drinks.

Steak and wine with one glass of water each too.

It still amazes and amuses me greatly that we still do that. Deciding upon things was never a problem in our relationship, well except for deciding what we wanted in our life's for the future. Now that was the biggest problem but I do wonder what his whole sole reason for wanting to do this with me, was.

After the waiter left I sat back in my chair getting comfortable but with a question in mind ready to spring on him at any moment.

"So Namjoon."

His eyes flickered to me and he sit straight as if preparing himself for what I'm about to ask him.

"Yes?"

"Given our reason for breaking up, what makes you want to try out this dating thing again?"

Hands flat on the table I didn't even blink but he didn't seem fazed by my question and more like he was expecting it.

"Well, these past six months without you made me realise many things." Namjoon

"And what is that?"

His dimpled smile grows but the waiter came with our wine and waters briefly causing us to pause this conversation before thanking the waiter and then to watch him leave after excusing himself.

"Cooking. It's a dangerous matter for me." Namjoon

I burst out laughing which causes him to laugh along with me.

"Its also terribly lonely in that apartment now that it's just me." Namjoon

He said in an saddened tone and pinched at the bottom of his wine glass.

"It's made me realise how stupid I was to loose you over something that in my opinion was silly. That I was so willing to loose you and only these last six months it took me to realise that I should of done everything in my power for our relationship to not break down." Namjoon

The intensity in his eyes almost had me crying at the table so I blinked them away so I wouldnt  start crying in the restaurant and cause a scene as some would think of it.

"It wasn't just you. It was me too. I should of tried harder to fight for our relationship as well."

That famous dimple smile came back upon his face and he reached out for my hand to which I welcomed as we entwin our fingers together over the table. It just felt good to have him here with me again. I missed him so much, so terribly much.

"But I must point out there are rumours at work about you."

His eyes lit up showing his surprise.

"Really? About what?" Namjoon

"That you and Jieun are the new hot couple on your floor."

Wiggling my brows I teased him a little bit. I know they are not true but I wanted to see his reaction and he just scoffed as if it was the most disgusting thing he had ever heard.

"Fuck no. No offense to her but Jieun is not my type and has a reputation to cheat and sleep with a lot of men. No thanks." Namjoon

I laughed at him and picked up my wine to take a sip as well as Namjoon to do the same all the while our hands still latched onto one another.

"Could I ask though? What do you outcome do you see at the end of this? I mean after you go on the other dates?" Namjoon

His question caught me off guard and I felt like time stopped.

What did I think was going to happen after all this?

"Honestly, I don't know. I haven't thought that far ahead."

Namjoon only nods and calmly places his wine glass back on the table.

"Just trying to get some closure first?" Namjoon

I nod straight away because that I am sure about. I want closure and a catch up with some.

"With some of them I can see why you would need that closure." Namjoon

That angry look when he scrunches up his nose and clenches jaw appeared and I knew who he would be thinking about to pull that face. He never liked them since I told him about it all.

"Yes for some I do need that closure. It would be good for me."

"And it would but for now it is my turn and I plan to have a good evening with you if that is okay?" Namjoon

I little giggle left me when Namjoon tilted his head up and flapped his napkin up in the air and placed it on his lap only to then laugh at himself.

He's such a goof but he's lovely goof and tonight its just the two of us.