~Y/N POV~

(4th Ex. 19-21 Years old. Day of break up)

Only one more year of university and I'm out of here. I already have plans to apply for an internship at a law firm in Seoul next year so it should be okay, hopefully if I get it.

To celebrate one more year left of university I went out last night with Skye and Junwoo. We were lucky enough to all end up at the same school so that was a major uplift in my life back when I was seventeen to eighteen years old. I do miss Jimin though. He did become part of our group despite being an ex and he was a great friend but he ended up going to Busan for school and we all lost contact with him after one year. It was to be expected I guess.

But last night with both my best friends was amazing and so much fun. I took a taxi back to my apartment which is close to the university I go to. Neither Junwoo or Skye could drive me back and I couldn't drive myself either. It's still not safe to drive until at least 48 hours after you're last drink, or so I've heard.

With a skip in my step, I took my bag from the back of the taxi, paid my fair and rushed into the apartment building to the elevator. I was excited to see my boyfriend of two years, Hoseok. He's been the light in my world and gave me the love I've always asked for. He's just amazing and he even brought me out of my depression I still had even after graduation.

I still say the day I met him on campus as my tour guide, he saved my life.

Humming to the elevator music I texted Skye quickly to let her know I was basically home already. Just as I texted her the doors opened and I walked out to head towards my apartment door and unlocking it just to step inside and find the whole apartment dark, none of the lights were on.

Confused by this sudden behaviour I closed the door behind me, dropped my bag to the floor and slipped off my shoes.

"Hobi? Are you home?"

"I'm in here." Hoseok

I heard his distant yet dull voice coming from the living room. Somethings not right, my gut was telling me so. Usually he sounds so upbeat and happy but this was something complete opposite. Concerned for him, I rushed towards the living room and the room was dark in the whole place. I turned on the light switch next to me in the doorway and just so happened to find Hoseok sitting on the couch bent over, his elbows on his knees and staring off into space.

"What's wrong with you? What happened, are you sick?"

Pushing his head up to see his face properly he had dark circles under his eyes and tear stains down his cheeks but the moment he made eye contact with me through his hooded eyes they started to fall again.

"Hobi, what is it?"

Sitting next to him I brought him into my embrace, hugging his form tight from the side. He curled up into me, his legs over my lap as I caressed his back trying to calm him down as he cries on my shoulder. I gave him a few moments to cry himself out before he tells me what's wrong, he can tell me in his own time.

"It's Jess." Hoseok

"You're sister?"

He nodded into my shoulder, wiping his tears with the back of his sleeve.

"Y-yeah. She's got cancer." Hoseok

My whole body tensed and my heart went out to him and his sister. They're so close with one another that it makes me jealous that I don't have any siblings but since I met Jess I always considered her as a sister to me.

"Oh Hobi, I'm so sorry. Is it terminal?"

I was slightly scared to ask but he just took a deep breath and straightened his back sniffing back his tears to finally look at me with his puffy eyes.

"I don't know. But Y/n I have to...." Hoseok

I know what he's trying to say. He wants to go be with her and help her out. I would to if that was my sister and the worse part of it is that Jess lives so far away it's a days drive from here.

"You have to go be with her."

I spoke expectedly and he nodded slowly and broke down into more tears and brought his head back to rest on my shoulder. I hung my head back to fight my own, I didn't want to loose him like I've lost everyone else that matters to me. Well not Skye and Junwoo, I'll never be able to get rid of them but all the boys that have come into my life and stole a piece of me have all come and gone, I don't want Hoseok to be one of them. He's too special.

"I-I'm so sorry Y/n. I r-really am." Hoseok

Again rubbing his back and placing a soft kiss to the top of his head I started to rock him back and forth holding him tight to me because I really don't want him to go but when a family is in need, then what can you do?

I still have school so it's not like I can go with him.

"It's okay Hobi. I just don't want to loose you like..."

I didn't get to finish my sentence when Hoseok's lips suddenly smashed to mine desperately. As always I melted to his touch and kissed him back for several seconds before he pulled away from my and cupped my cheeks and stared deep into my eyes with his own.

"You'll never loose me like all your other Ex's Y/n. I'd rather have you in my life as a friend than nothing at all." Hoseok

"You promise?"

"I promise, I swear on my sister's life that we will talk every week or every day if you'd like. Just pick up the phone and I would always answer. Plus nothing will stop me from coming to visit you every now and then." Hoseok

"I would like that."

Tears pooling in my eyes, he kissed me again, more deeper than the last. Our lips moving in sync perfectly as always and my heart fluttering like crazy. Locking our hands together, Hoseok pulled back and stood up from the couch just to tug on my hand, with a grin on his face and dark eyes. I know that look.

"Shall we make this a day of sexual activities?" Hoseok

I giggled and yet stood up, still holding his hand.

"Yes we shall."

He growled at that and wiggled his brows as he pulled me flush against his chest.

"Lead the way then my pretty." Hoseok

Quickly did I peck his lips before running away from him towards the bedroom, already removing my tshirt in the way with him running after me removing his own clothing. At least we get to have this before he has to go away.