29th March 2012

When I woke up, all I could think about was leaving and going to see Isaiah and the kids.

I brushed my teeth, took a shower and got dressed. I wore black jogging bottoms and a grey long sleeved top. I put on my body warmer and trainers before picking up my pouch and walking downstairs.

"Good morning." Mum smiled at me. I didn't reply and picked up my keys from the dish by the door.

"Wait, you can't go to school like that." She placed her hand on her hip. I rolled my eyes.

"I'm not going to school today." I mumbled.

"Why not? I'm sure all of your friends are dying to see you."

"I don't want to go." She frowned at my response.

"What? You can't make me." I put in my earphones.

"I'm going out." I said and left the house. I made my way to the bus stop and sat down as I waited for my bus to come.

I smiled as I looked at the text I received.

Zaih: Good morning sweetness

I felt myself blush.

Me: Morning :)

Zaih: U goin skl today?

Me : Nah wbu?

Zaih: Nah

Me: Kl

Zaih: So you're free and I'm free... ;)

Me: Loool yh

Zaih: Wanna come chill?

Me: Yh course

Zaih: Yayy

Me: Lool I'm already out of the house so expect me there within the hour

Zaih: Aight kl

Me: Kk

Zaih: Can't wait to see your pretty face again

Me: Aww you're sweet

Zaih: thank u darlin

Me: My bus is here I'll text you when I get off the train. And don't tell Kacey I'm coming I wanna surprise her

Zaih: Sure thing

Me: Mkay ttyl

Zaih: In a bit b. I love you

I couldn't stop the smile from appearing.

Me: I love you too

I would tell you about my bus journey, but there's nothing to tell really. Same goes for the train.

I was so excited to see them again I couldn't stop smiling. It hadn't been a day yet but I missed them so much and couldn't wait to be with them again.

While walking through the park I did bump into Jamaree. He didn't say anything to me though, I guess his confrontation with Isaiah had made him reluctant to try my patience. I smiled to myself.

My heart was beating erratically as I got closer to the house. I was really going to see them again.

I walked up to the front door and was going to knock but hesitated.

Why did I hesitate, you ask? I wish I could answer that question but to this day I have no clue.

Quickly I calmed myself down and knocked. I felt like it took ages for the door to open even though it was only about 4 seconds or so.

We both smiled as soon as we saw each other.

"Hello." His deep voice gave me butterflies. I was so happy I jumped onto him. He chuckled and held me as I wrapped my arms around him. I buried my head into his neck. I was getting teary and I didn't want him to see that I had fallen for him so hard in such a short period of time.

"I missed you too." He whispered, using his foot to close the door. I stayed on him for a while before I let him put me down.

I dove straight into his chest so I could wipe under my eyes but I played it off that I was only hugging him again. I breathed in deeply.

"I missed your scent." I sighed, taking another breath.

"I missed yours too." He hugged me tighter before releasing me and giving me a kiss. I took off my trainers and body warmer, hanging my pouch up with it.

"Now how about we go and surprise a very special little girl?" He looked at me.

"Ooh let's." I replied smiling.

He took my hand and led me upstairs to the girls' room. He looked back at me before slowly opening the door.

I watched her as she lay in bed.

"Surprise." I smiled. Her head snapped to me and she gasped.

"Riah!" She screeched. She threw her quilt off of her and slid off her bed before racing towards me. I scooped her up into my arms.

"Hey, pumpkin! Did you miss me?" I held her at arms length. She nodded before diving back in to hug me again.

"I thought you weren't coming back." She confessed.

"Oh Kace I'll always come back for you darling." I hugged her tightly.

"Okay." She said.

Isaiah smiled at me.

"She was so upset after you left, she wouldn't stop crying." He informed me. I frowned. I never want to make her cry.

"I'm sorry." I held her face in my hands.

"I didn't mean to upset you."

"It's okay. He said you were going to see your mummy and daddy again." She smiled.

"Yeah. Yeah I was." I nodded. She giggled and stopped suddenly as if a thought just crossed her mind.

"Where's my mummy and daddy?" She asked, frowning. I stared at her. I didn't know what to say, the last thing I wanted to do was upset her again. I knew nothing about her parents but I'm sure Isaiah did. I looked up at him for support. He looked down and shook his head.

I didn't know what to say to her and she stared at me confused as I tried to find the right words.

"Riah and I can be your new mummy and daddy." He spoke. I never looked at someone so fast.

I heard her intake of breath and faced her. She stared at us before letting out a breath and giving us a massive smile.

"Yay!" She squealed, jumping up and down. I sighed inwardly but put a smile on my face.

I took her to brush her teeth and shower while the rest of the house started waking up.

Mrs Duboe almost cried when she saw me, squeezing me in a hug so tight it was almost painful. I smiled at her and she laughed, saying she knew I wouldn't be able to stay away.

I gave Kacey her bowl and watched her while she ate her Cheerios. She finished quickly and ran off somewhere. I sighed and crossed my arms over my chest. I could feel Isaiah watching me intently but I never looked at him.

I wasn't Kacey's mum, he wasn't her dad, he shouldn't lie to her. He stood directly in front of me and placed his hands on my hips. There was barely any space between us.

"Are you mad at me?" He whispered lowly, his deep voice made my nether regions ache for his touch.

I didn't answer and instead turned my head to look out of the window.

"Riah." He called my name but I was stoosh so ignored him.

"Baby girl." His lips grazed against my neck gently. I gulped. He kissed my neck softly and slowly, his hands trailing down to caress my bum as he did so. He watched me closely.

Gosh, this boy was going to be the death of me.

He held me closer to him and that's when I felt his hardness. It felt good pressed against me but I tried not to let him know although I know he knew because I started to blush. I saw him smirk. He grabbed my bum tighter and licked his lips before he moved his hips up and down so he was grinding on me.

The sudden motion made me unsteady and I put my hands on his shoulders to steady myself. Shit. It felt great finally having contact on what Tina had told me was a cl!t.

Holy hell. I wasn't ready for all this pleasure, I never knew anything could feel so good. My mouth opened and a moan wanted to come out but I never let it. I stood there in shock as I realised how good this stuff felt. My breathing accelerated dramatically.

"You like that baby?" His deep voice sent another wave of pleasure down to my core. He started moving against me faster and I kid you not, I almost lost my marbles.

I gasped and squeezed his shoulders. I don't know why. I felt like I needed to squeeze something. He chuckled as he watched me humorously.

He dived into my neck again, kissing and biting. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and I moaned. I felt him smile against my neck. No. Wait. I was still mad at him.

I quickly put my hands on his chest and pushed him. He stumbled back and looked at me confused. I placed my hands on the counter behind me, steadying myself as I tried to catch my breath.

I looked down at his shorts. Goodness gracious, he was massive. I turned around embarrassed and groaned, putting my head in my hands.

"Riah."

I shot out of the kitchen. I was still mad at him.

I was going to go to the living room but stopped in the hall as I heard Kacey and Mrs Duboe's conversation.

"Isaiah and Riah are my mummy and daddy." She sounded excited.

"What are you talking about?" Mrs Duboe questioned, her voice soft.

"Isaiah- I mean daddy told me."

"Oh really?"

"Yeah and we're going to live in a big house together and play everyday!" She giggled. I sighed. Isaiah never said that but the kid had gotten her hopes up.

"I didn't mean-" he was stood beside me and I didn't notice until he spoke. I dashed up the stairs, about to go into the girls room but Isaiah had caught up to me and grabbed me by the waist.

"Isaiah, let me go." I moaned, trying to unwrap his arms from around me.

"No, you're mad at me." He said gently. I kissed my teeth.

"I'm allowed to be mad." I pulled at his arms.

"Nope." He said simply. He dragged me into his room shutting and locking the door. I stood with my arms over my chest and huffed.

"Isaiah." I wined.

"Riah." He mimicked my tone. He laughed seeing how frustrated I was.

"Why are you so mad?"

"You shouldn't have told her we're her parents, that's unfair." I scolded.

"It made her happy did it not?"

"Yeah but-"

"Case closed." He threw his hands up. I sighed.

"I'm not her mum, you shouldn't have told her I was or that I'm going to be."

"Why not?"

"Because it's lying. It's not right to lie to a child like that!"

"What, you've never lied to a kid to make them happy?"

"Well, yeah but this is different. This is a massive lie! I can't be her mum."

"Babe you give that girl more love than she has ever received from anyone else. You care about her more than anyone; Mrs D, Charlie, Amber. You love her more than anyone else has and you show her that. If you act like you're her mum, why is it such a big deal to call you that? I don't mind being called her dad cos I know I act like it." He stared at me waiting for me to respond.

He wasn't wrong. I shrugged.

"Look, you know how she acts when you're around. You know how happy you make her. She never gets that excited to see Mrs D or Charlie. She gets happy around you because she knows you love her. And so what if we call ourselves her parents. No one will love her as much as we do, Riah, and you know it." He continued.

I frowned. He was so right. I had only known the girl two months but we had a remarkable bond. I did love that girl like she was my own and so did he.

"We can adopt her when we're old enough, if you want." He said. I laughed and shook my head. He always knew how to make me laugh.

"I would like that." I confessed looking at him. He grinned and walked over to me. He pulled me close, placing his hands on my lower back. He kissed me slowly and I looked up at him.

"Just think of Kacey as practice before we have our own kids." He smiled. I raised my brow. Rah, only known him for two months and we're already talking about having kids.

"Don't look at me like that, girl. You know you're having my babies."

"Says who?" I laughed.

"Isaiah Tilford. Just know when we tie the knot and I breed you, you're mine forever. And I will breed you." He looked me in the eye.

"Isaiah-" I didn't actually know what to say. I was more than happy with his words. I felt my eyes tear up. Yes we had known each other only two months but I wanted this too. I prayed he would be my one and only, even though I already knew he was.

"I don't want to have children with anyone else. I don't want anyone else but you baby girl." Girls, if your man speaks seriously about having children with you, know that you have made an enormous impact on his life, to the point that he is willing to create life with you. He wants to settle down with you, have a life with you and show everyone that you are his. He stroked my cheek, wiping away the tear that had fallen.

"I love you, Riah McKenzie."

"I love you too." I whispered through my tears.

He was so sweet. He held me as I gathered myself.

"You good?" He asked. I nodded. He kissed me again and my arms snaked around his neck.

He placed his hands on my bum and picked me up effortlessly, my legs wrapping around his lean torso. He kissed me still, walking to his bed and putting me down gently. I whined as his lips left mine and wrapped my legs around him tighter so he couldn't leave. I felt his hardness once again and groaned. I wanted him to touch me.

I pulled him back, kissing him fiercely. I loved his kisses. They were filled with passion, love and lust. He rubbed my thighs and squeezed my bum as he kissed me back.

He pulled away once again and I growled. He briefly looked at me shocked but smiled.

"Just taking off my top."

"Hurry up." I pulled at his top, growing impatient. He chuckled again, removing his t-shirt. A smile tugged at my lips and I slid my hands over his abs and chest. He was looking delectable.

"Gosh I missed you." I traced my fingers over him. I liked doing this, it felt like an adventure, like I was exploring him. He watched me as I got to learn his body.

My fingers stopped on a scar at the side of his torso. I looked up at him.

"Another time." He put my hand on his shoulder. He just meant that we'd talk about the scar another time, he didn't want to ruin the moment we were having.

He helped me take off my jogging bottoms, top and bra.

"What is it?" I covered my chest as he stared at my body.

"You're driving me crazy right now babe. Your body is amazing." He pulled my hands from my chest, holding them at either side of my body.

"Fuck, Riah. You're so beautiful." He panted. He caressed my breasts, squeezing, kissing, licking and biting as he pleased. He pressed himself on me and we both groaned.

I reached down to the top of his basketball shorts, pulling them gently. He grabbed my arm and held it beside me.

"Today it's all about you." He said. I nodded.

He continued to play with my body, leaving wet kisses on my stomach as he squeezed my boobs.

He returned to my collarbone, kissing softly. He was driving me crazy and I continued to let out soft moans.

He stroked my inner thighs as he sucked on my neck.

He placed his head next to my ear and grabbed my coochie. I gasped. Fu-cking hell. This boy.

"Let me love you." He whispered in my ear. I froze. I didn't know what that meant. I didn't say anything in case it meant sex. He chuckled.

"I didn't say make love baby." He kissed my jaw. I let out a breath and nodded.

"I can? I can love you?" He asked, checking again. I nodded.

"Oh baby." He kissed my shoulder and slipped his fingers into my underwear. He stroked in between my lips.

"You're so wet for me babe." He groaned.

Shit den.

I moaned repeatedly as he rubbed my bud. The pleasure I felt had me all disorientated; I didn't know what was up or down, left or right. I dug my nails into his back.

"Don't. Stop." I panted. I had never felt like this before, I felt like I was on cloud 169 or something. He rubbed me faster and I jerked as the pleasure increased. I pressed my knees together but he pushed my legs apart forcefully. I felt my body start to move up the bed but he grabbed my thigh and pulled me back.

"Don't run from me." He held me tight.

"Oh my gosh Zaih, I don't think I can take anymore." I tried to take his hand out of my panties but he only got faster. I yelped and he kissed me.

"You said I shouldn't stop." He watched me, grinning.

"Baby." I moaned.

"Take it." He ordered. I couldn't stop moaning, he was making me feel so good. He watched me squirm in his grip.

"Fuck." I moaned again. The pleasure began to get really intense and I found myself grinding against his hand.

"That's it baby." He peered at me before he continued rubbing me at a tremendous speed. I couldn't get any words out, I could only moan. Isaiah sure knew what he was doing.

I was literally going insane, I couldn't keep still he was doing too much. I felt the pleasure intensify again before my eyes rolled to the back of my head. I felt my back arch and my hips raise off of the bed. I let out a rough moan as I reached my Peak.

I panted as my body dropped back to the bed. Damn.

"And that, babe, is what you call an or:ga:sm." He pat my bud and I shuddered. I was so sensitive. He chuckled.

I opened my eyes and he was grinning. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.

"You were amazing." I whispered, looking into his eyes. He smiled and gave me a peck.

"No, you were." He slid himself under me and I rest my head on his chest.

"I love you." I breathed deeply, still trying to catch my breath.

"I love you too, baby girl."