Confused feelings!!
Ch - 29
Sidharth pov continues:
She can't feel the sensations like me, nor she know anything about it. What happens if she rejected me, i know its not possible for me to live with that because already I get her so late.
Her reaction shows that she is confused, but didn't try to break the eye contact. Smiling i move more close to her, our breaths fall on each other faces.
Poor kushal coming near didn't understand anything and try to hold her hand, i gestured him no and picked her up on my shoulders.
She was shocked and start hitting me, aww my princess don't know her tiny fists not even feels like a pinch for me.
I made her sit and back to the mission but my eyes and ears are on her. When those mens comment on her, i feel like rip them right here but can't do in front of her. I helped her, but as i say she is not a scared kitten. I can clearly heard her talking with officers.
I was damn confused and shocked when i saw her crying in pain, my heart sinked like someone piercing needles inside it, stomach crunched. Picking her up i rush, but when she told me the reason, I know she was telling lie but don't know the actual reason.
I met kushal after that, tell him everything about her. He immediately jumped in happiness for me and started finding her. And seems that this time destiny wants to meet us, the officers asked me to search about Irish's murder.
And here i finally entered in my princesses life. Before telling her that who i am and she is my mate, i need her to know me, feel for me because i can't face rejection.
But i didn't have to do something for the attachment, cause her eyes shows she is somewhere also attracted towards me.
That day when i found her sad, arranged a little surprise to saw smile on her face, and finally we talked when she again shout in pain. I know that being an alpha i can share someone's pain but only a bit, and it also depends on the amount of pain.
Whenever i hold princess, i tried to shiphon her pain but its instencity was so much every time that i can only take the twenty percent of it. And i know she didn't even notice or feel that thing but one part is cleared , this was not a simple pain. Then, that night she told me the real reason, which way more painful that i think.
And knowing that she bear that since childhood, my heart ached, i can't she my princess is pain.
I know i can shiphon her almost all pain but for that i need to perform the first step of mating with her. But she is not even know right now that she is my mate. And it seems that i need to tell her as soon as possible.
Because kiyaan is here, he surely not come here for study. Should i take princess to my home, she will be safe there. But what will i tell her? And also i have to find some permanent cure for her pain.
I think, may be some witch can help us. Don't know how will she react, after knowing that i am werewolf. And she is my human mate. The alpha's luna.
In punched the car bonnet in anger, "fuck man there is already so many things to handle and now this old enemy is appeared out of nowhere. But i still don't able to figure out how could he save that day."
A hybrid blood can also can't heal him completely, after my those bites. And there is also no one i know, who save someone without wanting anything in return. Whatever it is we need to figure out soon.
Pov end:
Sidharth sighs and drive towards home, because he can't be away from his princess for long time.
Sana and kushal reaches home, she asked him to sit and says, "Tell what you wanna have? I am not that bad cook." Kushal scratch his head and murmurs, " Am i mad, if he knows that i ask her to cook for me. Then i have to face Taylor."
Sana asks in confusion, " What are you murmuring kushal?" "Hn, no nothing, you know i am a very good cook. So, let me do the honour for you. Come." Said so he move to the kitchen.
Sana go behind him and says, "Why you both didn't let me do anything?" Kushal gesture her to sit on the chair near in kitchen and says, "Because you are his princess, and they just chill and relax."
"Do you like pasta?" Asked kusual by grabbing the packet. Sana nodded her head and think something, "Did i ask him about the feelings between friend and love.".
" Because he is sidharth's friend, he can tell me how he feels for him and i will match it with mine. Yes, sana that's the best idea." Thinks so she rub her palms and asks, "Kushal can i ask you something?"
He stir the pasta and says, "Anything. You just order." Sana nodded and asks, " What is your feelings for sidharth?" Kushal look at her in a jerk and says, "What? I think you misjudged me."
Sana shakes her hand and says, "Arey, no no, not like that. I mean to say, as a friend what is your feelings." Kushal sighs and says, "Ohh like that, yaa. I love him can do anything for him. It's my duty to protect him."
Sana made a confused face and says, "You make me more confused." Kushal look at her expression and says, "Tell me, what you actually want to know. I promise i will solve your problem."
Sana bit her nails and says with an cute voice, "First promise me, you didn't tell sidharth anything about this." Kushal smiles and says, "Ohk fine, now tell me."
Sana says by playing with her fingers, "I don't know sidharth told you or not but he is my first friend. He is the only one with whom i talk, laugh or even share food. We also sleep together at night." She said with an innocent reaction.
Kushal scratch his hair and says, "Let not discuss about the night thing. Tell me what other things." Sana make a confused reaction and says, "Why? Sidharth told me friends cuddle and sleep. Do you guys also sleep like this."
Kushal shakes his head and thinks, "It's going to be tuff for him, because she is so innocent to tell, that what she is? But when a enemy is travel free around us, we need to keep her safe from him."
Smiling he says, " I understand what you think. So, let me clear it while having this delicious pasta. " He served plates for them and move to the dining area. Kushal look at her and says, "You want to know about your feelings for sidharth right?"
Sana nodded in yes, he smiles and says, "See both feelings are different. And normal friends didn't cuddle while sleeping. They didn't feel possessive about each other, your heart beats never increases fast with a just friend."
"His touch didn't effect your body and causes goosebumps." Kushal deliberately said the goosebumps things because he wants to know that whether she feels the signs of being a luna or not.
Because as a human, she didn't feel the same intensity like sidharth feels. But that doesn't mean, her body didn't react may be it's so light but there should be something.
Sana nodded her head and says, "I feels everything you said and also an electric shot type thing run inside my spine whenever he touch me. So, does it mean that we are more than friends?"
He nodded in yes and says, "Yes." " But what if he didn't feel the same thing?" Asked sana. Kushal grinning and says, "I know he also feel the way you feel. So, don't think too much, and i feel you should spend more time with him, be close to him. It will help you.".
Sana smiles and nodded. Just then someone rings the bell.
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Let's see what happens next!!!
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