(Lucy's pov)

I can't take much more of all the beatings I get. It's so bad I welcome death. I don't fight it anymore. Laxus has done do many things to me. You name it Laxus has done it to me.

I have no idea why he is doing this. I was always the loving sister. I almost always took his side! The only time I didn't was when Natsu was involved. Even if Natsu was wrong I always took his side! I took Natsu's side because even as a child I knew I loved him!

I've come to terms with me dying here. Honestly I hope it's soon.but I also understand Laxus wants to keep me alive as long as possible. Just so he can watch me suffer! But on the bright side I have made friends here! Their names are Gray,Wendy,Erza and Juvia. They mean so much to me! So I guess it's a good thing Laxus wants to keep me alive!

I almost for got I have two more friends. The maid Mira and one of the guards Jellal! ! Mira also makes sure I try and eat something. She tells me about everything. And Jellal he makes sure Laxus doesn't hurt me to bad! And he also tries to find away for me to get outta here! But I tell him I won't leave the others! So I guess I'm not truly alone. I just miss Natsu so much.