I asked my family in the morning my sisters my Mema and my mother what makes a family? They each give various different answers but we all agree that family does not mean blood or DNA family is the love that you share and the companionship. So we decide to Make a Better Effort as a family to show Lucas that he matters. We decide next weekend when there is a skateboard competition we will enter Lucas and go in there and support him. When Lucas wakes up I inform him of our plan to take him to the competition I can clearly see that he is nervous and wants to make us proud so he immediately grabs his skateboard his helmet and go to the skateboard park I put on my Heely shoes and go with him to the skateboard park to my amazement my Mima meet us there she is videoing both of us as we are going through the obstacle courses as well as the big are ramps and I have pipes me and Lucas are laughing and having a wonderful time we stop occasionally to talk to my Mima as well as have lunch with her she should Lucas the video so he can see where his mistakes are he will rewind the video and show it over and over again.

My Mima and myself are amazed to see how much Lucas intently looks at the videos to make sure the next time he try some of his tricks including 720's as well as Fish Tales and helicopters on the halfpipe many times he makes me want to cry as I watch him crash into the hard half pipe I always want to go over and hug him but I know every time I go to run towards him he waved me off tells me that he's okay in his own way.

I'm amazed how much better Lucas gets everyday at skateboarding he does rails and different tricks but even with all this hard work he still remains to compartmentalize and get all his chores done as well as continue to work on his internet classes. He continues to show me love and affection in his own way we are working to build a relationship and my sister is always there to help me along the way sometimes I don't know how to deal with relationship

I want to move forward with my adult relationship with Lucas but I'm nervous and I don't want to move too fast plus I don't want too scared Lucas I know he's very skittish.

Lucas decides that he wants to do the big air competition with Street meaning that he has to go down one big ramp with some rails and then a huge ramp where there are three jump off points and you can pick one of the three lanes to go in the competition works like this each member will go down the ramp three times and a combination of the three scores will be the winner the highest score from 3 jumps is the winner there are only 12 members that have applied to be in the competition 3 or girls this makes me think why don't I try using a skateboard?

As I watch all of the competition members try is Lucas is turn I'm surprised that he goes laughed in the first round he does a very simple for him rail slide and then does a simple 540. After every person has gone all three times Lucas ties for second place he wins $500 and of course my family takes lots of photos with him he is smiling so big it makes me so happy. And I have to be honest and also makes me very horny and I think tonight will be the night when we can finally be physically intimate with each other I don't know if he's ready but I sure am if not I'll have to bring out my little friend I hope I have enough batteries hehehe ;-) hehehe