For my creative writing class the teacher is requiring us to write about what we hope for the future

Writing this paper has been very difficult deciding what I want in the future just like any person especially at my age I don't really know I'm sure it will change over a hundred times whether it be

, no matter what my Grandma will always be a most important person in my life.
When I think about my mom and my sisters I like how our relationship is getting better other than my sister constantly covering me and blackmail and giving me a hard time. I still owe her back for her last bit of being a bitch.

But as for the ballet company I love ballet I love performing I love the theater I love the Arts. I know though that I am not as good as my mom or my sisters and although I have a passion for it I could never lead the company like they do so I will always be a second fiddle. But I would still like to be involved maybe not full time but I enjoy helping with the marketing the planning and the choosing of the costumes and materials although I enjoy performing like I said earlier I'm not the best at it so I wouldn't want to take up a spot from a young lady who would be much better than me and also could use the money I'm all about the arc whatever is best for the art.

As for Lucas in myself I couldn't see my life without him he is my world and I am his we work very well together we love each other and I'm his de facto manager and agent making sure that he gets his proper money booking and I get to use my talents of marketing and promotion to help prolong his career I don't know if he will ever go and do professional skateboarding full-time but I know he enjoys it even if he doesn't I know we could love a nice small business but as in what would we do I'll figure it out actually we will figure it out together cuz that's what a relationship is you work on it together.

Although I enjoy marketing and public relations I'm too far in my college career to want or two choose to change my major I will just keep it hospitality and go from there I enjoy the major and we living in a very tourism Focus community so I know I'll be able to find a job. And I believe with my a marketing ability I could really he combined that with tourism and Lucas and I can come up with something great.

He's definitely much smarter than me when it comes to school he does well in all his economics classes he'll be a great businessman but he wouldn't make a good promoter or marketer for a company he be behind the scenes I definitely would be the face of the business or company whatever we started that's what we make a great team

Writing this paper of crumpled up the paper and throwing it in the trash 3 times basically I'm going to tell the teacher I don't know what my future is all I know is that I'm enjoying life right now everything with my family and my grandma is going well Lucas and I are doing well in a relationship although he doesn't talk we do communicate well in our own way and I know he loves me like right now he sees that I'm having difficulty writing this paper and he keeps bringing me milk and cookies and more paper and pencils and on the last one he drew a red heart in the Middle with our initials on it and says our future is together written at the bottom. I know if I left him he would be heartbroken and I didn't know if you left me and my whole world will come to an end

Granted Lucas is not the most attractive or we'll never win a GQ model contract but sometimes looks aren't everything looks fade but the love in your heart hopefully will glow more and more everyday

After many versions and rewrite that finally wrote my 8 page paper it's typed up a double spaced I hope the teacher likes it she'll probably give me a c but like I told you before I don't know what my future holds but I'm happy with my life is and I will continue to do work hard on all my classes and next semester I start my internship so this will be a new Journey for me but thank you so much for listening Professor any feedback is welcomed you can give me whatever grade you think I deserve but I give myself an A in life