Whether I'm in school or I am at home I'm feeling like I'm a ghost. Sometimes I don't even think my teachers or my coach noticed that I'm at school. At home my mother insisted forget about me at least with my grandmother she always make sure that I'm including all projects and she checks in on me.

For somebody that tends to not be remembered by his own family he sure knows how to show me love respect and how much he means to me he remembers me all the time it's my special guy my prince charming Lucas.

He keeps me going every day! He remembers to show me that I'm special he says very few words I understand that he's mute does not feel comfortable talking but he shows me and communicate with me in other ways how much he loves and cares about me. I have to do my best to show him how much I care about him

So I decide to do something for him but I know he won't do for himself he never buys himself some new clothes or anything new besides I love shopping and I have plenty of money.

I'm almost going to pick up a few things for myself most in makeup lip gloss maybe some new sneakers. I'm definitely going to get him a new skateboard some new sneakers maybe a new pair of sunglasses.

I had planned to do this as a surprise but of course Lucas is like a little puppy dog he always has to be around me so we decide to go shopping together pair of aviator sunglasses. I also get him some jogger pants as well as some athletic pants I get myself some yoga pants some cute Converse sneakers and a pair of Vans sneakers the Vans are pink of course.

I get him a pair of pajama pants with pizza hamburgers hot dogs and tacos all over them I get myself a pair of Jaguar print sweatpants to sleep in.

Then we walk into a eyeglasses store because they're having a sale free eye exam with purchase of glasses or contacts of course we both walk in and get an eye exam I get my same contacts is always just get a little more comfortable pair of contacts. Lucas on the other hand can I seem to get the contacts in his eyes so we go with a nice pair of sunglasses to my amazement they're buy one get one free so he picks up two pairs in the lady says they both will be ready in 7 to 10 days. Why were waiting to pick out the pair of glasses my mom calls. I tell her what we are doing and to my surprise she gives me a compliment and tells me that it is a good idea and can she make an appointment for Grandma and herself I tell her I'll do that for her before we leave.

Before we leave the shopping plaza an outlet mall we walk past a cooking store where they have a dish set on sale that I think would be perfect for my grandma I purchased a dish said for her to my surprise the lady tells me it have a similar set and it's on sale I decided to splurge a little bit invited for my mother as a thank you gift for all that she does for me end of the day I spend $600 oh my God I spent way too much money but it was a fun day shopping so it's all worth it. We return home on my bicycle and Lucas on his skateboard respectively my mom loves the dishes and is happy about the appointment that we made for her next week.

I decide I want to bring over the new dishes to my grandmother and let her know about her appointment next week at the eye doctor as I am coming out the door Lucas Falls me from behind we walked very slowly but to my grandmother's house into the dishes she hands me $200 in cash and tells me I better take it she says thank you for the dishes gives me a plate full of cookies and tells me that she doesn't really need to go to the eye doctor but she'll go because her daughter will get mad or anyway if she doesn't go.

As I'm walking home I see that jerk butthole princess from the cheerleading competition she said close me a dumb mother f word so I decide to throw a cookie at her! To my amazement a bird attacks her when the cookie hits her in the face and poops on her head! LOL LOL Lucas and myself fall to the floor laughing and I spill the tray of cookies but luckily they're wrapped in plastic so they don't go anywhere other than on the grass but they're wrapped in plastic shrink wrap around the plate the plate ends up upside down in the grass Lucas picks it up but we continue to laugh especially when the bird poop goes right in her mouth! Karma is a real bitch I love Mother Nature!

At the end of the day Lucas and I crawl into the tree house into our bed together we share a kiss and a cookie and laugh about our day.