Messed up.
I messed up.
I'm messed up.
In my head.
In my emotions.
In my everything today,
And tonight.

The light is gone.
The darkness.
Oh how it smiles.
It greets me back in,
And my reluctant steps makes it impatient.
Maybe I'm not patient.
Maybe I want to glare at the light.
For blinding me,
And making me think everything,
Is going to be alright.

The apathy is growing,
It's consuming,
It's...everything I'm afraid to be.
And yet it's who I am become.