>>in rose garden with finny<< *still your P.O.V*

you watch as finny sits next to you "why are you up so late miss?" he asked "well, I was looking after Sebastian but then he woke up and.....well...lets just say hes fine" you say looking down "oh ok, miss you need to go to bed"finny smiled "yeah I will" you replied "I mean now miss" he said "fine" you sigh.

>>time skip/in your room<<

you get into your room and colapse on the bed, you start crying quietly so no one could hear you. just thinking about Sebastian and how much he hates you now made you cry even more until you cry yourself to sleep.

next morning you wake up and go to the closet you find a dress in there that is sky blue with pink lacing on it. you see another dress since you really hated the colour pink then you saw a emeraled green dress with a thick black ribbon going around the waist of it. you prefer the green and put that on.

you then sit down on your bed wodering what to do, you look at the clock to see that its 6:55 so the new maid will be here in five minuits.

you then go to your dresser grab your hair brush and tyed your hair into a side braide. you look back at the clock to see you have only one minuit left you put your flats (shoes) on and ran out your room to Ciels study.

you slow down when your really close to the study and then knock on the door "come in" you here a voice say, you walk in "when is the new maid here?" you ask "she will be here in five minuits" he replieys "oh ok good" you say.

Sebastian then walks in 'I...I cant talk to him yet or should I would hetell me to shut up or will he be.........nice?' you think looking over to Sebastian -knock knock- you hear the door and turn to it 'the new maid' you think "welcome to the Phantomhive manor, Sebastian and (Y/N) this is Faye the new maid" Ciel says "ok nice to meet you" she says you scan her from hair to toe you knotice she has light brown hair tyed in a ponytail, orange eyes, a brown dress with yellow patterns and black shoes.

"Sebastian take her to her room please" ciel says "my lord, there isnt anymore rooms" Sebastian replied "oh, where shall she sleep" Ciel says thinking "my lord, she can sleep with me" he said smirking at you  'no' "really thank you" she says making her way to Sebastian.

she lifts her head up to Sebastian and pulls him into a kiss 'no' you thought looking down trying to stop tears. you look up just as they stopped. she then turned to face me and smirk. "please excuse me Ciel" you say walking to the door and shutting it. you start running down the hall into your room. 'Sebastian how could you' you thought as the tears started falling.

you wipe the tears away and started drawing.

>>time skip<<

you had finnished your drawing and looked at it you had drawn a hand in water reaching for air like the persons was drowning. you set it down and walk to the door. you open the door to see Ciel just about to knock on it "oh Ciel" you say "(Y/N), are you ok?" he asked "yeah im fine" you reply with a fake smile which was obviously fake, Ciel hugged you "dont lie (Y/N)" he says "cry if you want" he said in a caring voice which is strange for Ciel. you started silent tears into Ciels sholder. you stop crying and hugging him.

"thank you Ciel" you say. "its fine" he says "breakfast will be ready soon we should go" he said taking your hand and walking to the dinning room