Hi guys......

I know you are all wonder what the fuck happened to me......

So.....

I guess I'll tell you.

Warning; this is very serious so if I sound funny, I'm just trying to lighten the mood.

So......

middle school is a bitch
Life sucks
I am depressed
And people hate my mom for some stupid god damn reason.

After my principle found out I was suicidal, she finally found out a reason to take control of my whole family, creating.....

A monster

That terrorizes my family

every day.

I hate that bitch so god damn much.

My mom is bipolar, which usually means you are super emotional.

She is the opposite.

She almost never shows feelings other than anger. She defiantly doesn't cry often. But we will be getting to the point of why I told you this later.

So, they say they want my mom to get me a therapist. She did. Then they were forcing her to fucking make me an appointment. When she didn't in two weeks, they thought she was .... Hiding something? I don't fucking know. They are assholes, idiots,and complete control freaks. So, of course the one thing they did, to "make things right", they threatened her that if she didn't get the appointment by Friday they would call DFS and take all of her children to foster care and send her to jail.

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I hate those motherfuckers so much. They pretend like they have power when they don't. They love to cause our lives to get worse.

and since they did that, I slipped.

You know when they send kids to the counsler to vent to her? Well I hate her and do NOT trust her in the littlest way. They thought I was hiding something from her since em didn't want to talk to her.

They were basically MAKING my depression worst.

So after they threatened my mom, she stated JUST HOW MUCH she hated the principal to the DFS, my counsler, AND the principal herself. OK, that was funny to see that. Anyways, back to the story.

While they were discussing......I don't know..... Stuff about me..... I was outside with a friend of mine joking around.

Then my mom stormed out. Her face was red and she was breathing really heavily. Then she started the yelling. She was telling us everything that happened and how much she hated my school.

In front of a camera..... (But we didn't know that)

Then she kept on yelling when we were driving. We almost crashed. But that's not the bad part. She drove to Casey's for my little sister,because she wanted to go there since emy mom didn't ant to see our house.

When she parked she kept ranting to us when she started to cry.

Guys. This makes me cry. But cause my mom.....

SHE NEVER FUCKING CRIES.

She was crying so much, she couldn't stop. She was crying while talking to us, telling us how much she loved us and how much she didn't want her children to be taken away from her. I went inside with my little sister and the $20 my mom gave us.

Another thing!

My mom never gives us this much money......

For ANYTHING.

so when she gave this to us for fucking CANDY, I was freaking out.

But in my mind.

I had to be the strong one.

My little brother didn't even know what was happening. He was at home watching YouTube and being super sick. My little sister was afraid of everything now. My mom was going crazy. Still crying. So I stayed as I was. Calm and loving to everyone.....

When I got home I cried.

The next day I cried.

And the next.

And next.

I couldn't tell you any of this though, because, of course,my kindle doesn't work. I had to use my little sisters kindle and I didn't know where it was.

Not like you guys car about any of this.

Only one person cared to ask where I was.

Thank you so much Cats_outta_the_bag for actually caring for me.

God dammit now I'm crying again.

Everyday I will cry at least once.

So as is as saying, my life has been a living hell.

I am an idiot at making any kind of choices in life.

I have decided to move with my dad.....who lives in Texas......and there was a hurricane there. I haven't even seen him in like....two years now!

My mom doesn't want me to leave. My "friends" almost didn't react to it......oh wait....I haven't told them yet......well.....except for one.

If you are reading this, sorry.

My siblings don't know. They probably wouldn't care. They already state how much they hate me now.

But guess what!

None of you care.

I know this.

Don't say that you do

It won't even matter.

I'll be gone when most of you read this.

So will wilfywarfstache/ Mr. Wilford warfstache

Yeah, I know. I'm the one controlling the account. Wow.....-_-

So now that all of you either stopped reading this, or just hate me now.

Bye.