hey guys.

You might be wondering why i'm on my shit head computer at around 3;00 in the morning.

Well, its because I had a nightmare, and thoughts, and lots of shit. -___-

so I had a nightmare of kids laughing at me and judging me and telling me to say it right. do it right. idk why either. then one of them, touched my face. They were all like, ghost children or something, so obviously I freaked out.At first, I was fine, so I just lay awake on the couch that I sleep on, but I had the feeling of being watched, so I got up and turned on the light. nobody woke, up, which I was happy/ sad about.

I sat in the middle of the room on a swivelchair. then something moved towards me so I screamed. I scream loud too, so my mom shot up and ran to me, and y little ebtoher an sister woke up. I started to violently shake and cry watching the big dark room across from me I saw a lot of creepy figures hiding in the shadows, so I started to scream, "they are watching us! why don't you see them! they are just hiding behind those chairs and boxes!"

I saw them! I actually, I still see them. I'm still sitting  in the middle of my living room with the lights on. my mom and siblings went back to sleep so I thought the best way to calm myself was to get on here, which it helped a little. but I can still see them. they are just watching me creepily.

One of them even told me I should kill my brother by slitting his throat with a knif that was nearby. I actually almost did, but I caught myslf before I did anything bad.

I'm scared guys. things are surrounding me and filling me with anxiety. I'm terrified of what I can do. I can hurt people. I probably will someday. please help me before everything gets worse.