-your POV-

Nichole and I exchanged worried glances, then bounced up and ran out, screaming for Sam and Dean. The boys practically tripped over each other to respond to our calls. We came around a corner and crashed into the boys, Nichole's face was in Sam's chest, while I knocked Dean over and I am sprawled on top of him.

     "What's wrong?" asked Sam, concerned.

Before I could open my mouth, Nichole burst out, "Y/N still has her powers!"

Thanks Nick, "We were talking about......stuff, and I pushed her off the bed, " I said.

    "How is that bad," questioned Dean.

    ".......Ipushedheroffwithouttouchingher," I forced out quickly.

     "Slow down Y/N, say that again," Sam scolded.

     "She said something stupid and I pushed her off....without touching her," I mumbled.

Sam ran a hand through his hair and sighed, "oh Y/N."

Dean just stared at me. He must be ashamed to be dating a human freak with demon powers. I frowned at my thoughts and tried to sneak away, even though everyone was staring at me.

    "Where do you think your going?" Sam pressed his lips together.

I chewed on my hair and rubbed the back of my neck, "nowhere?"

    "Damn straight nowhere," Dean grunted.

     "I'm going to call Cas, you," Sam pointed at me, "stay put until we figure this out,"

I smiled sheepishly and went to my room to finish the book I was reading. I didn't notice the footsteps behind me until someone put a hand on my arm. I whirled around and shoved my hands out, Dean flew into the wall across from me.

I stared at my hands, then Dean, "I'm sorry."

He just shrugged and dusted himself off.

"Come on, you look like your going to pass out," he gently took my arm and guided me to the bed.

I blushed as he pulled me down on top of him, but as soon as I touched his chest, the dams opened and I started sobbing.

Dean rubbed his hand up and down my back and whispered, "Just breath, do you want to talk about it?"

I just cried harder at his words.

    "It's ok, you don't have to be alone. Hear my heartbeat? Focus on that," he cooed.

After a few minutes, my tears subsided and I picked my head up, "please don't leave me."

-Dean's POV-

I looked down at Y/N and saw how broken she was.

   "Do you want to talk about it now?" I quietly asked.

She hesitated for a second, then answered, "I'm scared De. I'm scared that someone with a vendetta against me will hurt you. I'm scared of what I did. I still remember every face, every name, every kill."

She paused for a second to blink back tears, "I'm scared of what Sam, Nichole, Cas, Bobby and....you think about me."

Her voice broke at the last part, I kissed her head and whispered reassurances in her hair and massaged her back.

    "I don't think about you any differently, you are still the H/C,   H/L,  E/C girl hunter that stole my heart at that small diner a year ago. Nothing past, present, or future can change that," I confessed.

Y/N flipped over so that her chest was against mine and smiled, "I didn't know Dean Winchester, badass hunter could be this soft."

I rolled my eyes, "of course you had to ruin the moment."

She laughed, "you know me so well."

I leaned down and tried to kiss her nose, but she tipped her head up and kissed her lips instead.

I felt her melt into the kiss and her body curved against mine. I bit her bottom lip and fireworks exploded.

Unfortunately, my idiot of a brother had to yell for me and I broke the kiss.

-your POV-

I lifted my finger to my lips, and they still felt tingly.  

    "Love, I need you to get off, " Dean chuckled.

My face heated up and I rolled off the bed, but I forgot that I was on the edge, so I fell onto my back.

"Oww," I groaned from my spot on the floor.

Dean's laughing face poked over the edge of the bed, and I soaked in seeing how  happy he was. He gracefully jumped over me, crouched, and held out a hand to help me up.

You know the parts of books where the girl meets her soulmate and he reaches out his hand to help her up? That's how I felt at this moment.

I grabbed his hand and he yanked me up and I flew into his chest.

    "Let's go see what my brother wants, " he advised.

I nodded and followed him out.

When we reached the library, Nichole ran over to me and asked under her breath, "were you guys.....fondueing?"

I started laughing so hard, I started to cry.

    "N-no Steve," I managed to say in between laughs.

The boys gave us a weird look and I realized that Cas was there.

I ran up and jumped on him, "Cas!! Your here!"

Cas just gave a deep chuckle, "yes. How are you feeling?"

I pulled away and looked up at him, "I feel fine. What happened during the spell? I thought I was supposed to be human after it."

A grim expression passed over Cas's face, "I'm sensing that you are human, but you said you have powers still?"

I nodded, "I threw Nichole off a bed."

    "It's threw now? You pushed me off," Nichole corrected with her arms crossed.

    "I pushed  Nichole off the bed without touching her, " I corrected.

Cas's eyes bore into mine, then he looked me up and down, "I can't see anything wrong. The spell was more to get rid of the demon than to get rid of the powers."

A small "oh" escaped me and I sagged heavily into a chair. I'm a human freak with demon powers, I repeated it over and over until Cas's gaze whipped to me.

     "You are not a freak, " Cas growled.

My eyes widened because I've never heard Cas sound so scary. Everyone else was shocked to, they stopped their conversations to look at us.

     "Who called her a freak?" asked Sam.

Cas's eyes narrowed as he looked at me, "Y/N did. She thinks that she is a, and I quote, 'a human freak with demon powers'."

Sam looked at me like I kicked his puppy, Dean and Nichole looked just as sad.

    "There is nothing wrong with that. I used to drink demon blood and exorcize demons with a flick of my hand," argued Sam.

Oh, shit! I forgot about that. I immediately felt bad for thinking about that, since Sam had a similar problem a few years ago.

I rushed up to Sam and tackled him in a hug, "I'm sorry Sam. I didn't mean for anyone to hear that." At the last part, I gave Cas a look, but he just shrugged.

Sam squeezed me back, "I know. There are no hard feelings."

With that, the argument was settled, and everyone went to do their own thing.

AN: I might not be able to update and post as much because I just started school on Monday, and I have cross country after school. I will try to write more but I'm not guaranteeing anything.