A/N: Alright. Gonna give it a go and do 1st person point of view after..months? Give me an honest opinion if it works at all.

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POV Jack

The scent of a lit candle is catching my nose and slowly I open up my eyes. I feel so tired as if I'm just waking up from a coma after being hit by a car. My insides feel like they're burning and my groin is sore. And I know too well what's the cause of my state being this kind of weak but on the other hand, I kind of liked it in a sick way.

Even my neck feels stuck which is no wonder after tensing up my muscles that much. How long has it passed since that day? When she got me under her spell and literally took all of my strength with sadistic lust. Still I somewhat managed to look at my right, watch the candle light flickering with my tired eyes.

This was her bedroom, it must have been hard to get me here – up and through all the floors from that basement.

"Ahh...ouch," I exhaled as I sat up, rubbing my neck.

The silky bedcover dropped down from my bare chest, its fibers were cool and soft as they brushed while floating down. The trembling is still much present with my hands, the tracks of icy cuffs are still there as a reminder of being tied for her to play with.

There's no sight of her though and I furrow my brows, the sounds of the castle are the only thing which I hear. The sounds of cracking wood in the lit fireplace and how the moisture is dripping down on the walls as the heat is warming up the cold rocks. And, of course, the shuffling sound of the sheet as I crumble them in my hand, still blaming myself for letting my guard down for a bit too long.

My clothes are neatly folded on a chair next to the bed which is surrounded by white candles, the wax is dripping down against them. Clearly they've been lighting up the space for a while now and even my chest is sweating a bit. Then again, I can't be sure if the sweat is because of my nervousness or the warmth of the candles.

There are flower petals on the bed, the silk cover wasn't red like I first thought but it was plain white – the petals of roses were playing a trick with my mind. Also my mind seemed to be a huge mess, without an ability to fully remember how I ended up here and how I still managed to stay alive.

I threw the cover off from me and then I saw the whip marks on my legs.

"Mh...right, that's why my back is aching like crazy," I hummed when I remembered her whipping me.

It made me to mess up my hair and groan, "I'm not into bondage...am I?"

Then I bite my bottom lip, munching my words quietly and wondering why she managed to make me feel so hot with violence. A sudden throbbing feeling between my legs made me shake my head quickly and to bury those kind of thoughts.

Just when I was clumsily trying to get out from the bed without burning my legs into candles on the way the door creaked open. It made me freeze on the spot, of course my back was aching like old man's as well – my condolences to uncle North.

"Good morning Jack," Elsa's voice chirped happily and I start to shiver. My breath just sealed away.

"Jack? Everything is alright?" Elsa questioned like it was normal for a guy to stand butt naked in front of her with his back turned towards her.

"Why... why me? And why are you something like that?" I questioned quietly without looking at her.

"Oh, I thought that you said how you loved me," Elsa's voice was a bit colorless and I hear her walking closer.

Quickly I muttered quiet latin words, meant to protect from her spells.

"Umm... you don't need to do that—" Elsa spoke and placed something on the bedside table which was a tray after I took a quick glance, "—I'm done with you and I don't need to feed again... like that."

When I felt her hand touching my back I carelessly jumped on the bed and tried to get away from her. I ended up falling on the other side of the bed, it was a matter of inches before I would've fallen on the candles but I managed to use my wind to kill their flames which was just in time and I only fell on my back on them.

Now I was forced to see her, my heart was beating faster than ever as she looked over the bed. The rest of the candles around the bed one by one turned off because she used her ice powers.

"J-Jack... are you afraid of me now?" Elsa asked with her eyes so full of sorrow as she shed tears.

I glance away and shook my head. Still I feel tense with her now.

"Then why are you sitting on the floor and looking like I'm going to eat you?" Elsa murmured and crossed her arms. Her mouth squeezed into a thin line and she was looking grumpy.

"I...l-like you smiling more... and I c-can't let you kill me," I replied and rubbed my neck anxiously. I didn't dare to look at her.

She slowly got on top of the bed and laid on it. Her eyes were playful as she reached to lift my face up with just one finger under my chin.

"You'll get cold on the floor... come to bed, I brought you some breakfast," she hummed and cupped my cheek.

I didn't say anything or move a muscle. I just stared at her back and narrowed my eyes a bit angrily.

"Jack, I forgive for you being an exorcist. Can you forgive for what I did to you?" Elsa asked innocently and kept stroking my cheek.

"J-just if you don't ever do it again," I exhaled as I got on my wobbling feet. She grabbed me from waist and pulled on the bed in her tight embrace.

"Thank you... and I won't – unless you want it," she whispered and began to give kisses on my neck.

"I don't want it..." I mumbled and got her off from me. I grabbed a sandwich from the tray and began eating. I felt like I was about to starve.

Bite after bite I was relaxing slightly. It was really delicious and after finishing the first sandwich I ate a second one. Elsa was patiently waiting, sitting on the bed and staring at me while I ate. When I tried to grab a glass she took it and brought it on my lips, letting me drink the sweetest kind of nectar.

"Mh...what was that?" I mumbled while wiping my lips after drinking. Somehow I feel stronger again.

Elsa smiled, "the true mix is a secret since you could just write it down for any exorcist to see but... basically it has some passion fruit from the garden of fairies, something else and a spell."

The word spell made me feel shocked and I stare at her. "What have you done?" I exclaimed and stopped her when she tried to give me more.

"It's a recovery spell, succubus can do it only to the person who she--," Elsa whispered and blushed deeply.

"Tell me..." I hissed a bit from between my teeth.

Elsa placed the cup on the tray and leaned closer. She definitely had got me, slowly I lay down as her hand is pressing me down from my chest. My head hit against the pillow and her lips are getting closer to mine, my breathing is fastening as I stare into her eyes. She giggled when my hand went to rest over her back, the laughter was bittersweet as I fear that I'm done this time.

"I can do the spell on the person whom I'm in love with... so I can have him as often as I want," she said quietly and placed a tiny kiss on my lips.

The fiery sensation flushed on my cheeks and I feel stunned. Elsa took the cup and drank some, then leaning down and making me drink from her mouth. Slowly I close my eyes and drink the sweet liquid, my fingers dig into her hair.

"Marry me," I panted after the kiss without thinking any further.

Elsa smiled and stroked my cheek, "That's not possible. What we have will be a secret... never tell anyone?"

Carefully I nod my head and come to realize how I don't feel my body being overtaken by some power of lust. There's no forced reaction from her touch and I feel natural, like myself.

My heart kept pounding as I took the cup and stared at her while I drank it. My energy returned to me in the pace of my gulps of that nectar. Then I slammed it back on the tray.

"Are you feeling better?" Elsa asked and wiped the extra nectar from the corner of my mouth with her delicate fingers. Her eyes widened when I grabbed to her wrist and brought her hand over my lips so I could kiss the back of it.

She was in her human form, looking at me curiously. The dress which she was wearing was fancy, sparkling like crystals and made from thin ice. It didn't leave much left for my imagination.

"Anyway, my sister comes back today so you should prepare for LEAVING--," Elsa spoke calmly but then screamed when I pulled her down on the bed and then I went on her. Her face turned red when she glanced towards my groin.

"I'm not under your curse?" I questioned while I was traveling my hand up on her leg, right under the hem of her dress.

"N-no... you're acting on your own," Elsa whispered and looked away from me. Quickly I grabbed to her chin and made her to look at me.

"If you wish for revenge, I won't stop you," she said suddenly.

"Let's just make love before I go? It would be a shame to waste this chance," I spoke seriously. My fingers found the edge of her panties and she flinched. Suddenly she was so modest.

"Y-yes, but then you leave for good. Anna can't see you," Elsa gulped and reached her fingers to play with my hair.

"Did you drag me into your room, give me a bath before placing me to sleep in your bed?" I asked while looking at her gently. She nodded and winced when I rubbed her thigh, with each stroke slightly going under her panties.

"Y-yes... but you were so heavy that I borrowed some fairy dust," she confessed.

"Heavy?" I laughed and placed my hand over her panties. Carefully I caressed her through the fabric which created some heat.

"A-ah, yes," Elsa gasped and squirmed. She was looking so cute while trying to get herself away from my reach.

"You're getting wet," I hummed while pointing it out. Now she was panting and staring at me, she didn't stop me when my hand got inside her panties and touched her cleavage.

Suddenly she grabbed a hold from behind my neck and pulled me into a harsh kiss. She was like melting while I kept rubbing her in growing speed. When she was getting out of breath she parted from our kiss and grasped on the sheets. She whined and squirmed when two of my fingers went inside her and my thumb was focusing on teasing the bud.

Her expression was lewd, her cheeks were like catching fire and her body twitched anxiously.

"Jack," she whined my name and tried to touch my face but I was already escaping from her reach.

Elsa gasped when I pulled her panties off and threw the hem of her dress from my way. I watch how she bit her finger when I spread her legs and brought my head between her thighs. The moan of hers was full of desire when my tongue took the first lick.

A sudden pull of my hair made me wince. She began to press me down and I tried my best to suck and please her. I closed my eyes and focused, her loud and sharp moans caused my manhood to grow and stain the sheets with fluids. However I wasn't overflowing like her.

I gulped when she squirmed and squeezed my head between her thighs. I managed to get my hand to touch and rub her clit from over her leg and it clearly was too much for her as she began to whine loudly and her moans were erotic. Her juices were all over my face when she finally relaxed, her womanhoods lips were swollen and she was wetter than ever.

It had been hard to breathe when she had trapped me down there, to lick her until she had finished. When I lifted my head up I saw her staring at me with blissful eyes and reaching her hand towards me.

"C-come inside me," Elsa begged while I climbed on her.

For a moment I teased her, bringing my lips on hers but when they brushed together I pulled back. My tip was touching her cleavage, anxiously waiting the permission to enter and though I wanted to play with her a bit more – her warmth was too inviting.

Our hips slammed together when I pushed in without thinking anymore. She whined loudly and grabbed a hold from my back, digging her nails into it. My eyes wandered to look at her face, she was panting and staring right back at me.

"Wait? You're exhausted?" I raised my eyebrow and smirked when I began to move.

She nodded her head slowly and her legs went around me. We were completely one, my body was swaying against hers, digging deeper and making her stretch.

Elsa sighed when our lips finally met, her hands were running through my hair and it felt so nice that I just closed my eyes. Her figure was moving too, like steady waves she squirmed to give me a better entrance. Gladly I took the opportunity and hit her bottom on each thrust, the impact made me huff from the feeling.

"Jack," Elsa whispered and I open my eyes, her hand is now caressing my cheek.

I pull her to sit on my lap, into a tight embrace, "what?" My voice was a seductive whisper to her ear and I hear her sighing from good feeling.

I nibble her earlope with my teeth, her body kept squirming on me and making me go crazy as I kept moving her on me. My hands squeeze her butt when I'm closing my limit. She can hear my deep, quiet moans when she is rocking on me.

"Jack," she whispered again and winced when I began pressing her down with each thrust.

"E-Elsa," I gasped and started sucking a mark on her neck.

My body shivered when I gave up, my semen shot inside her. It filled her and there wasn't any room to move around, my thickness was spreading her tight hole and pulsing. I let out a relieved groan when I stopped sucking her neck, I glance at the bruise mark which I touched with my fingers when I winced from pain.¨

A strong pulse had appeared on my neck as she had leaned over. My body squirmed but I was locked under her, her insides were squeezing me while I kept leaking fluids inside her from my slowly fading erection. She was sucking my neck so harshly that I feared that I might faint.

"C-calm down," I exhaled and touched her cheek and she just hummed something as my vision kept going blurry.

Then I felt it, how something warm was running down on my neck. I reached my hand to touch that place and I felt something sticky against my fingers. Slowly I lifted my hand in front of my eyes to see what that liquid was even though I somehow already knew. Elsa kept hugging me tightly, feeding from me while I stared at the vivid red blood on my fingers.

The realization slowly hit me and I began to struggle.

"Elsa! Stop! You'll kill me," I exhaled and tried to push her off. She tightened her grip, her fingernails dug into my back and scratched me.

Just when I was about to pass out she let go. I shivered and stared at her in shock, she wiped the drops from her lips and touched my neck where her fangs had left a mark. Yes, for a moment I could see the sharp fangs of hers, she appeared to be humanlike and not a succubus – only her fangs were the strange thing in her. Then they were gone and I kept holding my neck, my veins were pulsing painfully but I kept staring at her.

"You said... that you are not a bloodsucker," I managed to mumble out.

"No, I'm not," Elsa replied and gave me another glass of that sweet nectar. Soon after drinking it I felt a lot better, the pulsing ended and the swollen part with the bitemark was gone.

"What the hell was that then,"I hissed and rubbed my neck.

"You were sucking my neck and I guess that I got too into it," Elsa smiled and spoke with innocence. She cupped my cheek and gave a kiss on my lips which prevented me from speaking.

"O-okay?" I gulped as she kept smiling. There was a trace of sadness in her eyes.

"Jack, I love you... but it's time for you to go and... you'll sleep sweetly and when you wake up – it'll be like I never existed," she whispered and kissed my forehead.

"Huh? What are you trying to say--," I exhaled when my eyes suddenly felt heavy. And the last thing I felt was her when I had fallen asleep with my head resting against her shoulder.

POV Elsa

Just few hours after I sent him away Anna came back home. She and Kristoff were telling about their trip and Anna was excited to hear how my first succubus experience went. However I was too scared to tell her how disastrous turn it took.

Also I didn't realize how much I would miss him. Well, I had missed him after high school too but now the longing was much greater. Even though I changed my bedsheets into the ones which he used in the guest room and took his hoodie to keep, I'm still concerned if that was enough.

"Elsa, you're acting strange," Anna hummed and placed her hand on my shoulder. I was looking through the window and towards the gates where a taxi took Jack away to the airport. His notebook I kept in my private library, it was better if he didn't have his succubus research with himself since he is supposed to forget the days we spent together.

"Oh, I was just in my thoughts," I told her and I turned around, giving her a hug.

Anna hugged me back and I wipe a tear away. This feeling of your heart being torn apart, it's crushing me. But it's best for him to be let go and we would never work out – a demon queen and an exorcist. We would just kill each other eventually.

"Aww... do you regret on taking his life?" Anna sighed and rubbed my back.

"Yes but I'll get over with it soon," I lied because Anna didn't need to know the whole truth. Perhaps one day she'll realize what happened but I surely hope that the legends aren't true.

"I don't regret a thing of killing Hans," Anna growled a bit and I laugh, soon her laughter joined with mine.

"Anna, I'll go out," Kristoff cheered and was heading towards the door. Anna quickly glanced out from the window.

"Kristoff! Are you wearing your ring? Otherwise you need to wait until the sun is fully set," Anna worried for the safety of her dear husband who happened to be a vampire.

"Yes I do have the ring," Kristoff grinned and showed his right hand with an enchanted ring.

They seem so happy together and I feel a bit jealous. Sometimes I feel that it was so unfair, for me and Anna to be born like this –as succubusses. It would have been easier to be normal humans, not as demons who're thirsty over the life force of men.

"Elsa, you're really not fine. You're crying," Anna was really concerned when she wiped my tears. I didn't even notice them streaming down on my cheeks.

"Maybe she needs rest. You two are the kindest people who I know so taking a friend's life can't be easy. He was your high school friend? Right?" Kristoff hummed and got closer to us, "—And a succubus needs to drain their first love? Right? He was your first... and since he was a human you can't let him live after finding out your secret. "

"He was and you're right Kristoff," I told him and showed a faint smile.

"Go and get rest then," Anna smiled a bit and touched my cheek gently. I nod and start heading towards upstairs. My body feels so weak but still my broken heart is the worst part, I can never contact him again if I want him to have a long and happy life.

A/N:

Yup. Writing first person point of view was refreshing after some time xD.  Opinions?

There's like couple chapters left.

I MIGHT start a new Jelsa book after finishing this and my other one. Dunno if it'll have dirty stuff too (maybe in a oneshot smut book it could have) but it has potential in it.

What would you say of a Jelsa au in a hospital with big 5 too?