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45 - I Feel Jealous

AKANSHA POV:

"When will you become Winston? Please let it be soon ",Sam said with an overacting face.

"Shut up Sam. I will kill you if you speak another word from your mouth ",I said glaring at him.

"Calm down Kanz. He is just kidding ",Chloe said, supporting him.

"I am not kidding Chloe. I am serious ",Sam said with a sincere look.

"Chloe is trying to help you. And you are deliberately willing to be killed. Are you that much eager to face the fire of Akansha? ",Andy asked in an amused tone.

"I like to instigate bae. It's fun to see ",Sam chuckled, earning a hit on his shoulders from me.

We are currently in the canteen eating our lunch. Neil, Harry, Chloe, Kryz, Andy, Theo, Parth, Sam and I are the ones at our usual table.

It's already been a month and a half since college started. Sam had really applied for a course in this college much to my surprise. He would always manage his time and come fast during the lunch time and spend his time with my group.

Theo and Parth came back to my table with Andy. Everyone thought that I would get angry to see him but since I didn't speak a word, nothing happened except for the deadly stare of Parth on me which I would ignore every time. I felt his warm gaze on me, making me more uncomfortable today. I raised my head towards his direction, seeing him already staring at me with an angry, sad, jealous- mixed reaction on his face. His eyes spoke more volume which made me a little uncomfortable.

The day of the educational trip is getting closer and closer. And I have no idea of how I am going to spend my time there. The only person I would be familiar with, will be only him. I hope I won't do anything stupid there.

Soon the lunch break got over and I walked towards my next class. When I was about to cross the library, a hand gripped my mouth and pulled me towards an empty class.

"Parth, What do you want? ",I asked angrily.

"You! ",he whispered, staring at me darkly.

"Parth, Don't play with me. I am going ",I said, turning to walk out but he stopped me.

"I don't like the way he speaks with you ",Parth said, gritting his teeth.

"Have you gone nuts? He will speak however he wants. You can't complain like a small kid. "

"Yes. I have gone nuts for you. And I ---I feel jealous. He is making you smile and laugh. But I could only watch you, doing nothing ",he whispered sadly.

"You are not avoiding me. But you are not speaking with me like before. Can we become friends like before? Can we Kanz? Please ",he pleaded with his sincere eyes.

"Parth ",I whispered, feeling sad for him. But I don't have the answer for him to be happy. And I don't think I will be able to answer this in my life.

"I-- I am sorry. I spoke out of the line. I didn't mean to say this but when I saw him with you, I couldn't help myself but to stop you ",Parth said with a guilty face.

"Parth, I don't think I will be able to answer you to your desire. So, you don't waste time. You can have a relationship with anyone. I don't car-- " "Shhh!!", Parth's palm was placed on my lips, stopping me.

"Don't speak nonsense. I-- Parth Saxton has only one girlfriend and that is Akansha; she was, she is and she will be the only one in my heart ",he said with the utmost sincerity, love, care, affection in his eyes making me go weak on my knees. Why are you still affecting me? Shouldn't I hate you? Why is my heart beating fast whenever you are near me?

"I love you Kansha ",he said, breaking me completely. When I was about to fall on the ground, Parth acted fast and held me in his arms securely.

"Are you okay Kansha? ",he whispered with concern written all over his face.

"No, I am not ",I sobbed.

"Why are you making it hard for me?

Why can't you just leave me alone?

Why can't you see someone else rather than me?

Why are you so good to me?

Why can't you be the old, ruthless, playboy?

Why do you still love me even though I rejected you in front of everyone?

Why are you still taking care of me? Why? Why? Why?? ",I asked in my trembled voice, with tears flowing through my eyes.

"Please Kansha! Don't feel embarrassed. It's not you; it's me who made a mistake. I am just repenting for it ",Parth said with his eyes glistening with sincerity and love.

"I feel like I am the one who is doing wrong. You look like a victim whereas I am looking like a cold-hearted person. Everyone throws angry and disgusting glances whenever they see me. It's because I rejected you. I am not as strong as I appear. I have a heart too which is already in a bruised, battered state. Please don't torture me ",I sobbed hitting his chest as hard as I could. But he stood as a hard wall, not at all stopping me. Soon my energy drained out of me but Parth held me securely in his arms all the time.

At that time my phone rang, making me come out of a trance. I jerked back, noticing the empty gap between him and me. But to my utter bad luck, my legs hit the table and I fell forward towards Parth. Parth didn't expect this, making him stumble upon his legs, falling flat on the ground with me on top of him and my lips touching his, making both of us still in shock. His and my eyes locked. He stared at me with darkened black eyes flashing raw desire and want.

My whole body was flushed against his strong, tact, muscular body. His hands reached my waist. All my rational thoughts flew out of the window, the moment my lips locked on his. I closed my eyes, feeling the amazing feeling of his lips on mine. The old, unforgettable, mesmerizing feeling surged throughout my body making me feel so hot suddenly. I felt his lips brushing on mine so softly as if savoring it's taste.

Not finding any resistance from me, his lips hungrily ravished my plum, soft lips as if drinking in the nectar from the flower. He made me surrender myself completely to him. All the old, enchanting, enthralled, mesmerizing feelings flowed throughout my body and soul.

After what felt like forever, I felt Parth leave my mouth, his forehead resting on mine, we both gasping for air. I opened my eyes to fall into a bottomless dark black eyes. He is an epitome of beauty. God must have really taken a lot of time to create him. How can one be so flawless?? Is he human or a vampire or some heavenly creature?

Weren't I and Parth in the same situation as before? Didn't the same thing happen before? Didn't my leg slip and fall right into his arms? Didn't my lips brush against his the same way before? All the incidents rushed to my mind, making me dumbfounded. What the heck am I doing now?

I frantically stood up away from him shaking my head. Did I just kiss him? Oh god! Why am I so weak to deny him?

"It's a-- mistake ", I trembled while hugging myself.

"Kans--", "Stop! Don't come near me ",I shouted hysterically, causing him to halt his steps.

I then turned and ran out of the class. What the heck was I thinking? Why am I still a weak person? Why can't I become the old me, the Akansha before meeting Parth? He has created a great impact on me!

I looked at the time to see that I was literally very late to class. So, I walked straight to the library and sat down in a silent place with a book in front of me. But my mind was totally not with me. My thoughts were completely filled with him.

*****

The Green World was transferred to someone else just yesterday. So, I left my job yesterday. Sam told me not to worry about my job. He asked me not to work as he was there for me. But I couldn't help it. So, I searched for a part-time job but none was available making me feel dejected.

I freshened myself and wore the bathrobe and walked into the wardrobe to wear my dress but to my shock nothing was inside the cupboard. What. the. fuck.? Where did my dresses go? How did it disappear all of a sudden? Sam? Argh!

"Sam ",I shouted walking outside the room, wearing only the bathrobe which only reached my mid-thigh.

"Bae, Can we order dinner from outside? ",Sam asked coming out from his room in a towel wrapped around his waist. His strongly six-packed muscle was out in the open for anyone to see.

"What the hell are you wearing? Go and change ",I ordered him. Was his clothes stolen too?

"What's wrong with this? ",Sam made an innocent face.

"You're in a bathrobe too. And I am not complaining. What's your problem?"

"What if someone comes to our house, what will they think about us? ",I asked, frustrated.

"And why should I care about others? ",he asked with an amused face.

"Argh! Forget it. Where are my clothes? I can't find anything in my room. "

"Oops! I forgot to inform you. Your room is now on the fifth floor, not the second floor. Your clothes are placed there. "

"Oh! ",I said dumbfounded. Thank the lord! I feared that he had thrown my clothes to the dustbin.

As if sensing my thoughts, he gave a mischievous smile. "I thought of throwing your clothes away as it was a very common brand. But then I thought to ask you about it before doing it. "

"I still remember the pain you made me bear as I tore your teddy before", Sam said glaring at me, making me laugh. That was a great revenge! Amazing days!

Chime! Chime!

The bell rang making the conversation between me and Sam die abruptly.

"Who is that? ",I asked Sam.

"Miss. Genius, I am also standing with you. How am I supposed to know?", Sam asked with an amused look earning a hit from me.

"Let me go and check ",Sam said and walked towards the door.

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PARTH POV:

Ding-dong!!

I rang the bell waiting for Kansha to open the door.

I felt a little sad for taking advantage of Kansha. But I couldn't stop myself when her lips touched mine. All my rational thoughts flew away and I felt only the smooth, soft, tender body of hers flushed against mine. My whole body was on fire as I tasted her the first time after all those incidents. The feeling was divine, out of the world.

But Kansha suddenly stood up, stepping away from me, making me feel a little hurt. She said it was a mistake which made me extremely angry and hurt. I am damn sure that she missed me too. But her sharp words hurt me a lot.

When I was about to comfort her, she shouted hysterically asking me not to come near her. She then ran out of the class, with tears in her eyes. I felt a little guilty for not stopping myself from kissing her but I don't regret one bit of what happened here. But I feel sad for making her cry.

That's the reason why I am standing in front of the door to see if Kansha is alright.

But it was Krystle who opened the door with a little confusion on her face.

"What do you want, Parth? ",Kryz asked indifferently.

"Where is Akansha? ",I asked her without beating around the bush.

She was a little taken aback by my words.

"Why can't you let her live in peace? Haven't you done much by breaking her heart? What else do you want? Her body? ",she sneered.

"I know what I did was wrong. And I know how to correct it. You need not shout at me. And I don't have time for your bullshits ",I said with a cold face.

I know that she is saying those words only for her friend. But my care, love and affection is only meant for my Akansha; not others.

"She is not living here. She is staying with Sam ",Krystle said much to my shock.

What. the. fuck.? Akansha? Living with that man?

"Why did you allow her? ",I asked her angrily.

"It was Kanz's decision. What am I supposed to say? ",she asked, confused.

"Never mind. Give me the address ",I demanded.

She thought for a second but she said the address the next moment much to my relief. I then turned my way towards the car.

Why the heck did she decide to stay with him? Argh! I drove the car at the highest speed and soon reached the address given by Krystle.

I rang the bell once I reached the door. I impatiently waited at the door.

After a few moments passed, the door flew open.

I noticed Sam wearing only a towel around his waist. His upper body is bare for anyone to witness. Fuck!

"Where is Akansha? Is she here? ",I asked, gritting my teeth.

"Why do you want to meet her? ",he asked, making my anger rise to another level.

"It's none of your business ",I said glaring at him.

"Who is it Sam? Is it Kryz? ",I heard her sweet voice coming from a distance.

Soon her figure came to my eyes. But the sight I witnessed shook me to the core.

Akansha is wearing only a bathrobe. Fuck! She is looking hot!

"Akansha, Go and change yourself ",Sam said to Kanz, hiding her from my view.

She stared at me in shock and then nodded her head and ran towards her room.

"What the hell is happening here? ",I asked furiously.

"Don't overthink boy. Her room was changed. That's the reason why she came to me asking for her clothes ",Sam explained.

"Don't feel jealous ",he added much to my irritation.

"Akansha loves only me; not you. Even if you love her, I am damn sure that she won't love you back. So don't try to think about her ",I warned him.

"Oh my god! I am so scared. I am trembling in fear ",he mocked me, making me more outraged.

"What will you do if I make her fall in love with me? ",he asked in a teasing tone.

"You! ",I fumed in anger, holding his neck.

"Calm down boy. Too much anger is bad for health ",he said calmly, removing my hands from his neck, making me infuriated.

"I know more than what you knew about her. She is with me for quite a long, long time ",he said with a teasing smile.

"But I am her first kiss and boyfriend. It shows clearly that she doesn't take you so seriously ",I smirked.

"How can you be so sure about that? ",Sam asked with a mischievous smile playing on his face.

"I believe Akansha's words. You can't manipulate me in anyway ",I said coldly.

"Let's see about that soon ",Sam chuckled while saying so.

"Sam, Go to your room ",Kanz voiced out from a distance.

I looked in the direction to see Akansha walking down the staircase wearing cute pyjamas with a bunny face printed on it.

AKANSHA POV:

"Sam, Go to your room ", I shouted when I saw Parth and Sam standing as if a fight would happen any moment.

Sam pouted looking at my direction but I gave him a stern stare making him sigh deeply. He then turned back to see Parth and made some gesture as if mocking Parth and walked towards his room.

"What do you want? ",I asked Parth angrily.

"Why are you staying with him? ",he asked puzzled.

"He is not very familiar with this place. And he came here just for me. So, I thought it would be better if I helped him by staying by his side. And the thing you saw just a few minutes before was all a coincidence. I came in search of my clothes and that idiot was still in the towel ",I confessed my thoughts to him as if I was in a trance.

Ugh! Why did I explain to him just now? Won't he think that I have gone nuts?

"I am glad to hear from you. I believe you Kansha. And I trust you ",Parth said, staring at my eyes.

"But--- but I feel jealous. "

What? He is saying that he is jealous so openly, admitting it. Is he the Parth I know?

"I believe you but not him ",Parth sneered.

"Why did you come here? "

Hearing my question, he scratched the back of his neck in nervousness, an act he used to do before whenever he felt a little giddy about something.

"I--- I just came to check upon you ",Parth whispered softly.

"Are you okay? ",he asked, making my cheeks flushed as I remembered what had happened today.

I just nodded my head in return.

"Are you ready for the trip? Are you coming? "

"How can I miss such a great opportunity? I will surely come ",I confirmed my plan.

"That's great to hear ",Parth cheered happily. All the jealous, hurt, angry stares flew out of the window.

"Thank you for accepting it. Thank you ",Parth said and hugged me tight in happiness.

Um... I was dumbfounded not knowing what to do.

As if sensing my state, Parth straightened himself out.

"Um-- I just couldn't control my emotions. I-- I am sorry ",he said with a guilty face.

"Take care Kansha ",he whispered softly. I felt that he was about to kiss my forehead but on second thought he just turned back hesitantly and walked off.

My mind is flushed with a wave of emotions. I have no idea what to do.

Why are you playing with me God? Please help me and show the right path to me.

I took a deep breath and closed the door with a sigh.

What an eventful day!

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The trip is nearing! Stay tuned to know what happens next!!

With Love,

S. M. Skyler. 

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