x pov:

i see a light as I fall to sleep what is this feeling? My eyes close shut as I wake up on this white floor I look down and see long staircases what's down there? Should I check it out? Probably not ill probably fall, i walk up the staircase going up i see a door and two girls dressed in white and they
both have wings, i walk up "are you Jahseh onfroy?" "Uh yes that's me.." "so your here because you were shoot in your car we were looking down at you while you got shoot but you're okay now since your here and you wont feel
any pain anymore" "but what is this place?" "this is heaven sir. Here we
have great people you might know some, now go in" I walk in I see.......... peep? I walk up to him "uh peep?" "oh hi x" "hi..."  I look around this place it's just Angel's here and crystal balls inside of them its earth... I look inside  and see my whole city "um x do you know how to use that?" I hear peep say "uh no can you show me i-i wanna see my family" "uh yeah"

*24 hours later*
After talking with Gustav I notice why am I not feeling anything, I dont feel hungry, I dont feel sleepy, I dont feel thirsty, I dont feel anything is this what heaven feels like? I get up and walk to the two angle girls "uh how do I go back to where I was you know buried. Or my Memorial was?" "oh we can help you teleport back into earth but you have to take this timer otherwise you'll be stuck forever." "Ok.." "why do you wanna go?" "I' wanna be there for my fans and family I feel like I left them...hurting and in pain" "I'll send you back to your memorial hopefully your fans are there." "Can they hear me or see me?" "They can only thru a phone or ghost technology. Or spirit boxes." "Alright."

I shut my eyes and I'm inside something I see fanart and a casket I look in it. I open it and see myself? I look out seeing fans I smile as my eyes filling up with tears "guys!" I yell and try to bang on the door but I cant I'm see thru? "could you guys hear me?" "guys?!" "Hello!?" I remember hearing what the girl said. They cant........ 'come on someone take out a phone to take out a picture... please please please." After 5 minutes of looking at my fans being so hurt... one of them takes a picture I get up quickly and pose. 'Hopefully she notices.....'
*beep beep beep beep beep* I hear this beeping noise "fuck! I have to go back!" "I love you guys I'll never leave you guys please dont leave ill come back I promise.." I say one last time before going back into the heaven world. I walk up the stairs as I see the same girls I try to hide my tears "wait.." I hear one of the girls say "yes ?" "do you have a child with anybody?" "Uh no- wait yes I did....." I start thinking.. tears fill my eyes "yes.. gekyume"  my voice stutters "x... you have to rest rn so we have to send you back to Gardens of Boca Raton Memorial Park.." "will I come back here?" "unfortunately not. "alright.." I close my eyes and finally rest after being hurt by a gun..."