I just want to state I'm sorry if this is bad. I haven't wrote in awhile which I am sorry because I just got lazy and then school and you know the buzz. But it's been 3 years I believe and came with this. So sorry if it's bad :(.

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Akaashi woke up to his usual alarm clock. He dismissed it and stood there laying down looking at the ceiling for a good 2 minutes before he had to get up so he won't be late for school.

He goes to the bathroom does his business, brushes his teeth, changes and then goes downstairs for his mom to take him to school.

"Keiji aren't you gonna eat anything before you go to school?" His mom exclaimed. "No and aren't you gonna eat Breakfast?" Akaashi states back "Don't you put this on me" She replied opening the door and going to the car.

I don't eat breakfast the reason why is because before me and my mom moved over here I use to live with my father who had full custody over me. I was abused by my father he didn't care what happened to me. All that he cared about was me giving him what he wants which is respect, listen, and do what he says. And ever since I came out as a homosexual he told me that if he were to ever see me with a man he would make my life hell. So afterward he wouldn't feed me in the mornings. I got used to the punishment that eating food in the morning would make me want to throw it up.

Once my mom dropped me off at school that's when I start heading to the Gym. I go inside and see none other than Bokuto giving orders to the team as I enter and put my things down I see him noticing me. 

"AKAASHIIIIIIII"

"Oh no" 

"AKAASHI HEY I NEED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING?"

 "Yes?" 

"Can we hang out at your house tonight? I want to watch a movie with you today." The owl asked being cheery. 

"If I say yes will you leave?" 

"YES!!" 

"Okay, now let's go practice," I said running towards the court.

I know I'm a jerk to Bokuto, but honestly, he's the reason why I came to this school. I have been a setter since middle school and I got two high schools to choose from and I came to this one because of that owl. If I didn't come over here for him I don't know what I would be doing right now, but all I could say is 'I love that owl', but telling him that I love him would ruin the close friendship that we have and I don't want that so I have to suppress these feeling because I know he'll never feel the same.

Once practice was over everyone was done changing and left while it's just me and Bokuto chatting.

"Hey Akaashi" 

"Yeah?" I responded looking at him and his gorgeous back muscles.

"How's the view back there?" flexing his back muscles

Looks pretty nice to me if I do say so myself "Well it looks like you need to workout more Bokuto" I said smirking

"Why are you so cold Akaashiii" 

"I'll be outside waiting for you!" Bokuto states walking out

Whew finally he's gone I thought I was gonna have to take off my shirt in front of him. Akaashi takes off his shirt and starts looking at the bruises that his father did on him the last time he was with him which was last week. I still see my father but only once a week because we didn't have a lot of evidence to take me away from him. As I was looking at my bruises I look up to see Bokuto looking at me with a worried face.

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I got out of the locker room and waited outside for Akaashi.

Ding!~

I take out my phone and I see a message from 'Best Bro'

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'Hey, you want to go out to the bar tonight?' - The Cat

'No I have plans with a little someone :)' - The Owl

'OH BRO. I HOPE THIS GOES GREAT FOR YOU BRO.' - The Cat

'THANKS, BRO.' - The Owl

'NO PROBLEM BRO' - The Cat

'ALRIGHT BRO I'LL BE GOING NOW' - The Owl

'ALRIGHT BRO, BYE BRO' - The Cat

'BYE BRO' - The Owl

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I look at the time and it's about to be 6 PM I wonder what's taking Akaashi so long. I walk in-

Is this a dream...

Please! This is not true.....

PLEASE!

"A-Akaashi," choking on my words "W-What happened?" Tears falling down his eyes running towards him. I grab his hands "Why didn't you tell me?" There was nothing but silence from both. "AKAASHI?!" I was getting mad and upset squeezing his hands. "BOKUTO BE QUIET" Akaashi screamed pulling his hands back. Bokuto was quiet shocked, he'd never seen or heard Akaashi scream at him. "WHY WOULD I EVER NEED TO TELL YOU MY PROBLEMS? THERE IS NO REASON FOR ME TO TELL YOU ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU DON'T LOVE ME!!" This was not true Bokuto loves Akaashi and was planning on asking him out today at his house. "I'M GAY BOKUTO! I'M A HOMOSEXUAL!! I LOVE GUYS, I LOVE MEN, I DON'T FIND WOMEN ATTRACTIVE!!" "HOW CAN I TELL YOU MY PROBLEMS WHEN I'M FACING ONE RIGHT NOW IN FRONT OF ME!" Akaashi realized what he had said. Bokuto heard everything loud and clear and just took his bag and left with tears in his eyes leaving Akaashi alone in the locker room. Akaashi started crying on the cold tile floor then after he went home to think of what he has done.

'Maybe, father was right... I'm just a mistake and a horrible thing to this world'

'Maybe if I leave this world things would be better right?'

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I couldn't sleep because I had so many ideas for this book, but once I wrote this book my ideas went like this 🌝👂💨
Sorry again if this book is bad, but I'll be back with updates tomorrow!