It amazes me how fast time seems to past

How many tears that you have to hide behind a laugh

Scared to close your eyes because you know you would let another moment pass

I wonder if you ever thought of how much time we left

Everyday wishing that we could go back in the past

Everyday we just get older and we approach the final day

But sometimes life is just a cruel game to play

I never asked for this and I never would give it away but every time I try I forget the words to say

My heart will never leave but I can't make it stay

I have never been one to give my just away because I learned my lesson from the hurtful things my parents say

I once found peace but that is even temporary because alone at night crying all hope seems like a distant memory

I once thought my heart was mended but every time something happens I can feel it breaking

I have to wonder, I have to say, I wonder what it would be like to for once stand up and not look the other way

Give me strength, the love, the hope, the suffering, and even the blood because I know for a fact that I can rise above the damned that have revolted

I have never been one to see the light because I found a home safe in the dark- I should have known that even peace was capable of falling apart

You have to close your eyes and wonder what it would be like to be truly alone- then you realize when you are that you are nothing but doomed

Love is pointless, pain is worthless, and you have gotten to the point that you just feel damn useless

Listen, try, one more time, that is what they all say but you just cover your ears because you know you can't last one more day

You get on your knees and pray for it to end because in the end you have to realize that we were all made to just sin

You stand above the rest-Ha- that is what they all say but in the end you just get on your knees once again a slave

You hang in there for a moment as the windows in your eyes break, it seems time does pass fast when you were only a few moments too late