Convincing Hamza. Will he admit his feelings?

Rehmat:
Tears threatened to well up in my eyes as I stared at him, but before I could do so, I did the only thing some of us do in these kinds of circumstances: I fled, thinking nothing.

"He keeps saying such things purposely," I said to myself quietly as I fled the scene.
His harsh and foolish remarks continue to cause me pain.

I am aware that it hurts not just me, but he also feels it.
Why does he hurt both of us?Is it a crime to love someone? Or is it prohibited?
How much longer can I wait for him while my heart continues to break?

When someone is unable to handle a situation or wants to avoid you, they will always come up with an excuse.
 His voice reached me before I could read very far, and he followed. I remained motionless until he spoke again, but I did not turn.

My thoughts were interrupted by a familiar voice, and I did not turn to face him. "I am heading to Turkey for a business meeting, and I hope you can manage the office with your brother's assistance while I am away," the voice said. He deserves it for constantly being a jerk to me. He was leaving now, claiming to have a business meeting, so I decided to give him a call.

I didn't speak a word, not spared him a glance.
"Why are you ignoring me?" He asked me while standing next to me. What a nerve this guy has. He ignored me at first, then he started blaming me.

In addition to being extremely attractive and multifaceted, he is also very confusing. Ya Allah, please assist me.
I will give him his medication. Let us watch what he does.

Sometimes you have to give people their own medicine or am I wrong?
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"I am not ignoring you, sir. When will you return?" If that is what he wants, then let us do it his way, I asked him professionally.

Loved ones ignoring us without cause is painful, and it frequently occurs in this way.

It is up to you to learn how to overcome setbacks and grow stronger every day rather than displaying weakness and whining. Every journey will have its ups and downs.

He was trying to control his anger based on the way he looked at me. I do not know why, but he kept clenching and unclenching his fists tightly, and I wanted to relax him so badly even though it was against the rules.

"Stop calling me Sir," he said firmly, and I merely shook my head as he stood directly in front of me.

With an evil plan, I grinned.
What was the reason behind his refusal to accept his feelings if he did not want us to act formally?What made him push me away?

"Rehmat, what is wrong with you?why don't you stay away from me?I am not who you believe me to be, and my life is just a mess." It hurt to see him like this, so lost and hurt, and even though he spoke a little harshly, there was a lot of pain and hurt in his voice.
"What if everything goes wrong?" I prodded him in the chest and asked in a raised voice.

"We can fix it together because it is messed up; can not you even comprehend us using basic logic?" I inquired.
What should I do about this guy who is causing me pain and will not let me in?

"How about me?"Who am I to you?" I asked him but then I realized my question and just shut my mouth immediately.
I wanted to know his sincere answer, so I can at least know where we are standing, status of our relationship .

"I can't answer you that because my one answer will change everything it will not work out well," he said in low voice and then there was silence none of us uttered another word and we just stared at each other, none of us breaking eye contact, he was stubborn so was I?

"Can you see me with someone elsee?should I just say yes to any stranger who sends proposal?" I asked him and he moved away and stood at a bit distant shaking his head his hands folded tightly.
He can't even see me with someone else and he's talking to ally nonsense. I feel like smacking his head and putting some sense into that thick head of his.
If its worth fight for it, if it's meant for you no one can snatch it from you.

"Answer me damn it, I want to know can you see me with someone else?" I questioned and I stood there waiting for reply as this time we will talk it out.
Instead of answering me he asked me another question.
"Why are you making things difficult ?" He asked me instead of answering. I know am pushing it but its worth I know it and everyone else until he will admit. Sometimes it's worth waiting for yeah? what should I do? Sometimes it's so confusing.

"I have done so much evil deeds I need to set my mind, focus back to my religion," he started explaining all that so what if he did all wring deeds he asked forgiveness also.

"I also did so much wrong to my own loved ones we both were wrong to Zainab yet theyvrorgsve us, we can always move on from past now answer my question," I said calmly.
"I asked you a simple question and am waiting for an answer," I said stubbornly. Let's see who will win? Will it be him or me?
I crossed my arms across my chest and waited for his reply. I won't move away until we sort it out it's either together or not.
Why so much hatred?

Isn't he tired or bottling up his feelings, blaming himself?hurting both of us?

Who so much closed off?
Why can't I melt his cold heart?
How long has he been hurting?
Why can't he let me in?past has always been haunting him but now am there, I want to help him.
People keep distance to avoid heartache. No one trusted nowadays.
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