One day you will be thankful of doors Allah closed for you and guided you through HIS ways. Happened with me many times. Always be thankful.

After 4weeks.

Mrs Rehmat.
From single to married Alhamdulillah it has been weeks since we got married and everything has been going smoothly apart from mood swings of my dear husband.

Something has been troubling him, I know it, but he shuts me out completely and sits in the study for hours and hours with pretence of work. As if I will let him do that

Enough is enough am neither a child nor a wife that just sits and weeps her until her eyes are puffy we are married . am strong and I will face him whatever his reaction would be I won't mind.

"Be brave Rehmat," I told myself and walked extremely slowly to his office, was I making right decision?should I back away? ah

"Come in," I heard his weak rough voice, did he know it was me?

"What are you doing all alone?leaving your poor wife also alone?" I asked him in a flat tone without any teasingness or moving next to him, I stood at a good distance, serves him right for avoiding me.

"I missed you," I whispered honestly while moving next to him and I felt his shoulders stiffen, what was wrong with him? I frowned, this wasn't same man who I met some weeks ago.

He didn't even glance my way and tears started streaming but I brushed them, I loved him too much to let him go or suffer alone, I can't see him in pain.

"What's bothering you?" I asked him while I intertwined our fingers the man didn't even move he just stared at me as if I had grown two heads.

"You are behaving as if I am some stranger," I informed him in a paint voice.

"You are not a stranger but my wife," he said firmly and I just shook my head.

"Then behave like my husband, stop pushing me away whenever it is your parent's death anniversary or whatever," I advised him bluntly my words sounded harsh but needed to know I will support him fully.

"Someone has become feisty," he teased and my eyes widened and I don't know where all courage came from and I said it but I shut my mouth immediately , this billionaire was showing me only me his other side and turning me like him.

"Learnt from you," I told him and he raised his brow, damn he was one handsome billionaire.

The day he came at the beach I knew I was in the danger zone, my heart was captured.

"Please pray with me," I pleaded him but he didn't utter any other word, I knee he went through so much Arhan, his parents passed away then other family took him in, they too didn't last long my heart ached for him, I just can't see him in pain or darkness or drowning in work without taking care of himself.

I knew he stopped praying, praying for anything.

"Please," I pouted but he was just lost in thoughts.

"My duas are never answered," he said in a sad tone, no! his one dua was answered I knew he had told Zahid once and I overheard.

"I heard your one dua was answered and you can start by thanking Allah," I told him to see his reaction and he looked away.

"I don't know what you are talking about," he denied that his dua was me damn him always bringing worst side of me.

I will make him admit it.

"Didn't you ask Almighty for life partner?" I said in a low voice and his eyes widened in surprise.

"I never prayed but I was just blessed," he said without realising he's as admitting slowly.

"Blessed by Allah," I told him.

"You woman will make me admit it now go I have some work," he removed his and from mine but I just shut his laptop and he glared at me.

"What do you want? I have so much work," he said while opening laptop but I just shut it again and glared at him, I will become mad one day.

"I can't sleep without you," I told him boldly and regretted since my words came out wrongly he must have taken it the other way round.

"I meant just sleeping nothing else," I tried defending myself but he moved closer while I moved backwards until I hit his desk.

"What are you doing?move back," I warned him by he just smirked he was carefree and in playful mode, then his facial expression changed to dark one really blank no emotion in his eyes, ya Allah no!he remembered what he had done in past I knew everything about him.

"Stay away from me I will only harm you," he said while he strode towards his paperwork.

"Remember what I did with Zainab?am monster now stay away we will become but no touching," he said and his words cut my heart in to million pieces.

"Stop!stop reminding yourself of past because you have changed, you need to pray to remove guilt, when you pray you will feel relieved, please Hamza stop torturing yourself and let's start afresh," I pleaded him I moved closer to him again and hugged him tightly.

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