(The song in the bar is not a Selena Gomez [Jenine] song, but is's a Taylor Swift song, so just imagine Jenine singing T-swift's song, hope you enjoy the chapter and I said I was gonna finish and publish the chapter in the right time. By the way, this was meant to be sung by Taylor Swift, but then you wouldn't be able to watch it, so I choose Megan Nicole's cover of the song, and it's okay since she has a fantastic voice as well)

Luna [special chapter]

Jenine stared at me with a glaze that says it all ,frustration, confusion, angry, guilt and sorrow. That is when it hit me, Jenine's mother is death, like mine. I remember two years ago when she was taken away from me, but I know we will reunite again. I miss her though, but I'm not depressed like most kids would be, I'm happy.I just met my long lost cousin and I know things will be great from now on. 

"What?", she repeated again, this time with more confusion.

"You are my cousin", I answer instantly. This time her face drop in shock. Her eyes just freeze and it's like her breathing stop for a moment.

"Oh", is all she manage to say after a long while.

Then I leave the compartment without any excuse, but I don't think she minded. She need time alone. In the train's corridor I hear a light hiccup from two compartments, from Jenine's. I knock the door lightly, not sure if the person hear it. I'm pretty sure it's Draco Malfoy, Jenine's boyfriend. Maybe I can play cupid for once.

"Go away whoever you are", Draco Malfoy shout at me from the other side of the door.

I decide to not listen and just walk straight in the compartment, Draco's sitting in the darkest corner of the compartment. He's not even bothering to force me out, he looks even worst than Jenine. His hair that's probably normally platinum blonde, it is rather greasy looking and seems darker than platinum. He hides so I can't see his eyes, but I'm sure he's crying and his eyes are bloodshot.

"Listen, Jenine needs you, she's looking as bad as you", I say while staring at the boy who looks broken. Then I leave to go to Jenine again.

When I enters the compartment I expected, a crying Jenine, but what I find surprise me, Jenine is singing.

Draco

I wonder who the girl who entered ,and told me that Jenine looked almost as bad as me. Does that mean I broke her hearth? Oh no! What have I done. I can't have broken hard hearthed Jenine Black, can I? I mean she's strong and I'm the opposite. Not like her, not at all actually. Then the Hiccuping and terrible sobbing start again. I know I should probably have check to see if Jenine is okay, or broken like I am, but I am infact a coward and I don't really want to see her right now, she did break me after all. How could she choose stupid Potter over me? I can't believe it. The lump in my through is tightening and the lump in my stomach becomes almost unbearable. 
So I do the only thing that seems reasonable at the moment, I cry all the negative emotions out. How did I even get in this situation?, great! Then I hear a voice as soft and melodic as butter. What? I only hear single words of it, "Are never...getting...together". Okay, who the hell have broken up? Potter and his girlfriend? That would be entertaining to watch I must admit.

Someone knocks on the door, how does I look? I probably have red spots all around my face and my eyes are probably bloodshot. Oh no!!! I can't let people see that I've been crying, do you have any any idea how it would affect my social status, crying because a girl. But Jen's not just a girl. A hiccup are on its way as I think her name, but I try to breath through my nostrils, slow and carefully. If only there was any way I could have made myself look more like a man than a crying baby. Wish I was her and just make me look better, she always manage it.

"Who it it", I ask after a few seconds of trying to calm myself, it doesn't work as successfully as I hoped, but it will do. Now can I at least look like the normal I-don't-care Draco, if only for some minutes.  

"It's me Dray", I hear a deadly voice that I absolutely hate, Pansy.

"Go away Pansy, we don't want to be bothered by you again", I lie as hare as I can, there's no one else here, but maybe if Pansy think that she's here, she will go. If only Pansy hasn't seen her already, or my plan will be blown away before it can even be a plan. 

"We? You and you're ex Jenine?", Pansy asks. The word ex burns through me, just like Pansy knew it would.

"That's not your business", I try to make her forget ,the rode she's going down.

There's silence for a moment ,and in that moment I let the anger fill me instead of the unbearable pain. 

"Maybe not, but I know for a fact that Jenine isn't with you, cuz she's singing in some compartment", Pansy spill out, enjoying that I lied. Wait!, Jenine's singing, I've only heard her sing once and that was only for a brief second and I know it was beautiful. I must hear this, so I breath deep once and walk out of the compartment. The sound fills me with Joy so along with a few others I've never seen before, I walk into the compartment.

" ♫♪ (music lyrics)

Oooh we called it off again last night, 

but Oooh, this time I'm telling you, 

I'm telling you.

We are never ever ever getting back together,

We are never ever ever getting back together.

You go talk to your friends talk, 

and my friends talk to me.

But we are never ever ever ever getting back to together.

Like ever 

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights

And me, falling for a screaming that I'm right.

And you will hide away and find your piece of mind with some indie record, 

that's so much cooler than mine.

Oooh, you called me up again tonight 

But Oooh, 

this time

I'm telling you, 

I'm telling you.

We are never ever ever getting back together,

cuz we are never ever ever getting back together.

You go talk to your friends talk,

and my friends talk to me.

But, we are never ever ever ever getting back together.

Ooo...

I used to think that we were forever ever ever

And  I used to say never say never.

We are never ever ever getting back together

We are never ever ever getting back together  

You go talk to your friends talk,

and my friends talk to me.

But, we are never ever ever ever getting back together.

We, oooh, oooh, not back together, we

Oh, getting back together.

You go talk to your friends talk.

And my friend talk to me.

But we are never ever ever ever getting back together". ♫♪

As she sings it doesn't seem like she has noticed anyone, she just sits in her seat and just stares in mid air while singing the beautiful song. Her voice is melodic and a beautiful sound in my ears, her voice is like new rain, that falls. When the song is finally finished she looks up and her eyes locks with mine. Her eyes holds a million emotions such as guilt, sadness, pain, confusion and even love? Why are she feeling love? And a more important question, what the hell is happening? I don't understand it, but then all out a sudden she shouts one thing, "We are never ever ever getting back together!". I just stare at her dumbfounded as server stages of her anger, angry, where her checks are slightly pink and she looks at me with a disappointed like expression. The second stage is her being mad, where her knuckles is turning white. And her check turn one shade darker pink. Then she stares at me with a expression that says furious. I can't see her breathing anymore, and her knuckles are compleatly white now and I know she's totally furious. The next stage is the most frightening one, it's the one where she just whispers one word with her voice low and her entire body shakes. She whispers, "Don't ever talk to me again". It's deathly and so full of hatered. Her glaze holda only two emotions, hate and love? How can someone possibly mix two emotions together like a mix?

That does it, I shout back at her despite the fact that my hearth is shattered in a milion pieces. "What did I ever do to you?", I blow up in her face. I know perfectly well what I did, but she must know deep down I just lied, right? I breath slowly through my nostrils to not break down infront of her.

She just looks at me and the scene we have made. Everyone is just staring back and fort between the pair of us. To say that we have made quite a scene ,is a understatement. Her expression is still the same, but slightly different, her eyes is blak and show no feelings, damn she's good.

Jenine

What am I gonna answer to Draco's question? What did he do to me, bloody hell he knows it. I'm filled with confusion, hatred and love at the moment. Like I said before I can never ever hate him. I don't know what made me say that we are never ever getting back together, cuz I want to be with him even if it means that I die. I swear I love Draco Malfoy, but the saddest thing is that I love him, but he don't love me. As the thought hit me, my stomach crumbles to s little ball. His facial expression tells me that he demands an answer and an answer he's gonna get. I try to calm myself and prepare myself for what I'm gonna say next, take it calm and talk, but things doesn't exactly go as planned so my feelings get mixed up and yet again I blown up in his face.

"What you did?", I shout in an hysterical tone and drop the emotionless mask I've put on and show my my true feelings, the pain.
"You made me fucking love you, just to break my hearth into tons of pieces that can never mend, that's what you did", I continue. He looks at me with a glaze mixed with worry, anger and pain, but unfortunately no evidence of thing I really want to see, love. The well of tears I've hold back almost drop, just almost, cuz they don't, I am Jenine Black after all.

He stare at me for something that seem like hours and last he questions, "How could I break your hearth when you broke mine, this is so over!!!". His stare is so full of anger, his knuckles is white as bones and his glaze has no evidence of care at all. Did he just fucking break up with me. How dare he? I'm the one to break up with him, not the opposite. I can't believe he just did that. Draco Malfoy, games on.

"A pleasure to break up with you, now I don't have to pretend that you're a strong "man", when in reality you are just a cry baby who faint at the sight of blood", I spit out, don't look at me like that, he started it. He sends me one look that's full of hurt and all I want to do is stop him from going from me when he just walks away with tears in the corner of his eye. Oh god!, what have I just done? Slytherins high five me for Draco's defeat, when all I want to do is stake myself in the chest for being so motherfucking stupid. I don't really feel like talking to all these people I don't particularly like, so they congratulate me one more time and leave to their own compartments. Only Luna is left when I lock the door and just stare into mid air. 

"Great song", Luna compliments from her own world, after a while. She don't even look at me,but I know the compliment is genuinely. She may be a bit odd, but she is infact my cousin and probably the only family I have left.  So maybe I can live with a little bit odd. I and Luna doesn't resemble each other at all, not at all.  While my hair is black, her is platinum blonde, I want blonde hair. Sure I can change it with magic, but it's not just the same. She's pretty, but I'm not gonna go down the she-is-so-pretty-I'm-not-rode-again. Yes, again. It was like that with Tibby, she was so beautiful and she was my role model for a very long time, but you know what happened so I will not go down that rode again to tell you, to many painful memories. 

"You kind of sounds like my mother", Luna continues after a while that I almost forgot her presence as the memories of Tibby clouds my mind. Her hair was red, fierce red and she was my everything. My friend, bestfriend and mentor, to say that I was jealous of her is an understatement. I used to wish I was her, but now I'm grateful I'm not. Being with Luna has made me realize that sometimes silence is all you need. 

Luna's compliment affects me more than I like, it calms me, but it's not true. I Jenine Black can't be depended of someone. I won't let that happen again, not this time. This time I don't cry, I simply just let the pain, guilt and sorrow consume me. As bad as it sounds it's what I do and it helps a lot. Luna doesn't say anything either, we just sit there in silence, in our own worlds. 

When the train stops, we have already changed into our school robes without a world, but it's not uncomfortable silence with her, it's rather pleasing and nice. We aboard the train quickly and Lune walk to Hagrid to the first year, while I follow the rest of the students  except for the first years. I walk from the station and up to some carriages pulled by weird creatures with a large bone-like body, their faces are like a dragons and their eyes are white, without pupils. They look like death itself, but they looks surprisingly comforting and they attract me in a weird way. As people walk into the carries, four and four at a time, I just stand there dumbfounded, like a lost puppy. 

Draco

"Are you fucking stupid?", Blaise asks. How dare he say that?

"How dare you say that?, you are if you dare to say that to me", I insult him angry.

Blaise just looks at me with worry and then he looks mad at me and says, "I say that you because you broke up with your one true love infront of everyone, and don't say that she's not your one true love, cuz you and both know that's true", he tells me in a tone of complete honesty. Damn it!, he's right. I and Blaise isn't friends as he keeps to himself most of the time, but we do tolerate each other and sit with each other during lunch.

Then he walks away without a single word. I looks at Jenine who looks fascinated about something, I look the way she's looking and I can only see the carriages. Maybe she's becoming like the girl she sat with on the train, distant. Hope not, cuz I miss her and I don't want a distant Jenine. She walks on the carriage and I quickly follow to get on the same. As I walk on the carriage I expect her to look at me, but it doesn't seem like she notice me at all as she has a a dreamily look when she stares infront of her in mid air. It's like she looks at something in her own world that I can't see. I wish I could though. 

I do not try to talk or interrupt Jenine because that would be suicide, I do not have a wish to die. Cuz I wanna be with the girl of my dreams, no matter what it takes. Jenine is mine, somehow I know's true, no matter how much we fight.

When she finally does notice me the first emotion she shows is shock, then there's guilt, then anger and lastly there's pain. I've never seen her in so much pain before, her shoulder tense and her eyes have a look that only says sorrow. She's in deep, deep pain for a couple of moments, until I spot the castle. The beautiful castle that is my second home. 

When she finally speaks the mighty and all powerful Jenine Black only says one thing, "I'm so sorry".

Then it's like time stops. Everything around us seems to go perfectly, but the two of us is only looking at each other. All I want to do is to forgive her, so I reply "It's okay, so does it means that we are back together?". As frightful it is to pres out of my mind, I does it anyways, cuz the though of loosing her is way more scary. She has the expression of a inner fight going inside of her, like one side of her wants to, but the other does not. Why doesn't part of her want to be with me?, I mean it's like we are meant to be with each other, as cheesy as it sounds. I wanna be with her, easy as that.

After a few minutes in our time bobble she finally answer and it's are far from the answer I hoped and thought it would be, "My entire being screams yes, the mate part of me, but the other part of me says no, also the mate part. As much as I want to be with you, I can't bear to see the hurt on your face one more time. You will only get hurt by staying with me". What? 

Then our personal time bobble cracks and out goes she and left are I, alone.  

I know some of you wanted Jenine and Draco to stay together, but what can I say? X), I couldn't resist the temptation. Sorry, not sorry, hahah