I can't breathe
There's not enough air
All I feel is hate and pain
It consumes me everywhere
My body aches
And my heart breaks
With every word I hear
The ones I whisper to myself
When I think no one is around to hear
I feel sick
The bile stings my throat
As I think of everytime I've been left alone
Been forgotten or left behind
Because I'm not important enough
For them to stay behind
As I think of mistakes
That never leave my mind
Everytime I'm a disappointment
Which is every single day
How I'm never good enough
Despite giving my everything
Faking my smile
Just to get me through the day
Then crying myself to sleep
Because I hate everything I ever am
Finally I close my eyes
And hope not to wake.