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(Chapter one)

Sometimes,
The world crumbles around me.
I'll be fine and then I won't be.
Just like that.
That quickly, my entire life changes.
I become engulfed in this storm raging inside my mind.
I forget how to smile, how to laugh.
All I know is that I'm not okay.
I'm not okay at all.
All I know is that the pain in my head somehow becomes the pain in my body.
My muscles ache and my limbs become weak and heavy.
My mind spinning a thousand thoughts into one single moment of emptiness, and yet I keep it to myself.
A secret kept to the grave.
Fear takes over and silence ensues.
My struggles are my own, not the career of others.
Why burden anyone with pointless shit that even I can't make sense of?
So I just lay here alone.

This body is a coffin and I'm buried alive.