Ch.3: Personal Reasons
"So, one dot and a line is 'A' and a line and three dots is 'B'."
You had spent some time with Bumblebee to realize he was speaking in Morse code. You weren't fluent but you thought that studying and learning it should help you become more proficient.
The base is quieter than usual. Everyone but Ratchet was out on a mission to gather Energon. He is always working, you haven't seen him take a break from his enormous computer or what you assumed to be one. That's what you called it because you couldn't find a better word to describe it. Probably a Cybertronian data screen was a better option.
"So, have you found out the function of the ancient relic?"
You walk towards him on the platform. He didn't spare you a single second and kept typing.
"No, but I believe is part of something bigger," Ratchet says as he seems to be reading a scan. "A map may be."
"Interesting," you try to peak on his screen although you know that you won't understand any of it.
"When I was looking over the codes, it didn't say anything about a map. Although I haven't checked the rest of the documents for more information."
"How was a human like you able to decipher ancient codes that led to Cybertronian relics?
You didn't like the sound of the voice, as it belittled you. Thinking about it for two seconds, you decided to give it a pass. You didn't know if he asked out of genuine curiosity or because he was trying to satisfy his superiority complex.
"I don't read Cybertronian but there were some pictures I was able to figure out. After that, it wasn't that difficult really," you remember seeing a few paintings and historical places on the documents provided to you by your government insider. All of them have an inner message related to space.
"But it's understandable if a Cybertronian can't figure it out. The codes are centered on Earth's nearby celestial bodies. You know, like stars, constellations, comets, meteors, planets."
"That's ... interesting," his tone simulates yours. "If these are Cybertronian relics then why made the codes for something only humans can understand?"
"Well, maybe what we are looking for is not meant to be found by the transformers."
"Maybe, but we should find all the relics before jumping to conclusions," he finally, turns to look at you. A sign to tell you that what he is saying is important. "And find them quickly before the Decepticons find out what we are doing."
"Then we should head out soon."
"This would be easier if the ground bridge was working," Ratchet turns to look at his side. You follow, noticing an arc made of metal. It didn't look like much but according to the doctor bot, it allows travel through the entire Earth in seconds.
"But I've been having trouble trying to fix it."
"At this point, I'll just have to fly myself out there."
"Wait, you can fly?"
He asks with such more genuineness that you find it adorable.
"I mean as taking an airplane."
Ratchet vents heavily, he was disappointed at your answer.
"Well, meanwhile I try to work on the ground bridge. Maybe you can head out with the rest to the second closet location from here."
On the data-screen, a location appears. A relic seems to be inside the Big Bend National Park in Texas. It will take roughly a day to get to oil land.
"Just let me know so I can ask for a few days off work. Although I wish I could help more."
You were never one to stay still in one place. Especially when you see Ratchet working so relentlessly and everyone is out there probably fighting the bad guys.
"If you want to be more efficient, why don't you quit your job and stay here?"
How easy would that be? To just give up and live a life full of excitement and adventures with the Autobots. But you had a rare sense of justice. Within you, it was your duty to tell the truth to the people. They were the lie and you had to expose them. And of course ... getting a little praise on the way.
"Because I need money to buy food. I'll die if I don't eat."
This was also true. It would be hard for him to believe you if you weren't being fully honest.
"If your kind needs 'food' to survive ... Why do you need to work to gain it? Shouldn't it be easily accessible? Free perhaps?"
"Yes, but our civilization is not as advanced with such concepts," you loved changing topics and also seeing the perspective of humans in another species' eyes ... or better say optics.
"How barbaric," Ratchet intonates his voice, it was rather comical to you.
"Agreed."
After a few minutes, you hear the sound of car engines approaching. You look at where the sound is coming from and certainly, the Autobots started showing up.
They transform back to their normal form, standing tall and well beyond 30 feet. You see them more often now but you are still fascinated by them.
Everyone gives you a look, acknowledging your presence.
"How was it?" Ratchet asks. He sees them coming in empty-handed and has already expected an answer. But he asked for more details than results.
"We couldn't find anything," Bulkhead's voice is tired. You didn't even know how that was possible, supposing the machines don't get tired. But you have to remind yourself that they are living creatures. Not things.
"We are running out of Energon reserves."
"What about you? Please tell us some good news," Arcee asks as she looks over to Ratchet.
"Tragically, I have none," Ratchet says, taking the time to step aside from his work to talk to the group. "The groundbringe still needs to be worked on."
Everyone waited for Optimus' orders. After a few moments, he speaks.
"Due that we are low on Energon reserves, (Y/N) and I will search for the next relic. Everyone else shall stay here and continue on the search for Energon."
"The closest relic is one day away," Ratchet looks at his data-screen where a blue dot stands out on the map. "So we better find some Energon by the time you come back."
"I am counting on you."
The Autobots don't say a word. They never needed to in order to understand each other. They can't fail.
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You type furiously on your computer as Optimus keeps driving. The are a few bumps on the road, the movement makes your screen shake. It made writing and reading difficult. Your head is starting to hurt for staring too long at the screen but you can't stop.
"You seem distracted."
Optimus voice interrupts your process but you don't take off your eyes from the screen.
"I asked four days off work to come. I've been missing a lot and the only way they would approve my PTO is if I finish two scripts and upload it by tonight."
The next relic should be found in Texas, which is around a day from Nevada without stopping. Yet, you are a bit worried about the bot. You don't know if Optimus gets tired and you wanted to suggest resting somewhere in the woods so he could rest ... or re-charge.
"If you so wished, you could have stayed at the base. You didn't have to come."
He is right. The coordinates of the relic had already been figured out.
"And become more useless than I already am?" you proofread your script. See a couple of mistakes and a few sentences that didn't sound right. You quickly click on the back-space, deleting your previous work. Who would have thought that writing about a grandma turning one hundred could be so difficult?
"Besides, trucks have stops and inspections. What will the transportation officers say when they see an 18-wheeler driving by itself?"
You were so engrossed that Optimus' silence went unnoticed. As you finished writing your script and clicking on the period key, you looked up and noticed the road in front of you. It's starting to get dark. Then you turn to look to the co-pilot seat.
There, you find a young man around your age. Dark blue hair, ocean-eyes. Wearing a white shirt with a denim jacket. He doesn't smile but stares intensely at you.
You scream and throw your computer at him.
"PRIME THERE IS AN UGLY MAN INSIDE!"
The man caught the computer and looks at you with a confused face.
"This is my human hologram form," Optimus says, putting a hand on his chest. You were so used to hearing his voice on his robot or car form that watching it coming from a human version feels strange. "This is the form I use in case I am stopped by the authorities."
You reach out a hand, thinking your hand would go through him. It was not the case as you touched his shoulder. Grasping it so tightly, the clothes felt real. He almost did. But he feels cold and doesn't breathe. His chest nor shoulders move up and down. And his posture is too straight to be that of a human.
This once again reminded you that Cybertronian technology was millions ahead compared to Earth's which was primitive. To them, this was a simple 'hologram' because there wasn't a better word for your species to understand it. To you, this kind of technology was just beyond comprehension.
"If you have this hologram then why keep using cars as a disguise? Wouldn't this be a better way to blend in with our civilization?"
You reach out to take your laptop and take it from the grasp of the hologram quickly. Somehow you trusted Optimus' robotic version more than this hologram man.
"We can only use these holograms within 100 meters of our actual being," Optimus says. "Or if we have someone or something with a transmitter being kept at a close distance."
"I see," you give the hologram a stinky eye and Optimus wonders the reason behind your cold demeanor towards him. "Can you put him back? I like you much more as you actually are."
In the blink of an eye, the hologram disappears and you feel relieved. You didn't notice it but you feel the air of the vents touch your cheeks more strongly.
You were about to go back to work when you heard your stomach make embarrassing sounds. You were hungry, you hadn't eaten all day.
"Hey, Prime, can we make a stop?"
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The gas station wasn't the nicest. It smells like piss. But there were burritos and against your lack of better judgment and hunger, you decide to buy one with egg filling. You looked around the store and bought some car stuff just in case Optimus was hungry. He couldn't possibly just drink Energon ... right?
You walk with a plastic bag and a burrito in hand. Opening the door to get inside Optimus' vehicle form. You close the door so no one can hear you talking to 'yourself.'
"Did you find everything you needed?" Optimus asks, anxious to get back on the road.
"Yes, and I also brought you some stuff."
Carelessly, you move the plastic bag upside down, the items falling down on the co-pilot seat.
"I got you oil from all kinds of brands." You also bought a lemon car air freshener. You stood up from your seat and put it in Optimus' rear mirror. "Pick your poison."
You sit back down while taking a big bite of your burrito.
"My apologies but if I were to drink oil, it would impair my ability to drive."
"How? I thought oil was good for cars," you chew into the food, tasting the egg and something else. Another ingredient you didn't ask for.
"Oil is good for maintenance but if we drink large quantities of it, our processor can become disoriented and there can be certain impairment in some functions-"
As Optimus continues talking, you spit the food in your mouth into your hand. On it, you could see scrambled eggs and pieces of steak. Steak that was still too pink for your liking and could still taste the blood on your tongue.
You open Optimus' door and run to the nearest trashcan. Vomiting what you just had and the entire of yesterday's dinner. It wasn't just that the food disgusted you, but the memories that were brought back were still too present. The smell of burned skin. It's as if you've gone back there. The screams, the death, the blood ... The blood in your hands was still too real for it not to affect you.
All the while, the Autobot leader watched, concerned for your safety and most importantly curious about what could make someone like you falter in such ways.
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Optimus didn't want to stop, he tried to hide his disappointment but you just knew he was.
He stopped somewhere in the middle of the woods. There was enough space for him to mass-shift back into his regular size. You saw him stretch and move around, it must feel nice to rest after a whole day of driving.
He watched you as you meticulously built up a small bonfire for you. Pulling a 'camping bed roll' and laying it on the grass. You could feel his optics on you. He doesn't even try to hide it. Staring was rude on Earth but you doubted the same thing applied on Cybertron.
"If you want to say something, say it already."
You finished smoking a cigarette and threw the rest of the butt into the bonfire. Sitting on your camping bed, you had also bought a few crackers, chocolate and marshmallows to make s'mores.
"I do not wish for my words to cause you discomfort."
Prime sits a few meters away from you. His back rested against a large trunk tree.
"It causes me discomfort that you keep looking at me," you also didn't want to talk about what happened but you knew Optimus would always think about it every time he saw you. The thought annoyed you, you didn't want him to see you as weak. "You may be a bot but I can tell by your ... Optics that you want to ask something."
Your eyes lay on him. There is a stern expression. Of concern? Curiosity? Pity? All of them three? You couldn't tell and it bothered you.
"Let me guess, it's about me throwing up the burrito right?" you inwardly laugh. Now that you look back, it was so stupid.
"You must be thinking, what kind of person vomits because of a gas station burrito?"
"But it's more common than you think!" you already had a lie planned out. You weren't stupid enough to tell the truth. You didn't trust him. "It just tasted really bad and I don't eat meat. Made me lose my appetite."
To have PTSD because of a steak burrito was not on your to-do list for today. It was ridiculous and stupid. You can usually stand it when you see raw meat but having a taste of it is completely different. You feel pathetic for letting Optimus see you that way.
"I thought most humans enjoyed meat and other types of protein," he wasn't going to let go of the subject too easily. "Why are you different from them?"
"... Personal reasons?"
You didn't think he would care enough to ask any further.
"Personal ... reasons?" he asks, there is confusion in his tone.
"Yes."
"I don't think I understand."
"Well, it's kinda like," you look around and from your marshmallow bag, you take out two marshmallows. "Let's say you are dating someone and then you break up with them."
You move the marshmallows, pretending that they are people. Giving them life by creating a story of them. You put them together and then pull them apart, make them walk and fall.
"Then, I ask why you broke up the relationship and you say personal reasons"
You look up at the metal titan in front of you, he seems more amused by the marshmallows than what you are saying.
"That's like a cue for me to not ask any further questions because you are not ready or you don't want to talk about it," you throw one marshmallow into your mouth, enjoying the softness of it, "It's like a human social cue."
"What is dating?"
Questions and more questions. You would be annoyed but Optimus seems so genuinely curious that you couldn't deny him.
"Well, like," you try to look for the right words but explaining the concept of dating to an alien life was more complicated than you thought. "It's kinda like the time you spend with someone before deciding if you want to spend the rest of your life with them."
Optimus takes a few seconds to process your words.
"I see. Humans and Cybertronians differ on mating rituals."
You didn't like the word 'mating' since it was a term mostly used on animals. But now that you think about it, a robotic alien from a species that had evolved for millions of years may see you as an animal. Either that or he couldn't find a better word.
Nonetheless, the words made you question something. You look up and down at Optimus. Everything seems mechanical to you. Nothing 'natural' about him. But even so, you knew he was a biological begin.
"I hope I am not crossing the line but how exactly do Cybertronians ... reproduce?"
"Reproduce?"
You try to think of another word. From what you can see, Cybertronians don't have any reproductive organs, at least none you can see from the outside. The word 'reproduce' may be foreign to Optimus for that reason.
"As in create a new life?"
He takes a few seconds as if he were thinking of a simple way to explain things to you. You didn't feel offended, on the contrary, you could sympathize. It was difficult to explain to another species how humans work.
"On Cybertron, Sparkmates can build a Sparkling if they so wish. It is a very arduous process but after the construction is done, Primus may bestow a small part of the AllSpark into the transformer and so they come online."
A lot of those terms you didn't understand. But what you could conclude is that the process may be religious, more of a ritual than a natural phenomenon.
"It sounds complicated."
"It is a very hazardous, challenging and exhausting activity," Optimus says as he looks at you and then at the night sky. "But there's also beauty in it."
You take the freedom to look at him. He didn't have eyes as you know but his optics are expressive. Maybe it's the thing you liked the most about him. His optics never lied, it was easy to read and there is some logging in them that almost made you ...
"What about humans?" he looks back at you, unaware of your strange thoughts. "How do humans come to life?"
You look back at your ingredients. Picking up a marshmallow and a stick, you decided these two would be the characters of your story.
"Well, when a man and a woman really ... really love each other," you feel like you are explaining this to a kid but you try to make it as simple as possible.
"They become intimate," you put the stick inside the marshmallow. You take it out and put it in again, in a back-and-forth movement. After a few seconds, you look at Optimus who seems confused. You stop. Maybe you need to be more blunt with him, after all, he was a million-years-old alien robot. Embarrassment may not even be a concept to him.
"And nine months later a baby ... umm a very small human comes out of the woman's belly."
Optimus left the comfort of his seat to move closer to you. His faceplate was so close that you hear his vents and engines move. His optics showed such amusement that you would have allowed him to explore more of you just to satisfy his curiosity.
"Humans have the ability to create life?" Optimus looks at you with awe, his voice softer than usual. "You can give life to a sentient being, with emotions, dreams and hopes? Whenever you wish?"
"Well, I would need a partner first but yes."
After finally taking a deep look at you, he steps back and lays his back on the grass. Laying flat on the ground and having a front view of the night sky with its stars and moon.
"What a great power. Your gods must have certainly loved you to have given you such virtue."
Being able to reproduce another living being was a normal concept for humans. You never consider how difficult must it be for other alien species to conceive life. Especially for those that live millions of years. Humans have a short lifespan compared to that of a Cybertronian. There is no need for them to constantly be having children ... Or Sparklings as they say. Evolution had played them dirty, especially now. That's if they ever plan to repopulate their home planet.
"I wonder ... Since your kind has the ability to create life," Optimus speaks out loud although he seems to be talking to himself more than to you.
"If a Cybertronian and a human were to be intimate as you put it, would a new type of life be born?"
"I think it's more complicated than that-"
"How do your species become intimate?"
The marshmallow and stick explanation didn't work. You open your mouth just to close it again. It's not like it bothered you talking about sex but it wasn't like you were about to open up Pornhub and show Optimus a video. You just find it difficult to explain. It's not like you could say 'penis goes inside vagina' because Optimus would ask 'What is a penis? What is a vagina?'
Maybe it will be easier to explain it in his terms or in a way he can relate. You decide to ignore his question first in hopes that you can answer it later after he responds to you.
"How do Cybertronians become 'Sparkmates'?"
"Sparkmates are extremely rare. In my years I've only met five. There should be more but the war has lasted many eons and there are few of us now," the more Optimus talks, the more you realize that he isn't the quiet type at all. The right questions always make him talk.
"From what I've heard and read, Sparkmates could recognize one another and immediately Sparkbond as a sign of affection."
"Sparkbond?"
"A sacred ritual only reserved for Sparkmates. It is taboo for Cybertronians who weren't Sparkmates to Sparkbond," he continues to talk. You wonder if he is talking because he enjoys it or because he doesn't want to be rude and tell you to shut up.
"But myths say that it is ... an indescribable experience. Even if I wanted to share this information with you, I am unable to ."
"Interesting," you are relieved to know that you weren't the only one having trouble explaining relationships.
"Humans are not like that. We can become intimate whenever we want. Even if we don't love or have feelings for the person we are intimate with."
"Cybertronians also enjoy other means of intimacy," he says as you finally rest on your camp bed, laying flat, looking at the same night sky as Optimus and a belly full of smores. "Most enjoy it with a recreational means."
This sparks your curiosity.
"So ... What other ways can Cybertronians be intimate?
You don't look at him but wait for an answer that never comes.
"I am not certain if that's a proper subject to speak with a lady."
"Oh, come on!" you decide to share some human information, maybe that would encourage Optimus to speak more. "Humans really ... really enjoy intimacy. It gives us pleasure. We actually need to feel a lot of pleasure in order to conceive life. Is it the same for you guys?"
"We do possess the software and right circuits that allow us to process touch and pleasure."
By the way he doesn't dare to look at you, you can tell he is flustered. You are happy to know that Cybertronians can feel embarrassed. Maybe you two aren't so different after all.
"All Cybertronians have different tension points and if caressed properly then ..."
Optimus stops speaking for a few seconds. You don't know if its the archivist in him, with so much knowledge that it's begging to be shared. Or if it is the reporter in you that wants to know more than you somehow find a way to get the answers you need.
"Then?"
The leader of the Autobots stays silent, debating whether or not to proceed.
"I wish to not speak of this further."
"Please, Prime, continue! You were just getting to the good part!"
"Please respect my wishes."
"Fine, fine," you say, quickly thinking of a better question. "But tell me, have you ever been engaged in this type of recreational intimacy?
You pay attention to his faceplate and although he has no clear expression, you notice his cheeks become slightly blue.
"OH, YOU HAVE!" you didn't need an answer anymore, you knew. "Tell me, how was it?! Was she beautiful?"
"I wish to recharge now."
He doesn't deny it and this further proves your conclusion.
"Tell me, please! I am so curious now about alien sex."
"Sex?" his voice is genuinely curious. "What is that?"
"You know what, I suddenly became sleepy too," you put a small blanket over your body, no longer wanting to explain the whole act of human reproduction anymore.
"Let's call it a night shall we?"
"But I wish for you to tell me more about this sex you speak of."
You close your eyes, ignoring his request.
"Goodnight, Prime."
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Big Bend National Park in Texas probably has one of the best views of the Milky Way in the USA.
Ever since arriving on Earth, Optimus hasn't had the time to do any exploring as he would like. Free time is never really on his schedule but he finds himself enjoying this time with you.
You had expressed to him the desire to stay a couple more days. Deep down, he also wished he could relax and drive into the distance. He almost wanted to say yes but you had quickly interrupted him, saying that you had work and couldn't afford to lose any more days.
The two of you had to walk on top of a mountain. Mostly, he walked a couple of steps up while carrying you on his right servo.
Optimus looked around the area and then at the sky. He looked up while you looked down. He knows he should be paying more attention, especially when you insist on being the one to scratch the ground with a shovel. He had offered to do it but according to you, he was too brusque and might break the delicate artifact.
He wasn't so sure of that. But he assumed that you felt more inclined to offer your help because you didn't want to feel useless and he wasn't one to want to diminish your efforts.
"There is an ancient story about how the Milky Way formed."
Optimus was so concentrated on looking at the stars that he didn't notice that you had started shoveling.
"A very long time ago, a heavenly god had a beautiful daughter, a princess. She fell in love with a farmer. The farmer also loved the princess."
You continued to talk while shoveling, your voice was agitated and Optimus felt the need to do the job himself. But the last thing he wants is to make you feel unneeded.
"But the heavenly god did not approve of it so he cut off the sky in half. The farmer stayed on one side and the princess stayed on the other. They could never see each other again."
Still, your voice sounds excited. Is excavating that much fun to you? Or was it the story you were telling? Either way, he couldn't tell. But he enjoyed watching you do both.
"The princess would do nothing but cry. Seeing her sorrow, the heavenly god came to a conclusion."
Then, you had come to a stop. He seems some awkwardness in your face. Confusion and uneasiness. Something that is not very familiar to you. But you were pretending not to be.
"I am sorry, I am talking too much. This must be boring-"
He can't believe that he has been paying more attention to you than the story you were sharing with him. A sense of guilt and shame felt heavy on his spark. Was it the stars? Your strange body that he was so unknown to? Otherwise, Optimus can't understand why he would be so fascinated with the scene unfolding in front of him.
"No," he says, walking closer to you. He kneels to listen more closely. "Please, continue."
Seeing his interest, you continued with the last part of the story.
"He will allow his daughter to meet with the farmer once a year. On the seventh day of the seventh lunar month, a flock of magpies forms a bridge, allowing the lovers to reunite for a single day."
He waits for you to continue and then realizes that you have finished your story. With an ending he did not like.
"That god is cruel. Is there anything we can do to help?"
"It's not a real story," you stop shoveling for a second to look at him. Although the night is cold by human standards, you still manage to sweat. A condition that is extremely foreign to him but he finds it fascinating. The fact that you are able to produce a water-like substance out of your skin is astonishing.
"It's fiction. It gives us an explanation of how the Milky Way was created and it's about the message."
"It's a tragic tale with a tragic ending," he says abruptly, showing his clear distaste for the conclusion. "I do not understand the kind of morale this story is trying to convey."
You stand in front of him. His optics allowed him to study you. Your chest moves up and down. You blink constantly. Your hair moves with the wind and your face wrinkles when you talk. There's not a single part of your body that it's not expressive.
Little by little, Optimus understood why the human poets and artists were so enchanted by the beauty of the human body.
"I think it means that to love is to suffer and suffering can be beautiful."
By Primus, he could have sworn he felt a glitch in his spark. A feeling that lasted less than a millisecond but one he will crave for all of eternity.
"It's a part of life. You can't feel happy unless you experience sadness first," you go back to shoveling, the ground around you has become deeper. Optimus wonders how much longer you will last until you give up and finally ask him for help. He needs to help you.
"And besides the star-crossed lovers can still meet."
"Soon?"
You stop again to look at the watch in your hand. Then you go back to work.
"Right now actually."
Instinctively, Optimus looks up at the dark sky to see falling stars and comets. The milkway splits the black mantle of the night.
"I do not see any birds."
He hears a sound. Like a soft and strange melody, delicate but sweet. It's the first time he hears you laugh.
"Did I say something amusing?"
"Don't mind me. I am just indulging," you say, still giggling a little bit. "You know, the more I get to know you, the more I see why you would be popular with the ladies."
"I- Umm-"
He wants to say something, to say more of him. To share things that will make him look more ... capacitated.
"Prime! I think I found it! The relic!"
You use your hands to get rid of the dust of the white pot. Taking a step aside, Optimus is glad to finally help you.Using two of his digits, he pulls the white pot from the ground, easily. It's not big but rather heavy for you. He is surprised that something made for Cybertronians could be this small.
"Mission accomplished," he says. "Let's get back to base."
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The last thing you expected to see when you came back to base was to see three kids.
Well, two teenagers and one kid to be specific.
The Autobots had embarrassed looks on their face. Optimus was as unreadable as always. That made the situation even more uncomfortable.
"I departed for three days and returned to find ... small humans," Optimus observes the bots and the three other humans who look a bit scared. "Should I be concerned?"
Arcee steps in, knowing that she is the best to explain the situation.
"We were on a mission to retrieve Energon when we accidentally stumble upon the humans and they got tangled in our affairs with the Decepticons," Arcee says. "Agent Fowler was called and he gave us the order to guard these humans in the meantime."
Optimus stays silent.
"And the energon?"
"We now have enough stored for a couple of months."
He vents heavily and nods slightly.
"Very well then. I approve of Agent Fowler's decision."
Arcee then takes a step back and looks at the kids. She raises a servo, fully open. Not pointing but rather softly signaling.
"Jack, Raf, Miko," Arcee points to each of them for Optimus to learn their names, so do you. "Meet Optimus Prime, Leader of the Autobots."
"Hello."
"Hi."
"Hey."
Optimus kneels in front of the kids, taking a closer look at them. Memorizing their faces and names. Their appearances gave him a little hint of what their personalities would be like. He liked that, he wouldn't struggle too much to read them as compared to you.
"We have as well completed our mission smoothly," Optimus stands up and moves aside, leaving you exposed to the rest as you were kinda hiding behind his pedes. Next to you the relic that was safely stored inside the white pot.
"Old friend," now Optimus re-directs his attention to Ratchet. "Have you made any advances in discovering information about the relics?"
"No, tragically," Ratchet steps aside from his workstation to show the group the data he has collected so far about the first collected relic. "Good news is that Raf helped me fix the ground bridge so now we can collect the other relics across the globe."
"Very well then, the more pieces we have of this puzzle, the more we are closer to the truth-"
"Wait, is that (y/n) from Jasper TV News?"
Raf interrupts Optimus although there wasn't any malice from it. More curious than anything and excited.
You wave, still not liking the attention but you are not going to be mean about it.
"My mom is a fan of yours! She loves watching the news," Raf says as he gets closer to you. "Wait, what are you doing here?"
"I have my own shenanigans," you didn't want to tell the entire story, not wanting to divulge your bad behavior. "Long story short, I was in the wrong place, wrong time. Prime came to save me."
"So is Optimus like your robot guardian?"
"Guardian? Please, it's me the one who takes care of him."
You turn to look up at him, trying to tease him and get his approval.
"She does."
You weren't expecting him to answer but you are happy he played along.
"But I won't be here for a couple of days so maybe you three can take of him for me."
This time you look at the other two teens behind Raf who smile to greet you.
"Where will you be going?"
"Work," you say, your voice showing your clear disappointment. "Someone has to report the news and I haven't been attending to it lately."
You turn to face the Autobots.
"Now if it's not too much to ask ... can I get a ride back home?"
"I can take you home if so you wish," Optimus offers but you didn't want to bother him any longer.
"You've driven so much already, I think it's better if you rest."
Then, you hear beeping sounds. It was Bumblebee who had transformed into his vehicle form, opening the door for you to get in. You walk towards him, a bit excited to ride a nice-looking car.
"If you guys really need me, you can text me," you stand in front of the door, ready to hop in. "But besides that, I'll be drowning in work so please don't look for me."
There was some truth to that but you actually wanted some private time so you could write in your journal everything you learned on this trip. From the relic to Cybertronian reproduction. Everything was worth reporting.
"Goodbye, everyone!"
You raised your right hand, giving everyone a clear view of your palm. Waving your hand side to side. Bulkhead and the kids wave back to you while Arcee gives you an acknowledging look. Ratchet doesn't even bother, too indulged in his work and Optimus doesn't say a word.
You hop into Bumblebee as he closes the door.
Everyone watches as you and Bee head into the tunnel to leave the base.
Bulkhead and Arcee walked around the base and showed it to the kids. While Ratchet kept on with his work and Optimus just stared into the distance.
Although Ratchet was too focused on the screen in front of him, he could sense Optimus' presence still in the same room.
It was quiet and to Ratchet this was a bit strange. He looks at the back and finds Optimus still staring into the tunnel. His optics are heavy on him, that look on his friend's faceplate is not unknown to him but it's been eons ago since he saw it.
Optimus walks past the white pot uncarefully, making it spin, almost fall and break. He didn't seem to notice but Ratchet did.
"Did you see that?"
Ratchet asks pointing at the pot that thankfully did not shatter.
"Yes," Optimus says. "Her hands were damaged. Probably due to the excavation she did with the shovel. I should've had helped."
Optimus didn't see it before but your palms were swollen, pink and with a flew blisters and scratches. For a human with a soft skin like yours it must be painful to have.
"No, Optimus," Ratchet is now concerned. "The relic. Be careful."
Optimus looks at his side where the clay pot is extremely close to his pede. He took a few steps back, showing his clear confusion.
"My apologies, I'll be more careful."
Ratchet continues to look at the Autobot leader, wondering how or why he seems distracted. It's unaccustomed for a Prime to act in such ways but Ratchet couldn't completely be mad at him. He sometimes tends to forget that Optimus used to be more than a Prime and it was moments like this when he could see who Orion Pax used to be.
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Every day is harder for you to get out of bed but you remind yourself that you need to go work. Tragically, you are not rich nor have anything to your name just a car you were able to pay off. A reporter's salary isn't great but it's not bad either. Maybe if you worked hard enough you will be able to afford to buy a house. A very small one.
You got out of the house, make-up and outfit ready. You weren't one to wear make-up in the office but today you were going to be live on television, reporting an increase in illegal car racing. Not something you were particularly interested in but you would take that any day over-reporting insignificant lifestyle.
You get into your car, put the tote bag in the co-pilot seat and close the door. You take your bag again, making sure everything is in there. Laptop, make-up bag, cigarettes, lighter, wallet.
Your phone is missing.
You sigh heavily and take off the seat belt, trying to open the door only to realize you can't.
"Don't worry darling, whatever you need, you won't need it where we are heading."
And that's when you realize that this isn't your car.
Once again, you will be missing work.
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A/N: Slowburn who? I don't think Reader and Optimus have feelings for each other yet but rather is a fascination for each other species. I think both Reader and Optimus are curious by nature and I think that's why they get along well so far.
If I am completely honest, I am not sure how this story will continue. I just know how I want to end it but it's a matter to get there. Of course, I want to implement some ideas I've had for a while into the story but I want to make it as smoothly as possible without things feeling rushed or making it seem like things happened out of nowhere.
Although I feel like things have strangely improved between Reader and Optimus and it's just the third chapter. So I don't know, I'll see how this story progresses. I've written really long slowburn fanfics before but for some reason I only see this story being around 50k-60k words in total. Which for me, that's a rather short fic.
I definitely want to explore more of Optimus character and mostly importantly, I want him to be able to feel. He may never act upon his feelings but he still feels. Some emotions maybe unknown to him so he may lash or act in certain ways.
I still don't know if I want reader to fall in love first just for Optimus to reject her and through the story we see her moving on and improving as a person (cause reader still has a skewed way look at the world and she is lying to the autobots) and as she moves on and dates other people, Optimus realizes he loves her and he gets angry and annoyed because he starts to have ill feelings like jealousy, rage, confusion, uneasiness and he feels all of that because of you.
And of course one day he can't control it anymore and he angrily confesses your love for you under the rain? ( ok I might be making this part up haha)
But anyways, I think y'all get my point.
In the next chapter, I would also like to talk more about the reader and her past. I think she's rather interesting. Not bad but not good either. Her views about life changed and from being someone full of hope she became kinda pessimistic ... maybe Optimus can help her see the good side of life again.
Thank you again to anyone who took the time to read this chapter. I apologize for any mistakes but I don't really proofread since I don't have time. I wrote this while at work actually, haha.
Thank you and see you on the next chapter!
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