Hey guys.
Sorry that I didn't update in May but I didn't really have time since we had a bunch of tests and I wanted to upload the next chapter this week but I'm gonna be late again. Why?

My very, very good friend who I knew for almost a year is struggling because she says that everybody is being a jerk to her even tho she talks to them still. So she found self-harm a useful thing for forgetting that but I told her my experiences (it didn't help her) and it won't help her at all. We argued and she said that she had thought I could understand her. I can since I know the feeling when people treat you like trash at school but I ended up sobbing like a fucking mess and blaming me for being the person in every situation and we ended giving a break to each other but yesterday was a mess because of this.
Today we didn't speak a word to each other, it's happening again.

Sorry for this rant but things have been rough this year but I've been trying to help other people who have depression or just having a bad day but I'm used to get these.
At school I barely have any friends and others treat my like dirt: I'm there but they don't talk to me.
And I'm scared to talk to them because I overthink everything and I may have a little social anxiety.

But you guys... NEVER DO THIS TO YOURSELVES! YOU DESERVE TO LIVE AND BE HAPPY EVEN IF IT'S HARD AND LIFE IS A BITCH TO US! WE HAVE TO FIND OUR HAPPY/PEACE ZONES, THE THINGS THAT MAKE US HAPPY! I HAVE THESE LIKE YOUTUBE, MUSIC AND DANCE!
If you ever need to talk to someone even if you just had a bad day, I'm always here to talk don't be afraid to write!

See you guys soon!

(and for people who think crying is for the weak people then let me tell you that crying is normal. Don't be afraid to let it out if you're sad at home. Sometimes it helps, for me not really because after I cry every time I get a headache XD)