So what,
I don't care,
You didn't care until you found out.

You didn't until now,
Because
I am not,
Okay like you thought I was,

Maybe I didn't help by not telling you.

What you didn't notice,
Trust issues.
Unhappy with myself.
Scared to have friends,
To give trust,
To see you again,

After so long,
Holding it inside
Somehow that whole time,
I kept quiet too.