Chapter 51 (EDITED)

What a heavenly way to die.

"this isn't the only history that will repeat itself Amma," the moon goddess says and then the scene in front of me is gone again and we're in a small room with a desk in the middle.

"this takes place a year after you died," she says

"where are we?" I ask confused because we were in an office?

soon the doors open and in walks in Andrés followed by samael, Ibenez dave and Teivel. There was a wide open window behind the desk and it was daylight, Andrés and the others are in their human form..during the day?

that means that the curse is broken!

"The curse was broken the minute you two confessed your love for each other" the moon goddess smiles " even though you died, you freed the night-walkers"

" tonight we're going to this pack, they won't be suspecting anything so it would be quick" Andrés speaks " as usual we only spare the men, but only those who agree to join the pack"

"oh no" I whisper knowing where this is headed

"The curse is broken. Andrés has risen to the top, he has the strongest most feared pack in history once again" the moon goddess says

"on the downside, he is hurting because he's still not over your death" she adds

" is there a reason why you are showing me this?" I ask, tired of seeing nothing but darkness.

is this how the future is going to look like? if I choose to die, Andrés is going to be evil again and if I choose to live we will partly live a happy life until we have kids.

" it isn't over," the moon goddess says " after a while, Andrés is going to get over your death and start living for you.. I have already chosen a second mate for him when that happens"

my heart shatters at that, the part about Andrés having a second mate " wh- i don't know how to feel about that" I tell her honestly

"don't worry I picked the perfect girl for him, and in time his heart will starts to forget you and love her" the moon goddess dismisses

she waves her hand and we're standing in a field of green, there's a gravestone that read my name.

I spot Andrés walking towards me, he was holding hands with a red-haired girl. I can't help but cry, I know it's lame but he looked so happy with her. 

I wasn't crying because of that I was crying for me, I know what I have to do.

"Amma, it took me a very long time to get over what happened to you, my grief turned to violence. I killed so many innocent werewolves because I thought it didn't matter who died, the one person who deserved to live didn't get to.

then one night I met Zoe and slowly she found a way to my heart as you did, she taught me how to live without you, because of her I know that when you broke the curse you gave me a second chance. A second chance to live, I'm going to live for you, I know that you'd want that"

"please just turn it off or something" i sniffle " i know what i am going to do"

"what would that be?"

" if Andrés is okay and he is happy then I choose to die, I want to be with him more then anything but if dying will stop all the bad stuff happening then I am happy to die" I admit

if I do choose to live I would be putting Rosaleen in a position she doesn't deserve to be in, and Andrés will get another mate in time and he will be happy again so it's a win, win.

"Don't forget lycaon will awake from his sleep if you choose to live" the moon goddess adds

"yea and that-i can't... I can't just please make sure that he is happy" I beg her, that's the most important thing.

" are you sure?" the moon goddess asks

I nod " I am not scared to die," i tell her even though I was scared.

" Andrés does deserve happiness" the moon goddess nods in agreement. 

"that's why i chose you as his mate, that is why you're going to go back to him"

"what?"

the moon-goddess smiles " I was testing you, you passed"

again, what?...

" you two need each other, you are stronger when you are together and no matter what happens you need to understand that i am here playing on your side. With my help nothing is impossible, yes hard times are ahead of you but there will also be happy times.

you and Andrés will build a pack, a family, a home together where your kids will belong, where wolves who don't have a home will belong"

i couldn't believe it, she's going to let me live? why did she make me go through all those emotions!

I am just thankful.

" why are you helping me?" i ask her curious,

" I lost my mate and even after all these years there's a part of me that would do anything to get back to him, why do you think werewolves get mates?"

i shrug, i always thought because wolves mate for life and since we're basically wolves that applies to us too?

"I figured if i paired two people together there will be no heartbreak that they have to love each other no matter what, it's the way it's meant to be.

But love is very complicated, that's why every time a wolf rejects each other half, i grow weaker."

"i didn't know that" i admit

"i don't blame you, i was doomed from the start" the moon goddess smiles sadly " that's why when lycaon wakes, i'm going to stop him"

"wait, is that why you're letting me live?" i ask " so lycaon can wake up?"

"yes and no, there are still things you don't know, it will makes sense later in the future" she smiles and presses a finger on my temple " now it's time for you to go back, The bite has already started to heal you"

I wanted to wake up and see Andrés, when i go back to him i will never leave his side again.

" When you wake up, you won't remember any of this, you won't remember me, you won't remember what I showed you until we meet again"

"we will meet again?" I ask her

"yes darling, but not for a while" the moon goddess smiles 

"off you go now, take good care of my children" 

*

I wake up suddenly, my eyes open up and everything is in high definition, I can hear my mother voice, Ibenez voice, and some of the other Alphas.

They all buzz in my head and then my eyes dart to the window, they take in every ray of sunlight. I wonder what happened to the glass?

I was back in my room, I can't remember how I ended up here. The pounding of my heart picks up and my head starts to ache.

A nudge to my hip makes me jerk up, I look to my left to see Andrés head on my stomach, oh.. I didn't even realise he was here.

His face was turned towards me with his eyes closed,  that gives me a little time to look at him, he is so handsome I am seriously lucky to have him as my mate, as my alpha.

I observe his sharp jaw, and cheekbones, His dark brows were dashing, but currently furrowed in a frown. Even when he's sleeping he is frowning.

this is the first time I am seeing him sleep. I move to run my fingers through his raven thick locks only to realise that he was holding my hands in his.

I coo which makes the alpha stir then he opens his eyes, " Amma" he exhales sitting up " you're awake!

i nod " yea, i am.. what happened?"

Andrés licks his lips " you got hurt, I, I wasn't sure if the bite would heal you, I was starting to lose hope" he sighs squeezing my hand

"how long was I out for?" I ask feeling a big heaviness in my stomach, I feel like something big happened apart from me dying but I just can't remember it, I can't remember anything.

" three days" he answers

"I don't know what I would've done if I lost you" the alpha admits wrapping an arm around my shoulder and pulling up for a hug.

Despite the icky feeling in my stomach, butterflies flutter at the feeling of Andrés body pressed against mine.

we pull apart after a minute, Andrés stacks two pillows behind my back and helps me sit up, when i do he leans in and rests his forehead against mine smiling a little.

" i love you" he whispers

Authors Note:

yaaay amma's not dead!

thank you, everyone, who voted and left nice comments I hope you know that I really appreciate it! I already finished chapter 53, I have to do something for mum sp i will update it later.

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