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SheHeer's POV ;) :D

Chappy is too short but.....ub se bus short short updates he milen ge yar, cant write much on the lappy in a single go :(

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CHAPTER 37: YOU ARE MY RESPONSIBILITY

HEER'S POV

"Ji Hello! Insaaf motors?"

"Ji I wanted to get some information about a car that is registered at your company" I put the volume down of the drama playing on the screen and kept the remote aside on the couch.

"I know this is against policy but please! It is very important for me to know who the owner of the car is. Please try to understand"

"Dekhiye hamari bachi hea us shaks k pas....hum panch maheeney se apni bachi se nai miley, please! Help me out"

"Ji ap number note kijiye..." he asked me for the car's number and I told him, he put me on the hold while checking the details I guess within a minute I heard him voice again.

"Rent a car?...are you sure?" I frowned over the information he gave me about the car.

"Us rental office ka koi number ya address mil sakta hea?" I asked with hope in my voice.

"Personally aana mushkil ho ga hamara, ap phone per nai information de saktey?"

"Oh! Okay"

"Ji... ji theek hea, Hum aa jaye ge. Ap humein address bata dejiye"

"ji... ji...buhat shukriya, hum kal he aa jayen ge." after noting down the address with my trembling hand I hung up and looked down at the piece of paper, the only way I could find my daughter.

Sighing deep I got up and holding the paper in my hand I walked towards the kitchen, the biggest and most difficult task would be asking for permission from Rehmat's father.

Wo humein kabhi nai janey den ge....waja janey bager to khair sawal he paida nai hota.

Mager hum waja nai bata saktey unhen...hum ne to ye bhi nai bataya k hum shadi shuda hen, or...or apney he shoher ki jan letey letey bachey hen.

Kesey batatey....Shehryar Sahab to ek lamhe k liye bhi humein apni bachi k ird gird na chortey, or yahan rehna buhat zaroori ha tab tak jab tak hum apni Emaan ko nai dhoond letey.

I was lost in my thoughts when at once I heard Rehmat started crying and I felt as if somebody fisted my heart, a strange kind of restlessness overpowered me as I got up and almost ran towards her room.

"Rehmat?" I burst the door open and found her at almost the brim of her bed, I ran towards her and took her up in my arms. Her eyes were all teary and cheek wet with crying.

Thanks God! She didn't fall down from the bed, how you could be so careless Heer! Rehmat is almost 6 months now....you should be careful.

"Owiiee! Am sorry baby! I left you alone? Aawww" I tried to calm her down but she kept on crying, I kept her close to my chest and I felt a lump in my throat as I looked at her sobbed face.

"q ro rai ho beta? chup ho jao please!" I was walking in the room carrying her close to my heart stroking her back trying my best to calm her but she kept on crying as if she was disturbed.

"Kia ho gaya Rehmat ko....? You had a bad dream? Han!" I looked at her face as she hiccupped and I felt a little panic building inside me.

"bhook lagi hea?" I wiped her cheeks and she hiccuped once again in between crying, making my heart restless and I hugged her tight to my heart feeling moisture oozing up into my own eyes.

She was fisting her hands and crying loudly, I started parading in the room.

"Rehmattt!'

"Shehryar sahab!" suddenly I heard his voice from outside and I felt as if my racing heart calmed a little down and I hurriedly walked out of the room, finding him entering into the lounge carrying his bag and a file in hand that he almost threw on the sofa before he looked up and our eyes met.

SHEHRY'S POV

"Assalam-o-alaikum Chacha!" I greeted him as I stepped out of my car and shut the door at my back.

"Walaikum assalam! Aa gaye beta! thakey thakey lag rahe ho" he looked at me and I made a face.

"It's been a long day" I almost said to myself as I stretched my arms wide. "Chacha! Ap logo ne to aj kisi shadi per gaa'on jana tha na, ap gaye nai?" Walking towards the entrance it struck to my mind and I halted in my tracks.

"Beta wo bus nikal gai thi...to addey se wapas aana para, Ahmad to sawerey he nikal gaya tha" Chacha replied a little grimness evident in his tone and I nodded my head a little.

"Chaliye koi nai...abhi to dopeher he hea, ap ready ho jaiye mein chor aaoon ga ap ko" I kind of announced and turned to leave when he stopped me.

"nai beta! tum wesey he thakey lag rae ho" he looked reluctant and I shook my head with a smile, despite being hell tired.

"Arey Chacha! Jawan jihaan banda thakta nai" I patted my hand over his shoulder and he smiled. "Or isi bahaney ap ka gaa'on bhi dekh len ge, nai?" I said excitedly and he nodded his head. I returned a smile before barging into the house.

"Rehmat?' I hurriedly walked towards the lounge and entered in, I could hear her crying.

"Rehmattt!" I called her as always before throwing my bag and file on the sofa. I was about to walk to her room and when suddenly I saw Heer coming towards me holding Rehmat in her arms, I frowned looking at her expressions she looked panicked.

"Shehryar Sahab! Ap aa gaye?" she asked with a worried face and I mentally rolled my eyes.

Nai abhi rastey mein he hoon...ye bhoot khara hea mera tumharey samney.

"dekhiye! Rehmat pata nai q itna ro rai hea...acha-achanak se roney lagi" She was looking at her face closely though addressing me and for a moment I just looked at her worried face before looking at Rehmat who was in hiccups as if had cried a lot.

"Oye mela bacha! lo la tha?....." I walked closer to her clapping in front of her face and she looked up at me, before starting once again and buried her face in the crock of Heer's neck while crying, she looked at me worriedly.

"Q ro rai hea ye aesey? Ap doctor k pas le jaen isey. please!takleef hea isey shaid kaheen." I felt her eyes wetting, I shook my head a little assuring her she was fine.

"She is fine Heer! lao mujhey do" I extended my hands and Heer gave her into my arms with her worry full gaze fixed upon her.

"What happened Princess?" I looked at Rehmat's face covered with tears and stroked her back. "okay okay! Calm down...Daddy is here okay! Hush! Calm down..calm down" I kept on stroking her back softly and her breath hiccuped once again though the crying was a bit calm by now.

"yeah! that's like Daddy's Princess...pala baby mela" I kissed her cheek as she stopped crying and I smiled down at her.

"come on tell me what was wrong? Bhook lagi hea? You want ice cream?... no?" I kept on talking to her forgetting about the fact Heer was standing there all silent, I slowly looked up from Rehmat's face and found her standing there like a statue, staring at my face with her eyes wet and face with a strange unreadable expression... expression of pain, of agony and for a minute I stared her back unable to comprehend what she might be thinking or going through.

"Shaid ye apko sara din miss kerti hea buhat" She stated like in some kind of a trance and I looked at Rehmat's face with a smile comforting my heart. "dekhiye kesey khamosh ho gai ap k pas aa ker, jesey sakoon mil gaya ho." I looked up at Heer's face and found her staring at Rehmat, with a tear resting over her left cheek, for a moment my gaze rested over that small tear before looking up into her eyes.

Her eyes had something that stirred my heart... I wanted to ask but I shook the thought away.

She looked up and found me staring her face, for a minute she did the same and then slowly looked down as she took a step back wiping the tear from her cheek.

"you go get fresh up I will make tea for you" she kind of announced before walking quick towards the kitchen and I just stood there with Rehmat in my arms.

"Bari he koi shokhy cheez he tu wesey....shokhy murghi!" I shook my head disapprovingly before bending down and nuzzling her nose with the tip of mine and she giggled.

"ek number di dramebaz! Adakaari te kutt kutt k pari hea vichon, Hussain wergi na hoye tey!" I played with her keeping her high in air, she kept on giggling while I walked towards my room along with her. Thinking of Hussain reminded me of Waqas's nikah and my plan to Skype them to catch up with latest updates.

Sala mangni se nikah kerwatey der nai lagi usey... ye na ho honeymoon per nikal jaye or humein khaber tak na ho.

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HEER'S POV

"han to tujhey kis ne kaha tha k us k ghoongat mein warr ja.... Shokhi bakri!chitrol to banti thi teri" He chuckled looking down at his tab screen and I peeped out from the kitchen's glass door at him. "tujh se saber ni hota na? ek to aj kal k bachey....hormones he qaboo mein nai janab k" he shook his head disapprovingly, and I giggled at the way he was talking to I didn't know whom.

"yeah I knew bout that Ayesha thing, but I didn't feel like telling you and making you upset with all this" I heard him saying as I placed the platters on the slab. "Dad was serious about her though" he added.

Shehryar Sahab k Dad?

Hawn Heer! zahir hea in ki bhi family ho gi... Maa Baap, behen bhai.

"Yar ub bata bhi de Maheen ko...kitni sadiyan lagaye ga Harami!" he chuckled saying.

or bivi...? I looked at him sitting on the couch laughing over something; my gaze got fixed on him.

Pata nai kahan hon gi wo? Sath q nai in k?

Dekh ker to Shehryar Sahab ko aesa lagta hea jesey duniya k khush-hal tareen insaan hen ye.

"but am warning you again Hussain! stay away from that Chris, got it?"

"Don't tell me okay! Am your elder brother.... I know better" he scolded him.

"mein janta hoon wo school k time se le ker abhi tak....ek number ka kameena insaan hea, tera kam itna important na hota to mein kabhi tujhey us k pas bhatakney bhi na deta" I heard him saying disapprovingly.

"Yeah yeah I know, you can manage and handle everything" I saw him rolling his eyes as I walked out of the kitchen. Holding the tray having his tea in it. I walked towards him when suddenly his gaze went up and he looked at me, for a moment he stared me coming towards him and then he looked down at his screen a little frown appeared on his forehead and I noticed a little discomfort on his face as he sat up a bit straighter on the couch.

I placed the tray on the table in front of him, his gaze was following me I could feel that.

"Umm..nai am here wo...wesey he, tu bol" he said after clearing his throat and I looked up at his face he hurriedly looked back on his screen and I frowned as I stood up straight, leaving his tea I walked back into the kitchen.

Why is he behaving so odd?

Kuch laga hea kia hamarey moo per?.... looking into the oven's shining flip flop I checked my reflection, and found nothing to be stared at.

"Chal tu pics send ker mujhey along with the videos and sun!" I turned and looked at hm through the glass door. "Stay away from that hacker Chris, okay?"

"Good boy!" he smiled as he said. "Chal rakhta hoon, dihaan rakheen apna and Mr and Mrs Riaz ko ek bar fer se mere kolon ek pappi te ek jhappiii' I giggled as he said with a cute wide grin on his face and on getting the response from the other side he laughed like a total crazy person almost falling down from the sofa and I just gawked at his face.

"Mahrukh bhabi he bata skti hen ye bat to ub" He stated, a little mischief in his tone and my heart skipped a beat as I heard the name....

Mahrukh

Meri Mahrukh? pata nai meri Mahrukh kesi ho gi?

My eyes suddenly moistened and I walked back towards the stove which was still burning, turning it off I wiped the tear away from my cheek and was about to turn when suddenly I saw him looking at me standing in the door frame of the kitchen and I gaped quietly finding him there at once.

Jin hen kia ye?

"ji?" I asked as he just looked at my face saying nothing and he suddenly looked away awkwardly.

"Um wo..." he scratched his eyebrow as he paused and I frowned. "I am going to drop Basheer Chacha to his village" he stated. "Rehmat ko tayar ker dena aur...." He instructed at the end and I nodded quickly, before hurriedly leaving the kitchen.

I guess he wanted to say something more.... but I couldn't just control my self, my emotions those idiot tears. I stepped into the bathroom and silently let them fall down my cheeks.

Na Mahrukh hea na Amaa na Aba na he... na he hamari Emaan.

Jeeney ki jesey koi waja he nai bus sansen liye ja rahe hen.... leaning with the wall I shut my eyes and a whimper came out of my mouth, I hurriedly covered my mouth, killing those cries inside.

Tomorrow is the day...

han Heer! kal mil jaye gi humein hamari bachi..hamare jeeney ki waja wapas aa jaye gi kal.

Mili nai bhi to Kam se kam humein pata to chaley ga wo hea kahan, kis k pas hea

Opening my eyes I removed my palm from my mouth and stepped towards the basin, splashing cold water over my face I looked into the mirror.

Two years...only two years and look at me; kia se kia ho gaye hum.

Zindagi itni talkh ho jaye gi do sal pehley shaid kabhi hum ne socha bhi nai tha or aj....aj ek khushi k liye dil taras raha hea. Tears pooled up in my eyes and I shut them tightly letting them fall in the basin as my head hung down, splashing water once again on my face I turned the tap off and wiped my face before stepping out of the bathroom.

Rehmat was still in Shehryar's room and I had to bring her here to get her ready. I walked towards the cupboard and started searching for a dress for her.

Finally after a good half hour of selecting and rejecting a hell lot of dresses, my gaze went to a pink romper and I took it out, reading the scribling on it a smile spread across my face.

"Am Daddy's Girl and Mommy's world"

"hmm this one is perfect, you are truly a Daddy's Princess, and definitely Amaa ki to jan ho gi he tum. Chahe wo jahan bhi hen...un ki duniya tumhe se hea." I smiled and then searched for a pair of socks and shoes and her hair gadgets, before shutting the cupboard back.

I placed everything on the bed. Walking out I headed towards his room, my pace went slow reaching his partly ajar door as I heard him talking to somebody.

Must be talking to Rehmat....

"Look! Daddy went kamli here...." I heard him laughing hard, a bollywood song was playing loud and I frowned as I heard different voices in between the song.

kitni batein kerte hen Rehmat k sath!

Rehmat to saal ki ho gi or pater pater bolney lage gi....Abba per chali gai to.

I just stood there in the door frame of his room and peeped in, Rehmat was lying in his bed over her tummy and her head was high up as she looked at the LCD screen on the front wall and my gaze went up...finding him along with a couple of more boys laughing and....dancing?

Ye Shehryar Sahab hen? my jaws dropped down as I saw him dancing....so well.

Katrina ko bhi peechey chor diya.

Suddenly I noticed one of the boys a bit familiar to my eyes and I frowned....

"Okay enough! No more kamli now...you have to get ready, come on" he stopped the video and threw the remote on the far end of the bed before hovering above Rehmat and laid next to her, kissing the tip of her nose.

"Chalen?" he asked as if she would reply him, he got up, carried her in his arms and she giggled with her mouth wide open. Shehryar poked his nose in to her mouth chuckling himself.

"You make Daddy go kamli you know that?" He stated in a cute muffled tone as his face was buried in the side of Rehmat's neck, tickling her making her laugh and I giggled, he at once turned and looked at me. Our eyes met and the smile faded from my face as I gulped down looking away awkwardly.

"Ander aa jayen hum?" After a minute of complete silence I asked feeling flushed.

"Ap ander aa chuki hen? or kitna ander aana chahti hen?" he retorted and I looked at his face at once, he was looking at me seriously and I felt embarrassed at my own silliness. I couldn't even take a single step in any further feeling all self conscious.

"Wo... Rehmat ko tayyar kerna hea" I stated with a light frown on my forehead and he rasied an eyebrow.

"Karo, mein ne mana kiya hea?" he fired back and my frown went deeper, with anger building up inside me.

Ajeeb banda hea...kabhi seedhey moo jawab nai de ga humein.

Ignoring my rage I walked towards him and halted a yard away from him extending my hands towards Rehmat, urging him to give her to me but he didn't. After a moment of silence I looked at his face finding a smug there....

"Urr ker to aaye gi nai wo tumharey hathon mein... common man ki bachi hea superman ki nai" he stated sarcastically before taking step towards me, I wanted to take her from him but... my gaze fixed upon his hands griping Rehmat. I suddenly felt a strange kind of awkwardness... that I haven't felt ever before.

Kesey len? Ap hath hataen ge to hum len ge na....huhn!

I looked at his face and found a frown on his forehead that soon turned into a weird expression as he rolled his eyes and stepped back towards the bed, lying Rehmat down he stood up straight and looked at me with an eyebrow raised, his expressions stated he understood my discomfort.

"Ub utha lijiye Madam Sahiba!" he stated sarcastically giving emphasis on the word and walked towards his cupboard.

I felt heat spreading through out my face as I stepped towards Rehmat and carried her up in my arms, before a moment delay I walked out of his room as fast as I could.

"Suno!" I was in the lounge when I heard him and I literally shut my eyes tight.

Kia museebat hea....sakoon nai tumharey Aba mein.

"ji?" I turned and gave him a fake smile, while Rehmat kept on playing with my locks fisting them in her hands...her favourite thing to do.

"you get ready too" he instructed and that fake wali smile faded away quickly.

"Hum? Q?.... hum q?" I asked frowning and he rolled his eyes in frustration. "humein nai jana kaheen bhi' I added.

"mat jao...tumhen shok hea khali ghar mein bhooto k sath time spend kerne ka to karo" he shrugged his shoulders carelessly and was about to turn back to his room.

Bhooot?

"Hum kisi bhoo woot se nai dertey" I announced and he chuckled...sarcastically.

"oh! mein bhool gaya tha, wo zaroor tum se dertey hon ge" he stated without even looking at me and walked into his room shutting the door at his back.

SHEHRY'S POV

"Shehryar beta! tumhen khamakha mein takleef ho gi, Ahmad chala to gaya hea...merey janey ki kia zaroorat thi ub?" he was repeating the same dialogues for the last one hour.

"Arey Chacha! Ahmad ki apni importance hea ap ki apni...or phir apki bhateeji hea, shadi mein shirkat zaroori hea apki" I stated with an assuring smile and he nodded lightly.

"Rehmatttt!" I looked down at my wrist watch and called her.

"Abhi se ghanta lagta hea in ki tayyari mein bad mein to subha ka batana para kare ga k rat mein kaheen jana hea, tab waqt per tayar hon gi muhterma" I shook my head disapprovingly and Chacha chuckled.

"Chacha! Ap bethiye gari mein mein Rehmat ko le aoon" I said and walked inside the house.

"Rehmat!...Rehmaattttt!" I almost yelled out aloud standing in the lounge, keeping my hands over my waist and suddenly the door of her room burst open and Heer's face came out.

"Why are you shouting?"

"Why are you taking so much time?"

"Because girls do take time"

"Girl? She is only 5 months old....."

"vaddi aai katrina kaif.... Shookhy na hove te"I shook my head as she went inside the room and I walked into the direction.

"6" I was about to enter in when Heer came out holding Rehmat in her arms and stated firmly, I frowned and she rolled her eyes. "6 months....." she cleared but my gaze was down on Rehmat, clad in a pink romper and red shoes along with a red hairband in her extra grown hair.

"O! mela shezaada!" I took her in my arms ignoring those sparks emitting inside me while my hands brushed Heer's fingers. "oye, what is this?" my gaze went down at Rehmat's left wrist having a black threaded sleek braid tied up.

"I had made this" I heard her stating and I looked up. "Wo... hamari Amaa kehti theen k bachon ko nazer lag jati hea to...." She trailed off as she looked away and I looked back at Rehmat's face.

"I have put her baby bag in the car already; her feeder is there and ...

"mein bahir gari mein wait ker raha hoon aa jao' I cut her through as I walked towards the exit.

"Mager humein nai jana ap k sa...

She was in the middle of her protest when I turned and she hurriedly went quiet.

"Mein tumhen date per nai le ja raha hoon" I glared at her and she frowned with a light pout on her face.

"you want to come with me or not, it is not my look out Heer! but your life and protection is my responsibility. You are my responsibility." I stated seriously and she listened blinking her eyes, without interrupting in the middle for once in her life.

"Tum jab tak yahan ho meri zimmedari ho, after that, do whatever you want to do ...did you get that?" I looked straight into her eyes before turning around, I walked out, my words came out more like a threat.

Kia ho gaya hea tujhe Shehry! Nia jana chahti thi to q zaberdasti ker raha hea....?

Akeli lerki hea kesey chor doon? Pata nai kaheen sach mein der dara gai to...leney k deney per jaen ge.

I don't why why but for Heer I had a double personality inside me, one always having doubts on her and the other...well, other always observing and noticing her little things, her tears her anger her...her grimness in those deep eyes.

I frowned over my own behaviour, since she had came in my life... in my house, things just were not the same any more; starting from my routine to my behaviour to my life style, everything has changed a little or more, as if she was influencing everything in my life....slowly anf unknowingly, everything around me.

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HEER'S POV

Zimmedari? Responsibility? Or hum? Wo bhi Shehryar Sahab ki?.... I mentally chuckled sarcastically, while looking out of the window.

Hum to apney sage Maa Baap k liye bojh thy...khud k shoher jisey Khuda ne hamara Majazi Khuda banaya tha, us k liye istimal ki janey wali cheez se ziada nai thy...phir ap k liye kun ahmiyat rakhtey hen hum?

Ye kesi zimmedari hea jo ap ko bojh nai lagti.........

I slowly looked at him, who was driving all calmly while every now and then talking to Basheer chacha who was sitting in the front seat with him....or cracking a silly joke and laughing hard over that himself.

My gaze went up to the rare view mirror in front of him and got fixed over his eyes; shinning bright eyes, full of life.

Suddenly his blood soaked face came in my mind and I shut my eyes tight...in pain, and my hand fisted in my shirt controlling my emotions.

Allah ap ka saya ap ki bachi per hamesha banye rakhye Shehryar Sahab!...her pareshani se door rakhey ap ko.

I opened my eyes and got startled at once as I found his gaze upon me through the mirror, though a frown was there and I hurriedly looked away.

"You okay?" I heard him asking and I nodded my head, without saying anything.

"Chacha ganey shaney to suntey hon ge ap?" he asked after a couple of minutes and I looked at Chacha, who was smiling sheepishly.

"Beta! jawani k dino mein suntey thy Noor jahan ko...balkey tab to chup ker cinema bhi jaya kerty thy, dosto k sath" he confessed and I giggled while Shehryar hooted naughtily.

"oye hoye! Matlab barey rangeeley thy ap bhi, han!" he elbowed him taking a turn and I chuckled as Basheer Chacha smiled coyly.

"Solid wala crush lagta hea Chacha ka Noor jahan per" He stated slightly looking back at me and I laughed a little while Chacha just kept on smiling shaking his head with a red face.

"Chachi ko bataye bagher filmen dekhtey thy ap Chacha? buhat buri bat" I said disapprovingly and he chuckled a little along with me.

"leh! ub sab kuch to tolds nai hota na...q Chacha!" he said jokingly and extended a hand towards him who ignored his gesture not realizing he had to give a high five and Shehryar stretched his hand back with an embarrassed face, I laughed aloud at his cute expressions as if a kid got a big no for an extra lolly.

"Very funny" he looked at me through the mirror and I hurriedly hide my grin, biting my lower lip and he rolled his eyes looking back on the road, I looked down at Rehmat to my left and found her calmly sleeping in her baby's seat fasten up into belts.

A soft smile was there on her face, a smile so like him...

Sahee mein Abba ki ladli or Abba ki perchaai hea.

I bent down and kissed her forehead inhaling her scent before I leaned back into the seat, looking out of the window once again.

It was almost evening and the sun has set down already...The rest of the drive went almost quiet except Shehryar's asking for the way to Chacha's village and suddenly I felt I was here before; I dunno but I felt I was almost in my own area...or at least somewhere nearer to that.

My heart started beating fast and a sudden fear started surrounding me as I read the billboards on the way trying to know where exactly we were...

Hayeeee Shehry is honestly too good to be true ;) :*

Now lets see what trouble comes next??? ;)

hope u all liked it guys :) though it was short :(

Stay tuned guys