Jessica was fast asleep, her soft breathing filled the room, Jackson was next to her his head resting in his hands. Peaceful, I left the room closing the door behind me. The house was silent, the stress of the last few hours had exhausted the household.

"So once again you are wondering around in the dark eh" came JB's voice from his office, he was tired and his voice was calm. I smiled up at him and shrugged,

"I guess I just don't sleep all that much" I replied with another shrug, he just smiled and joined me on my walk. We walked past BamBam who was still watching the door, and he ignored us completely. The brisk air was refreshing and the night was beautiful.

"Want a smoke?" I asked as I held a cigarette between my thumb and finger, he shook his head and watched me as placed the cigarette between my lips. I lit it savouring the tobacco taste against my tongue, it calmed my nerves slightly and allowed my body to relax. I sighed softly and sat down on the curb, JB just stood there watching me. The silence was comfortable, peaceful.

"Why do you bother with this shit?" I asked him, my voice shattering the peace that surrounded us. He sighed softly and sat beside me, his clear eyes studding my face. I raised my eyebrow, "I mean you are one of the only members of this house who isn't hocked on Jackson's shit, so why do you stick around? You're smart, you could be a Doctor."

He sighed deeply and looked up at the night sky, his gentle features twitched slightly as emotions filled his veins. "You see, years ago I lost something, someone. She was a mess, broken by the loss of our family. My sister Eve used to be the smile that lit up the room, but after the accident she had nothing left." He paused his voice breaking slightly, "she ran away, and found Jackson and his amazing 'cure'".

"You gave everything up to find her?" I asked interrupting his story. He sighed and continued to stare at the stars, "no, she came back about a month later, she was destroyed. A fever, shivers detox, she needed more. I had to get it, and thus I met Jackson. He made me a deal, I stay with him, assist him and I get her treatment." He became quite, his eyes glossy.

"After about a year of this she vanished, the drugs overwhelmed her, like Jessica. She wanted to find happiness, true happiness. I lost her." Silence drifted over us and I dropped my expired cigarette.

"You are just waiting for her to return" I stated quietly, he shrugged in response and held out his hand, "I'll take that cigarette now" I complied and took one for myself.

We sat in silence, the smoke drifting silently above us. There was nothing to say, nothing left to say. The silence was interrupted by incoming foot steps.

"Well isn't this a curious sight" stated a familiar voice, the footsteps stopped and a tall figure stood over us. Jin smiled down at JB who smiled back, Jin's smile was sweet and genuine as JB's was full and joyful. Jin's smile faded when he noticed me, and he held his hand out for JB.

"Anyway you know why I'm here" he said as JB rose to his feet, the two men acted like friends but only talked business. JB gave him a paper bag and in return Jin handed him a small envelope. I watched, so that's how he supplies Suga and Jhope, a connection.

"How are they anyway?" JB asked in a casual tone, Jin's expression darkened, he took the bag and counted the doses. JB pocketed the money and looked back to the stars.

"Suga is handing the drug well, angry but okay,  Jhope" he paused and calmed his emotions,"Jhope Is having a harder time, he hardly eats, he just sleeps from dose to dose." Jin sounded defeated, his shoulder slouched with the weight of his peers well being. He cared, more than anyone I had ever met, Jin cared.

"I have to go" he stated as he shook JB's hand quickly and turned on his heel. "Also I think it would be best if you don't go blabbing around to your friends about this meeting" he warned, Jin pocketed the drug and left at a brisk pace.

"Wait is that why you were still up? Is that why you are alw....?" His hand covered my mouth ending my questions. "Shut up and listen" he said in a harsh whisper.

"Every week Jin comes, yes I supply those two with the drug. Why because Jin used to go to the same school as me and we made a deal. When Namjoon figures out a cure I get it for my sister." He explained his hand still cutting off my words.

"The real question is, how do you know Jin?" He asked as he pulled me closer, looking directly into my eyes. His gaze was dangerously calm, his breathing steady. "So think very hard before you answer okay" he moved his hand from my mouth to my arm, where he held me in place.

"A few days ago I was sent to scout out Bighit street, I was attacked and Jin cleaned me up" I answered with a sigh, "I had no idea who he was, he just patched me up and let me go. I thought I'd never see him again." I looked up into JB's clear eyes and sighed again, "he gave me a dose of the drug and I just thought it was weird that he had some, that's all." JB's grip loosened as he ran his fingers through his tousled hair.

"Sorry, I guess I'm just stressed out" he mumbled in apology before he turned and left towards the house, leaving me alone on the street. I lit another cigarette and sat alone on the curb, the drug had begun to wear off and shivers were starting to tear through my veins. The burning of the tobacco smoke helped cut through the icy chills. I needed another dose, I needed to go back.