I'm just gonna talk cause just don't ask okay as Nicky knows I love this boy I guess he is my Senpai, well I had dance practice with him he had joined our dance group didn't know so U get the deal I did a couple cart wheels and back and hand springs since I was the only one who could do this stuff just normal tumbling well his lost puppy dog let's call her Yuki followed him again I'm not surprised but it was my last day and I wanted to tell him something. Let's rewind to lunch

I was waiting at the door for my friends right he comes first and goes to give me a hug, see I don't wanna hug him cause if I hug him I'm afraid I'm going to break down in his arms so I try my best to avoid him he gives up and my friends come in right okay to the table so Nicky started talking about Jakuto and since he was best friends with let's call him Bakura the dude that tried to hug me SOO he was best friends and I have Bakuras kik right I forgot to ask him about Jello/Jakuto

SOO time skip till I'm in line oaky I'm in line to go to my class my teacher being her stopped for a couple minutes so I took this and slipped out of line and snuck up behind Bakura he was sitting so I flicked him on the neck he almost almost cussed me out so I asked him bought Jakuto I went to my friend to see what was his last name and next thing I know freaking Bakura over here grabs me by the wrist and pulls me towards him what was going down in my mind is that we were gonna kiss or something SHUT THE FUCK UP NICKY
Nope! He asked me some stupid question about His puppy dog so I yanked my wrist away and told him with venom "Why don't you go ask her yourself!" And then I turned round and left then Nicky thought we were dating and so did my other friend a whole mess!

Alright another time skip finally U was at the after school and it was a very few people there so like 5 people including me were in the back I was on my phone updating a chapter I shouldn't have it was a lemon and then Bakura goes and scares me I didn't want him to see my phone buut too late so I put my phone down turned it off puts on back pocket and takes my pencil then stabs him in chest okay so after that he tries to scare me again

Doesn't work so I go back to to writing the lemon he sits down next to me wraps his arms around my waist and lays down on my lap! I liked it but that's not the point my immediate reaction though was to pet his hair I know I know we do sound like a couple I can assure you we're not realizing my actions I pushed him off of me he stills has his arms around my waist so I just go with it he lays his head on my shoulder couldn't really write now then some girl thought we were dating actually who wouldn't mistake her I would've thought that too but then I saw my friend who liked come over to us so he got off willingly thank goodness and scooted over the other way we went to dance he was being stupid

Again so I pinched his neck he started to fall back don't know why but yet again he grabbed my waist still didn't let go he just pulled himself up still didn't let go, after like A min or two he finally let go but I just stood near him anyway then another girl thought we were dating soooo yet another explanation his lap dog seemed to be getting jealous so she sat right next to him I sat next to him not facing him talking to my other friend and the girl I could feel his eyes on me the whole time practice was over we said good bye I finally hugged him I almost broke down made up some excuse that I had yawned and then I left my last day at that school

*dab* Still miss it and his warmth around my waist definitely when he held my waist miss that definitely miss that and Nicky, I still text Nicky every day practically every second we even text when we r suppose to be in class then I text Bread/Bakura every now and then I text this whole paragraph bout mi feelings doesn't send cause it's like 1000 words long SOO yeah I sent him a lemon once cause he asked me what was I writing when all that happened I want him to become my bf but at the same time I want him to become my best friend I want to know everything about him cause we've only talked face to face like *does math on fingers* 14 times and most of those times it was about some other stuff I'm gonna vent about later so I'm not gonna even mention it in this one probably should mention it because I skipped ahead like 2 mishaps.

That I will vent about later I guess IDK if I ever feel like it but just needed to vent this stuff off cause I'm bored and it was weighing me down and also I don't have any ideas for this book because I keep forgetting to bring up a conversation about this book even though me and Nicky talk for hours I forget I don't know how so don't even ask I just forget. HEY IT TAKES TALENT TO FORGET SOMETHING IN LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES OKAY!

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