Okay so I don't celebrate other holidays on this day and I'm not very familiar with Christmas other then the history of it since I never really liked Christmas? But I really wanted to do something for any holiday and Christmas was my best bet since I always dreamed of celebrating it with my friends and not forced to go to a family gathering and get insulted and having my Christmas ruined

2020 this year though, has made that wish came through.

All though me and my friends couldn't gather, I still got to go Christmas shopping for them and we all promised to meet up to do a secret Santa type activity by the end of the year.(we're gonna change the name of the activity and twist it a little bit since some of my friends are Muslims and they can't exactly do other activities as it is against their religion)

Best part is, no family gatherings! No family gatherings where I get insulted and they act innocent. No family gatherings where they act like they can just speak freely about me as if my life is their business just because I'm 13 or because their adults. None of that shit. And I'm so happy.

I honestly would have written this chapter if 2020 didn't happen. I'm very thankful to the pandemic and what it brought even though it was like a curse it will showed the kindness in people and the brains of others who try their best to help everyone and make everyone comfortable and joyous.

And this year I met all you. You all were so encouraging and amazing. I would look back to your funny and encouraging comments when I feel down just to make me feel better. I cannot have survived without any of you and I just wanna say thank you. Thank you all for being here and for those who are new, I welcome you. I love every single one of you even though we are complete strangers.

All of you are like the little family I have on here. Like my little wolf pack and I love it. I have explained before that when I started this book I thought it would just end up in another failure but I was okay with it since writing this was for fun and stress relieving. But I was so wrong and I don't know how to react.

All of you just came and started reading my stupid story as if it meant something and it made me feel really good because I thought the only thing my story was good for was for my grades in English.

I thank my English and class teacher for teaching, helping and encouraging me with my stories. I especially thank my friends who had stayed with me ever since I said "hey, I'm gonna make a story." When I said that, I never thought of writing on wattpad and that was one year ago when I was in a year of bullying and discouragement. Yet, they believed in me and encouraged me to not give up. When two other friends of mine found out I was writing a story they immediately asked to it and loved it.

My friends would proof read every single time and gave me critical critism and suggestions and they were just awesome. I needed them last year and still do now. We're our little family of misfits and we love it. We are different but unique in a sense of way where we are the same.

So I just wanna say thank you all so much for this special year. I can't tell you how much I would love to meet you all and give you a hug and just spill out even more of how amazing every single one of you are.

So the least I can do is write a Christmas chapter and canon characters that will be introduced properly even deeper into the book. Happy holidays everyone, be yourself and be proud of it cause I'm proud of you and so are many others.

Unfortunately though this chapter is a bit late so I'm sorry everyone.

Please enjoy the Christmas chapter! Happy holidays my lovelies!

(Ps. I know it's new years. But I don't celebrate it so I did a Christmas one instead.)
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~~a day before Christmas~~

Nolan POV

"-aby...baby! Time to wake up sweetness...." I yawned as I stretched. After finishing I went slack in bed once more and stared up at Axel half asleep and mumbled out very softly, "what do you want Axel?" I then jumped awake when I heard Jayden squeal and run back into the room. "ITS SNOWING!" Axel smiled at his childishness and looked back to me. I shrug and got up to change "so?" I answered back monotonously. "So? SO?! IT'S SNOWING AND YOU SAY SO?!" Jayden started shaking my shoulders as he screamed in my face.

Axel chuckled and thankfully, stopped that idiot. "Baby I think you need to stop." Jayden stopped shaking me but starting screaming at Axel as I moved around in a dizzy haze and collapsed on the bed with a 'oof' "Jayden chill. What's up with you anyways?" I mumbled out. "Chill out? CHILL OUT?! IT'S SNOWING AND TOMORROW'S CHRISTMAS! I'M NOT GONNA CHILL OUT!" I scoffed "it's just some stupid holiday. What's so great about it anyways?"

It was silent after that which snapped me fully alert. 'fuck....did I ruin the mood again?' "hey Christmas wasn't that bad when I was a kid, I'm sorry that I- Jayden what the fuck?!" I cut myself off as Jayden tackled me into a hug and stayed silent. He nuzzled his face into my shoulder but still said nothing. I looked to Axel for help but he stayed silent as well and just gave me a sad expression.

I looked back to Jayden and quietly started speaking, "Jayden....? I'm sorry if I said anything wrong-" Jayden cut me off "Christmas was my favourite holiday Kitten. We, as in my family and I, along with Jonas when I was little, would celebrate Christmas every year." Jayden didn't look up as he continued after a short pause.

"The day would start with us on Christmas day waking up and running downstairs to the Christmas tree screaming that Santa came. Well, both Jonas and I of course." He chuckled at that memory. "My parents would just look down upon us at the top of the staircase with stupid smiles. They'll come down and we'll open presents." 8 stayed silent to let him continue.

"Jonas...his family never had time for him so he had always been there with us. My father wasn't always there too....he would usually be out there working unless it was my birthday or Christmas....so I loved Christmas....my dad always came home and that would make my day..." I felt Jayden smile into my shoulder as he continued in the nostalgic run.

"We would open Christmas gifts and be so excited about it. One time I remember getting that necklace I wanted but couldn't get since my mom was poor and couldn't raise money due to some bitch." Jayden growled but didn't stop. "My father found out that day when he got me that very necklace that my mom was being threatened and couldn't use the money he gave just for her because some prostitute thought she could do that."

Jayden paused for a second but continued soon on, "he was enraged but hid it on that joyous day. Let's say...my dad didn't let anyone else near him ever again. He refused any prostitutes and closed down his club so he could throw them all out but placed those who did the work as they were in desperate need of money on another work duty in the mafia."

"Momma was happy when her husband showed that he cared. She likes when those moments happen." Jayden smiled into my shoulder once again. "After presents we would bake cookies and log cakes and play in the snow. Jonas and I would make snow angels and build a snowman and have snowball fights. Momma and papa would join us and we would have dinner and deserts after and end the day with drinking hot cocoa near the fireplace cuddling as we watch Christmas movies till we fall asleep."

Jayden finished with his nostalgic run and fell silent. I felt a dip beside me in bed and snapped my head towards it to find Axel sitting there. He sighs and asked, "my turn?" Jayden, looks at Axel and nodded. Axel just sighs and scratches the back of his neck.

"Well....my dad...." He sighs and continues on "my dad was a single father and tend to lock himself away from everyone, even me. Though I was still the closest to him there was." Axel holds the back of his neck and continues.

"My dad married my mom and had me. Turns out she only wanted the money and basically walked out on us for another man. My dad then had to deal with me by himself and he just couldn't I guess. His money got taken and now stuck with a child? She was a bitch." Axel tightens his fingers behind his neck.

"Then one Christmas she had the audacity to come back and ask me to go with her. She even brought her new husband and kid. My dad didn't say anything. He told me if I wanted to leave I could. Nobody was stopping me." He chuckled "he said that just because he wanted me to be able to choose without me feeling enough pity for him to stay with him." Axel smiled softly at the memory.

"That bitch had the audicity to say that if I go with her then I would have a actual family." He frowns and then burst into laughter. "I screamed at her saying me and my dad was the only family I need and slam the door in their face." Jayden and I laughed at that.

When we settled down, he continued, "that bitch was not happy so she sent her new husband in to come get me and take me with them. My dad grew angry and kick them out. He held me close as we cried on that night telling each other how sorry we are for not helping each other out and how much we loved each other. I promised my dad on that night, that I will do good. I will do so good that I'll become a millionaire and take good care of us. But...let's just say the goal took a huge leap into a multi-billionaire" he chuckles.

"That's why you usually don't see me on the weekends baby. I would go home and visit my dad and spend time with him." I smiled at that and allowed him to continue. " That was the best Christmas ever. From then on, we would make hot cocoa and make food together then we would eat. We would then have a snowball fight and make a snowman. We would end it with a movie marathon and hot cocoa. We never had enough for gifts but he always tried to get one for me."

Axel lays his head on my lap and I automatically stroke my fingers through his hair. We stayed in comfortable silence until Jayden spoke again, "what about you baby? How did you celebrate Christmas?"

I tensed up and stayed silent. Axel sighed "you don't have to tell us-" "I was locked in a room" I cut Axel off and felt both of them tense up. I sighed and continued on. "I would be locked in a room or outside sometimes as I watch my family gather around for Christmas. I would get some bread and water on that day too so I wouldn't eat leftovers and drink tap water. I was cold out in the winter snow or if I was locked inside a room, I would stare at the ceiling. It was nothing really special."

All of us stayed in silence but it was not at all comfortable. It was just tense.

For the rest of the day we just ate and they helped me with my academic teachings. After that we just watched TV, ate again and went to bed.

~~the next day(Christmas day)~~

I woke up to see snow outside. I checked the calender to see that it was Christmas. What did they call it if it was a Christmas with snow? Oh right. A white Christmas.(am I correct? I live on a tropical island so it's summer all year round basically)

"Hey guys-" I cut myself off when I turned my head and see two empty spots on the bed. 'huh? Where are they? Usually one of them wakes me up...' I did my morning routine and quickly go to search for my lovers.

I headed out the room and made my way towards Qistiena's room. I knocked on her bedroom door and asked, "Qistiena? Are in there?" There was no answer. 'strange. Qistiena is always up before dawn. And she would have told me if she was leaving for Christmas....' I made my ways downstairs in full alert, thinking of the possibilities of what could have happened.

I reached the bottom of the stairs and saw light ammitting from the living room. So what do I do? I be an idiot and go check it out not knowing what's there or if I'm gonna die right after! Good job me!

I headed into the living room with caution and just thought 'ah fuck it' on the weapons part.

"Merry Christmas!"

I jumped up with a startled squeal that I will totally deny if asked about it later on.

In front of me were many people. It contained Qistiena, Jonas, the other maids and butlers, a kid....and a few others. But my eyes were on my lovers who were standing in the middle of the small crowd.

Qistiena led me into the crowd and stood me in front of a 17 year old and a look to be 10 year old. "Nolan! Meet my sons! The eldest is Xavier and the younger one is Collin!" I greeted the both of them, "hello!" Xavier gave a 'hi' in return but Xavier just hid behind his brother's legs.

Xavier sighed and moved his leg away a little so Collin is revealed a little. "Come on now, don't be shy, he's not gonna hurt you. He's a nice guy. Remember what mom said about him?" Xavier spoke to his little brother. Collin looked up at Xavier and answered, "t-that Mr N-Nolan i-is very n-nice?" Xavier nodded. "That's right. So go and say hi. Don't wanna be rude now do ya munchkin?"

Collin shook his head no and walked out of behind his brother's legs quickly. "I-I'm Collin! N-nice to meet you! M-mommy said y-you're very nice!" I blinked in surprise and giggled softly. I patted him on the head and greeted back "nice to meet you too Collin! I hope we can be good friends!" Collin nodded in anticipation and went back to his brother.

Qistiena giggled at her child's shyness and her and I started conversing. "Hey Qistiena, where's your husband? Only you and your children seem to be here." She grew tense and fidgeted when she heard the question. "Oh um... I'm a single mother actually....my husband left for another woman when Collin was a 5 years old...." My eyes widen and I quickly apologised. "Ah its okay! It's a long time ago and I've moved on!" Qistiena quickly says.

We continued to converse and I even chat with her kids as well until my lovers came to us. "Excuse me Qistiena, may we steal away our Kitten for a few  minutes?" Qistiena nodded but the kids made a sound of protest "awww he has to go already?" Xavier whined. "Don't go Nolan!(I told him to stop calling me with the Mr) please stay!" Collin whined alongside his brother. I pat his head. "I'll come back later okay?" They both nodded hesitantly and I was dragged away with my lovers to meet an older couple, another elderly man and Jonas with a guy at his side.

"Heya Nolan!" Jonas greeted me. "hi! Who are you all?" Jayden chuckled. "Kitten say hi to my parents! Mr and Mrs Wix!" I looked and gave them an awkward smile. "Um hi! It's nice to meet you Mr and Mrs Wix!" They greeted back. "It's a pleasure to meet you dear! Please, call me Jane or mom if you wish" Jane giggles as Jayden whines. Mr Wix chuckles. "Pleased to meet you Nolan. Please call me Dylan. Has my son been behaving?" Dylan laughs loudly as Jayden whines even louder. I giggled and gave him an answer, "hmmm unfortunately not so Dylan. Though it's nothing I can't handle." Dylan blinks and laughs and stops when Jayden whines even more. "I like this kid." Dylan declares.

Axel then grabbed my attention. "Nolan, meet my pa. Mr Blacks." I shook the hand stretch towards me. "Nice to meet you Mr Blacks!" Mr Blacks nodded and gave me a kind smile. "Please, please, address me Theo or Theodore. I have the same question that Dylan had for Jayden but for Axel this time. Has my son been behaving?" We all laughed as Axel pouted and made a whine of protest. "Same answer as I gave Dylan. Not behaving. But nothing unbearable." We laughed once more and chatted on.

Jonas introduced me to his very good friend from outside the gang. His name is Eric and I honestly think there's more then just friendship for them...(A/N:hehehe Eric will be introduced in another chapter.) Oh well. I don't know. Not my business.

We all chatted on and exchanged presents. I didn't give anyone anything though and I felt really guilty about it. But everyone said the same thing to me, "Nolan, what you've done for the time you've been here is the greatest gift you have given us! This is the least we can repay you with." Let's just say I got teary....

We partied and conversed all night long. I opened my gifts and squealed in excitement most of the time since it's my first ever gift. Or gifts.

At midnight, everyone had left and my lovers and I were in our room. "Hey, I have a present for the both of you." Both Jayden and Axel looked over curiously. "How about my ass?"

Both men had eyes full of lust and hunger. And let's just say....

It was a...very white Christmas....
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A/N:AHHHH I'M SORRY I'M TOO LAZY AND TIRED(it's 5 am in the morning and I haven't slept) TO WRITE SMUUTTTT. But I hope y'all enjoyed this long Chapter. Merry belated Christmas and Happy new years! Bye my lovelies!

Xoxo Blossom