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“ahh fuck Jeongguk! right there. You are so...good.” Taehyung moaned out, his arms holding Jeongguk's body tightly as Jeongguk rammed inside of him.

“You like this? you like when I fuck you so deep? you're scratching my back like crazy.” Jeongguk says to him, his face buried in Taehyung's shoulders as he feels the other man's nails dig deeper into his back. Taehyung didn't even respond, he's too busy drowning in pleasure.

The water around them splashes around, falling out of the jacuzzi because of the hard thrusts. They have been back home for one week now, thanks to Taehyung's family private jet that was parked in London. They were able to fly out that exact night because their purpose was over and they had no reason to stay there anymore.

As the moans echo around their bathroom, Taehyung feels his inside churning up because of the immense pleasure his body is feeling. His back against the cold surface of the jacuzzi as it keeps sliding up and down his back. Jeongguk is so deep inside of him it makes his toes curl. He cannot even form full words anymore, just a bunch of whining and moaning in the air which is better than music to Jeongguk's ear.

They have been going at it for a solid 15 minutes now. Just kissing and more kissing everywhere else. Grinding on eachother to Jeongguk being impatient and immediately inserting himself inside to fuck Taehyung into oblivion. Taehyung wasn't complaining. After work, this was the best way to release all the stress and tension inside their muscles. The way he moved his hips, he wasn't just pistoning inside of him, he had motion and a rhythm that he was following.

His technique was definitely enough to make him go weak in the knees. Taehyung has never felt this good from just sex. He has been with many people, has done it a lot of times in his entire lifetime but only a few or two were good at it. Jeongguk on the other hand is ten steps ahead. The fact he has a big cock that is the perfect size and girth is a headstart on itself.

“I'm so close!! please! don't stop!!” Taehyung yelled out as his head leaned back on the edge of the jacuzzi. Closing his eyes shut as Jeongguk slammed in, rubbing against his prostate as he was hitting his climax.

The way Taehyung was clenching around, riding his orgasm was enough to make Jeongguk reach his own end too. With a loud groan, Jeongguk started to come inside of him,feeling his own fluids spraying Taehyung's walls. Both of them just let loose, Collapsing on each other. Catching their breath as they try to come down from the out of the world orgasmic experience they just had.

Jeongguk slowly pulled out of him, getting out of the jacuzzi immediately as he looked down on Taehyung who was still trying to come back to his senses. With purple hickies on neck to chest, his hair was all wet and messed up. His lips were almost red because of how much they made out. Just seeing him like this was easily able to get him hard again. But he shook away all those thoughts, he needs to help Taehyung clean up.

With his hands gripping on the jacuzzi, Taehyung tried to get up. Jeongguk immediately came to help him up, but Taehyung motioned him to stop with his hands.

“What? Let me help you clean up.” Jeongguk suggested to him.

“No, I am fine. I will do it myself. You take a shower, get out and make me something hot to drink. I'm getting sleepy.” Taehyung Taehyung says to him as he gets out of the jacuzzi.

Jeongguk chuckled and just nodded. When your husband tells you to do something, you do not argue! So like a good husband he is, he goes into the shower, takes a quick wash and gets out of the bathroom to give him some privacy and something to drink.

For the past week, Taehyung and Jeongguk's lives have been quite crazy and I'm not the way one would imagine. They just have been really loyal to their new sex rule. husband-friends with benefits rule. It's ridiculous how much fun Jeongguk is having. He has never had this much fun since forever. Taehyung is always so good at it.

The facial expressions he makes, he's always so soft and tight all in the right places. The way he clenches around him, traps him fully until he reaches his end. Even with Jeongguk's crazy list of sex partners, Taehyung is easily the one of the top ones. They have had sex almost everywhere in this apartment. Literally, once on the couch, multiple times on each other's bed. Two times in the shower now and even once outside on the terrace, it was just a blow job.

Best part of it all is the accessibility. Taehyung is always up for it when Jeongguk is and vice versa. They match each other so well it is quite astonishing for Jeongguk, with how well their bodies go together. It has been the best thing about their arrangement. Jeongguk has never felt more alive, even in the workplace he has received compliments from his assistant and other workers of how he looks brighter and is glowing.

Good sex does change your life for the better and he is living proof of it. It's truly magnificent that even when his unbearable father nags on him and taunts him, harassing him in his own workplace, he just couldn't bring himself to care about it because all he could think about was going home and pinning Taehyung against a wall. He has even stopped spiraling about every little interaction because it all seems so normal now. Jeongguk life has gotten so much easier thanks to this one thing they changed.

Apart from sex, their communication with each other has gotten so much better and it's just easier to spend time with each other now. They both have benefited a lot just from having a physical connection.

Jeongguk hands the lemon and honey tea to Taehyung as it is popular to relax your nerves and help you have a good sleep. Taehyung is tucked into his bed, looking so fresh. “Thank you for the tea.”

“You're welcome, enjoy…I will leave I guess.” Jeongguk trails, doesn't know what else to say.

“Do you want to lay down next to me for a while? I am not that sleepy anymore after that shower. We can talk or watch a movie or something.”  Taehyung suggested it to him, his voice sounding so soft.

“Scoot over.” Jeongguk says and just goes to the other side to get in the bed, knowing damn well Taehyung wasn't moving from his comfortable spot.

Grabbing some of the pillows and putting them on the chairs because once again, there were just toilets, many of them in this bed for one person. Sitting down next to the guy as he puts the blanket over his lap. Getting fully comfortable.

“So, what did you want to talk about?”

“I don't know anything you want. Free pass you can ask me anything and I will answer truthfully.” Taehyung says to him as he takes a sip of his tea.

“What were you thinking when we were doing it a few moments ago?”

“Seriously? um…I was thinking how you are really good at it, better than many other people I have been with.” Taehyung says truthfully and Jeongguk smirks.

“Oh yeah? even better than that first love of yours who you said knew what to do with all of you?” Jeongguk pushed a button that Taehyung didn't expect to be pushed this soon.

“Okay now, that is a gray area actually because while he was good I just never want to give him the full credit because of the shit he did to me because it physically hurts me to admit it anymore.” Taehyung tells him Jeongguk noticed the slight shift in his face.

“You never told me what happened to you and him.”

“I haven't..? It's a long story. Don't want to bore you. It's really typical too.” Taehyung tried to get away with it but he was determined.

“I have all the time in the world.” Jeongguk says to him and Taehyung sighs.

“Okay then buckle up, I was taking a gap year after finishing high school because I wanted to enjoy my life, you know. At that time I met him for the first time, Ahyeon, we met at the famous Black Diamond Oasis club, the club where you and I met too.” Taehyung mentions the infamous chaebol club.

“Seriously? That is quite typical. Don't tell me he's a bastard son of some chaebol too?” Jeongguk asks him with a disgusted look on his face.

“He is not. He is not that rich at least, an upper middle class family at best actually. That was most of his personality. Back to the story, we talked, had a great chat and then we hooked up a long story short. We kept meeting up here and there, we were quite active too. Then one night, I went to his place and he was high that night. Somehow, the media got hold of it all. I didn't want a drug scandal on me and my family, so I let my brother know everything. He took care of it and told me to go to London for a while so he can take care of the situation without giving them more material. It's easy to make shit up when the situation is that fragile so I flew over to London.”

“Wait, I thought you went to London for university?” Jeongguk asks him, going past the drug scandal because he knew how bad that is when in South Korea. If scandals has a tier list, this one would be at the very top of the worst of the worst.

“Let me continue. When I reached there, I was told I would be there for a month at maximum. Lies, I was there for five months, my brother told me I could come back but by this time I had already applied to some universities and got acceptance for almost all of them. I also got a bit fond of the city so I just decided to just stay there for longer.”

“So you guys weren't dating but let me guess, he was at the back of your mind the entire time you were there.” Jeongguk made a guess and judging from Taehyung's surprised expression he was right.

“It's scary how right you are. Trust me, I tried to move on but we clicked so well and it was hard to forget him. I dated here and there. You know that then I graduated and came back. I went to meet with my friends and that's where I ran into him again. We rekindled and it was like I never left. Those days were truly the days where I was falling in love madly with him. He was doing everything and I fell for it. So hard.” Taehyung had a smile on his face unknowingly. Jeongguk stared at him with curiosity. A lot is going through his mind.

“Where did it go wrong?”

“We started to date. It was good for six months maybe, then suddenly we were getting followed by paparazzis and all those people whenever we would go out. It was strange the first few times, then it got worse. It was every single time. He also still did drugs, nothing too hard just like weed once in a while. I was still worried because he was quite addicted to it and tried to pressure me into doing it a few times too. I tried to get him to stop because well, I didn't want him to end up getting worse and also once again would never want a drug scandal attached to me that would ruin us. Besides whenever he was high he would just be really mean and talk about our social differences and make me seem so stuck up and it just felt bad. He didn't touch me or anything, it was just words.” Taehyung ranted to him while Jeongguk peacefully listened to him.

“Then it all fell down. He was high out of his mind this one night, we started to argue about something stupid I don't know. His mood swings were changing so rapidly, one second he was arguing with me and the other he's trying to kiss me. I hated it. When I kept saying no, he got mad and ran outside. I followed him stupidly because he was high and I didn't want him to get run over or some shit. What I didn't expect was to see a bunch of camera flashes on me the second I got out. He started to yell at them, trying to pick a fight. When they realized he was high the flashes got harsher. I immediately ran inside, I was crying, just sobbing because this could ruin my life if this all goes out. I was so overwhelmed at that moment that I thought I was going to die.” Taehyung mentions and Jeongguk grabs his hand.

The situation didn't get any better after that. When Taehyung thought it couldn't get any worse it quite literally did. At that moment all he could think about was how exhausted he was, his honeymoon phase of the relationship was over and now the mountain of problems were falling on them. Ahyeon was high out of his mind when One of Kim's guards dragged him back inside Ahyeon's place. Taehyung had called his brother immediately because it was a situation only he could handle.

His brother didn't say anything to him, he didn't scold him or taunt him about getting into this situation again. How could he? when his precious baby brother was crying out, telling his big brother to come and help him. Namjoon immediately got all of the lawyers involved, he made sure that their name stayed out of this. Which wasn't sitting well with the reporters and the paparazzi because if the kims name is out, who gives a fuck about some semi rich kid doing drugs.

They fought tooth and nail to clear Taehyung's name. Thankfully, Ahyeon was at his own place with the drugs he bought with his own money so there was nothing to blame Taehyung for, when he didn't even touch any of the stuff Ahyeon was doing. The reporters weren't going to give up, they still told them they could post the pictures of him with his high boyfriend outside his boyfriend's place because that's public space and they can do whatever they want there.

It was a solid argument and the only way out was payment. The Kims had no problem paying them despite the huge amount they asked for. Namjoon handled the situation with such elegance that even his father didn't hear about it at all. Taehyung felt the mountain of guilt on his shoulder, his brother had to work so hard for the problems he put them in. Namjoon to this day didn't blame Taehyung for anything because he knows love takes you to the best and worst places you know.

Though what Taehyung wasn't thinking, Namjoon was. The reporters didn't only take pictures of this moment but all of the other times Taehyung and Ahyeon were together. It was rather unusual, even though they are quite popular, they are still not photographed that much. It was all awfully suspicious besides Namjoon doesn't even know anything about Taehyung's boyfriend for whom he keeps getting in trouble in for. So he did what every chaebol does, he did a background check on Ahyeon and hired a private investigator to follow him around too.

“it didn't take long for hyung to figure out that Ahyeon has been the one who has been calling the paparazzis on us every single time we were out. I didn't know this at all because he knew I cherished my privacy and he knew how much this would upset me so I never thought he would do that. Even still I was ready to forgive and forget despite how ugly that made me feel. But then, hyung told me I haven't been the only one who he has been doing all this drama with. He had a secret other partners, all from rich families who he would pull this stunt with to get some sort of fame or money out of them. He was seen going in and out of expensive motels with them.” Taehyung shares with him.

Jeongguk was flabbergasted. He couldn't believe his ears. “all of that and I'm most shocked by the fact he was cheating on you. You! Is he blind? that's so fucking stupid, how could he do any better than you??” he sounded so genuine even Taehyung was taken back a little.

“Ok don't flatter me too much.”

“I'm serious, you are a full package, anyone would be lucky to be with you. He's so stupid, all of this for what money and fame?”

“yep, I gave him so many gifts, I'm really stupid I am in love because I was showering him with them, he knew the people pleaser in me was happy if he was happy and he told me he liked receiving gifts and how it was not about the gifts itself but the thought behind it and shit.”

“and you believed him. you would be easy to manipulate.” Jeongguk shares with him and Taehyung slaps him on the arms.

“shut up. Yeah, I don't even care about the gifts but cheating on me  and dragging me into a fuckinh drug scandal is where I draw the line. I just did so much for him, invested so much time in him. I thought we would be it, you know. Getting married with 4 kids, living far away in a house near the beach or something.” Taehyung threw his hands in the air, lost in the thought.

“Is that your dream?”

“My dream is to have my own person. It doesn't matter where we live or how many children we have together. I tried to make that happen with him. I was so blinded in love I still tried to make it work even after the cheating. But the way he didn't even care, he had this it is what it is demeanor and no remorse or even regret. He didn't felt fucking pity on me because I was unimportant to him. It made me feel like fucking shit, I was unable to get out of my room for months because I was just at the worst of point of my life.” Taehyung's voice started to stutter a bit. Jeongguk rubbed circles around his palm. Trying to comfort him.

“He didn't deserve you at all. He's a piece of shit actually. If you ever see him again just punch him as hard as you can you know, or call me. You know I like punching people and you have seen it too.” Jeongguk mentions, making Taehyung laugh.

“I would. Be ready to smack a bitch. Though I hope I never see him again. or you would see me on news for murder.” Taehyung tells him, making him laugh too. They both sigh and loon at each other. Making eye contact, Taehyung realizes how pretty Jeongguk eyes are, the chocolate color with long lashes and they are so big, they are eyes. He is so handsome.

“I thought I would have this perfect life by the time I reach my late twenties. A lover, a new place away from this city, a job that I love but I have none of that. I'm in this weird marriage with you, I have not been to work for a week now and I've no idea what to do anymore.” Taehyung leans his head back on the headboard and groans.

“Stop planning your life because life is supposed to be unpredictable,Tae. Just let it flow, it will all work out. You will find someone who loves you and with your big surname, it won't be too hard to find a job.” Jeongguk blurts out and suddenly the air around them changes. Taehyung sits up when he realizes what Jeongguk just said to him.

“What are you implying here?” Taehyung asks in an accusing tone. Jeongguk curses under his breath.

“nothing,sorry don't know where that came from.”

“Jeongguk. What are you saying?say it clearly.” Taehyung's voice goes deeper and he is demanding at this point as this one sentence ticked him off.

“It's nothing,Taehyung, drop it.”Jeongguk avoids eye contact, Taehyung grabs his arm to make him look at him.

“You still think I got in because of my father.” Taehyung accuses him and Jeongguk immediately shakes his head.

“no, no I don't-I mean-"

“Oh my god! you are not even denying it properly. What the fuck, Jeongguk.I thought we were okay!?” Taehyung exclaims in a louder voice as he gets up from his bed to glare at his husband.

“we are!! but fuck, why do I have to be the one to tell you this..”

“Tell me what??” He raises his voice again.

“You didn't get in because of yourself. You got in because of your father.” Jeongguk finally says it and Taehyung is still confused. His voice echoes through the room. Bouncing back to his ears.

“what?”

“Sehoon knew it was your application, a lack of pictures doesn't do shit. Your father himself called him and let him know that you have applied for a position so Sehoon let you in.” Jeongguk confesses it to him and Taehyung feels his ears ringing at this point. Getting into FADE was one of the very few things he thought he did on his own. So hearing this is mind boggling.

“Who told you this? and how long have you known?”

“My father told me. I have known even before knowing you. It was a common known fact around the circle. I thought you knew so and just didn't like saying it out loud. It's alright, Taehyung. With who we are, it's impossible to do something on our own, it's not something bad.” Jeongguk tried to do damage control but Taehyung motioned him to stop.

“It's not the same, Jeongguk. It's really not. how does your father know?”

“He has his resources and sometimes he's harsh but I know when he speaks the truth and this is the truth,I'm sorry.” Jeongguk got out of the bed and walked towards him. He tried to comfort him but Taehyung moved away before he could even touch him.

“So the time when we first met, the reason you were so confident was because you knew what you said was the truth. Everyone else knew and I just looked like a fool trying to defend myself. When I am just like all of you…” Taehyung looked down at the floor as he contemplated every single thing.

“Come on, Taehyung. That's not the same and I told you I didn't mean any of the things that I said back then. Besides it's not something to be hurt over, you still-”

“Stop Jeongguk please!!”

“but I-”

“It's not the same you do not understand. My whole life i have been trying to work hard, to make name of my own, on my own and now you are telling me this as my job was the only achievement I fucking had all for myself and I don't even have that privilege anymore. I would just end up cursing you out Jeongguk so please don't say anything else. Just go to your room, please. I need to be alone. I will see you in the morning.  I cannot do this right now. I really can't.” Taehyung pushed him away, fully distraught over what just happened.

Jeongguk sighs, biting his lips. He just nods, he wants to hug him, he wants to stay here and comfort him because he can see Taehyung is absolutely so upset to hear this. Jeongguk should have kept his mouth shut. They were having such a nice conversation getting to know one another and he had to ruin it all by saying that.

He turns around to leave. Grabbing the door handle and pulling it towards himself, he stops for a second, hoping Taehyung would call him out, tell him to come back in but his anticipation is crushed when none of that happens. He gets out of the room just as upset as Taehyung and goes on his own. Tonight would be a difficult one for both of them as sleep won't be coming to any of them any sooner.

For the past week, Taehyung has been waking up a little later than his usual routine. He was up at sharp nine am for work but ever since he has been unemployed his mornings are around almost afternoon. He has nothing better to do so he doesn't see any reason why he should wake up early. His unemployed life has been alright. He has finally hung out with all his friends, visited his families who were ecstatic that he took Jeongguk to London for a trip. He didn't tell them about leaving his job because he wasn't ready yet.

He knows the second he tells them, they would immediately ask him to join his brother which he isn't sure if he wants it yet. He did tell his friends because even if he didn't, His absence at work would definitely alarm Hoseok. He hasn't really given a resignation yet, there have been multiple calls coming from his boss, many texts just apologizing and asking him to come back but he didn't reply to any.

Anger does wonders to you. Taehyung was pushing back writing his resignation for a full week but after everything that happened last night, he is so angry that the first thing he did this morning was to get up early and quickly write his resignation letter. He was done in five minutes. He quickly changed into more presentable clothes, with his beige top tucked into his dark brown pants. He put on his dress shoes and pushed his hair back with a bit of gel to give him a more cleaned look. Small gold earrings came in and he was ready to leave.

Ready to cause havoc at his workplace because he needs answers. He walked by Jeongguk's door, he could hear some rustling and footsteps. He must be up for work too. Normally he would have greeted him, asked him for breakfast but he is mad at him. So he leaves the apartment without saying anything to him. They can sort their problems later, right now he needs to worry about his own thing.

It didn't take long for him to reach his work place because he may have been speeding. He tried to be careful and only drove faster than the speed limit when he got the opportunity which wasn't a lot but no one got hurt and he's here. He marches into the building and sees some of his colleagues he is familiar with. They are surprised to see him as they bow to him and greet him with smiles. Taehyung just gives small nods before walking past them. Couldn't be bothered to create a conservation with people he would never see again.

Waiting some minutes for the elevator to come to his level, he gets inside and presses the floor where his Sehoon’s office is at. Tapping his foot on the tiled floor nervously. As he recites what he says in his mind so he won't stutter and fuck this up. It only takes a few seconds the metal doors of The elevator are being opened. He quickly gets out and struts down the hallway straight to his boss's office.

Grabbing the door handle impulsively and he pushes it open abruptly. He doesn't knock nor does he wait for him to say anything. Taehyung walks inside to see that it's only his boss sitting inside thankfully. He doesn't want an audience. Sehoon's eyes are wide open in shock to see Taehyung. He quickly gets up from his seat and he smiles.

“Taehyung! you are back, I'm so happy you made the right decision-” Sehoon is cut off by Taehyung slamming the envelope on his table. He stares at it in confusion, his gaze glancing up at Taehyung. “What is this?”

“My resignation letter.” Taehyung replies, trying not to get angry so soon. Sehoon sighs as he rubs his forehead.

“You know better than to not do this. You like your job, it doesn't get any better than this.”

“I did, I did like my job until you ruined it all for me. You ruined my experience here by pursuing me despite my resistance and rejection. You made it very uncomfortable for me and after what you did in London, I cannot continue anymore. I really did like working here. I can find some other job so accept my resignation letter so I can go.” Taehyung says to him and Sehoon just can't let that happen.

“Taehyung, I said I'm sorry. I told you I was drunk and I would never do it again. How many times do I have to apologize to you for you to take this back?” Sehoon grabs the envelope and holds it up in the air.

“Nothing, you can do absolutely nothing now. I have made up my mind and I want to leave. I will find another job.” Taehyung says to him and Sehoon chuckles sarcastically.

“You really think you would find a job as good as this one again?”

“Why don't you think I can get it?” Taehyung asks him, anger rising up to his throat. Not liking the sarcastic tone.

“I didn't say that.”

“But you did. You meant it too because you know my father got me here and you believe I cannot get a job better than this without his help. That's what you have been thinking, haven't you?!” Taehyung raised his voice.

“You said it was not me. Why would I even hire you if I didn't know it wasn't you. We had many other applications just as qualified as you, even more, why did you think I chose you? People like us, we need connections Taehyung. It's nothing to be ashamed of.” Sehoon mentioned proudly and Taehyung felt like throwing up.

“I am ashamed because I was made a fool by you, my family and even my husband. All of you made me think I got this on my own, I worked hard for this on my own only to realize without my father's words I wouldn't have even had a job. So yeah thank you for letting me know now that I'm worth nothing without the Kim name. Enjoy your day, if I stay here any longer I think I would definitely lose the little respect I have for you as my boss. Former boss. Let's never meet again.” Taehyung finishes. He turns around swiftly, opening the door and slamming it close on his way out. Not sparing one look back. He is done for good.

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