Song: Supermassive Black hole-Muse

The first thing I do when I get home is go up to my room to get undressed...then take out all the paper work. I so want to know more about this Club. I also take out my phone and call Mekhi because he already sounds pretty pissed off...ten missed messages and I don't even bother seeing how many times he called me. I also had a few calls from Ashton and Atticus...this is what happens when they don't hear back from me...they all start freaking out.

He picks up on the first ring. "Where the fuck have you been? Do you have..."

I stop him from going any farther. "I'm fine...chill. I just went out for a little while."

"A little while my ass...it's been hours. Where the hell were you?" I hear the tone in his voice and I know he is totally pissed at me.

"I went out to a club...I'm home now. I'm fine." I assure him. Jeez...

"The guys are out looking for you. I will let them know that you are home. Serious...I wish..."

I finish it for him, "wish that I would stay home...call you...etc...I get Mekhi...I'm fine. If it makes you feel any better you can punish me when you get home."I hear a low groan on his end. I know he is really pissed off at me. I should have told someone where I was going. However I think he wouldn't have let me gone. That is the real reason I didn't tell him. "Look...I'm really tired can we talk about this tomorrow. I love you."

"I love you too...shit. I thought I was going to have to fly home. Look I'm doing the job hopefully tomorrow and then I will be back...can you please just let someone know next time before you decide to disappear again."

"Yes sir...good night."

He groans again. "Good night."

I should have known he would send the guys back home to check on me. Not even fifteen minutes later there is a knock on my bedroom door. Atticus walks right in as I throw the covers over the contract."Scar...so help me. Where the hell were you?"

"Just out...I figured he would send you home to check on me. I'm fine...so tell him you talked me...I'm all in one piece." I give him a grin from ear to ear.

"You really know how to give someone a heart attack."

"I know...I'm sorry...I will notify all of you next time...now please if you don't mind I'm turning in for the night."

"Well...good night then." He shakes his head and leaves, closing the door behind him.

I uncover the contract and pull out to continue reading. It's pretty simple really. Everything that happens there is confidential, so confidential that no one is allowed to take in cell phones or cameras of any kind. The buy in...one million dollars not unless you want to pay one hundred thousand per year, which is a little steep if you ask me. However the life time membership you get your own concierge that makes sure all your needs are met.

They also use safe words and the only way to ever get hurt is if you request for it. I sign everything. The only thing I don't sign is having others touch me. I'm not there for the sex really...I get that from Mekhi. What I do want is the punishment. I want to hurt...and Mekhi just isn't giving that to me the way I need it. Mekhi loves me too much to actually hurt me. Zane loved me as well...but Zane embedded these feelings into my soul...His punishments was what made me stronger. Made me feel like I could endure any pain that was given to me.

Seeing him tonight took me by surprise. I never thought I would see him again and it was like he was real...like he was right there with me. I felt him when I hugged him and when he pushed me away. I felt the pain that came with each gripping whip against my back. I felt alive in those moments hooked up to that machine.

I wanted to go back over to the mansion today...but that is not happening. Mekhi made sure that I was busy throughout the day. I had a good work out with Marcus and then Mekhi scheduled for a masseur to come to the house and give me an hour massage. After that Atticus comes to the room and asks if I am ready to go. "Where are we going?" I look at him puzzled. I just had the best massage ever and now we are leaving. Uhm...

"Just downtown...it's a surprise." I get in the back of the car with him and Ashton drives us downtown. We pull up at the Hair and Nails Salon. "Mekhi had it arranged...have fun."

Occasionally Mekhi does things like this. I know he is being a sweetheart but this time I think there is another reason behind it. Maybe trying to make me feel guilty about being out so late the night before. Either way I walk into the place and I am greeted by this gorgeous woman who looks flawless...must be nice. "Yes...may I help you?" She smiles and her teeth are even perfectly straight and white as can be.

"I think I might have a reservation...my husband made it for me. The name is Scarlett Adler."

"Oh." She looks down on the list. When she sees my name her eyes light up. "Oh...yes...Mr. Adler did call this morning. I see you are getting the Royal treatment." She smiles at me like I must be lucky. "Right this way." She hand me a glass of white wine.I follow her to the back part of the shop. "Looks like you are getting a Brazilian Wax." She turns to smile at me.

"I'm what?" I look down at the sheet...and it's the first thing on the list to have done.

"Have you ever had one?"

"I have a bikini wax done and my legs...but he wants this uh...well ok."I get undressed and they have another lady come in.

She explains everything and I just go with it. I don't flinch at all and the lady is impressed. I have never had my ass done and when the lady pulls she apologizes before doing it. "Wow...you are like the first that didn't even tear up...wow." She is amazed...and when she does my legs I just lay there and practically fall asleep.

When she is done, they show me to another room. There I sit in a chair and a guy does my toes and while a woman does my nails at the same time. To my surprise another person comes out and tilts my head back in the chair and starts giving me a facial. I lay there and relax but my mind keeps thinking about Mekhi...what the hell is that man up to. How does he always make me feel like a freaking goddess? I could imagine what others are saying as they look my way...seeing three people working on me at one time.

I am whisked away to one of the chairs up front and this guy starts doing my hair. It has been awhile since I have cut it so I guess a little trim wouldn't hurt. "Please only an inch...he likes it long." I smile at him.

"Of course..." I let him do whatever else he wants and when he is done he twirls me around. The girl looking back in the mirror is beautiful. When I stand up and look in the mirror, I feel just as flawless as the girl that welcomed me. I leave feeling like a goddess for sure.

Ashton, Atticus and Kwan are all leaning against the car when I come out and both glance my way and stare for a little longer than they should. "Wow...you look amazing," says Atticus.

And I feel amazing...like a million bucks. Ashton just grins and opens the door for me to get in. Once in Atticus climbs in beside me; Kwan sits up front with Ashton."So what is all of this about anyway?" I look down at my shiny nails and admire them before glancing back up at Atticus.

"We were just told to bring you here...and now off to dinner." He gives me a warm smile.

I feel my whole face lights up. "Dinner...is Mekhi meeting us there?"

"I'm afraid not Scar...he tried to be done today so that he could meet you." His tries to keep smiling but once my smile fades so does his.

"So I have to eat all alone." I look down at my wedding ring. I twirl it with my fingers. Well...then...

We arrive at Donatello's Italian. When the door opens I step out. Atticus and Kwan follow me in and the hostess has me follow her to a secluded corner of the restaurant. My phone goes off and of course it is Mekhi wanting a video chat."Hi love...I see you had an amazing day."

"It would be amazing if you were here. I don't like eating alone." I make a sad face at him.

"I know...you don't have to order anything I have it all ready for you, it should be done in a few seconds."I roll my eyes making sure that he sees me. It's not like he can spank from where he is. He knows I don't like him ordering for me but I don't argue about it. He had this whole day planned out and I should just be happy.

The waiter comes out and places the plate in front of me and brings me a glass of wine.I tilt the phone so that he can see the food. It actually looks really delicious. "Well the food is here so I guess I better get off of here and enjoy it."

"Babe...I will make it up to you I promise."

"I know...love you and thanks for today it really was amazing." I kiss the phone.

"You're very welcome babe....love you."

"Love you too." I click off the phone and toss it on the table. I take lift up the glass and drink the whole thing in one sip and then request for a to go box. I would rather eat at home alone than here alone.

While they are getting the food prepared for me to take home I get up to go to the bathroom. As I am washing my hands the door opens up and the bitch shoes lady is there standing and glaring at me. "I thought that was you...you cost me my job."

I look at her reflection in the mirror and roll my eyes at her. I am not in the mood to dealing with her. I go to dry my hands off, trying to ignore her. As I walk past her she pulls on my arm. "I'm not done here...you fucking cost me my job. Do you have any idea what it's like not being able to pay rent...or put food on the table for your kids?"

"No...I don't and if you don't get your hands off of me you are going to regret it."

"Please...you are just like all those other rich bitches...just because you are married to a wealthy man and sit on your ass all day and all you have to worry about is looking pretty doesn't give you the right to be more superior."

"You really want to do this?" The corner of my mouth perks up into a smile. It's been awhile since I kicked a girl's ass for fun. I take my free hand and reach over to grab her arm that is holding my other arm. She tries to fight me off. "Shh....don't want to get the other employees in here or your boss; I mean I would hate to see you get fired again."

"You're just all talk...you can't do shit to me."

I lick my lips and grin at her..."want to bet." I punch her in the face. She lets go of me but I don't let go of her. I punch her again busting her lip. She spits at me throwing blood in my face and on my dress. This just makes me smile more. I tighten up my fist and nail her right in the nose and I'm pretty sure it broke.

 Both of her hands cover it up immediately. "You fucking bitch...you broke my nose." She cries out.

"That's not all I am going to break. You can thank me later when you are drawing out your disability check."

I reach down and grab her by the scalp of her head and hit her a few more times like a punching bag. And when she is down I kick her a few times in the ribs...cracking a few of them. I lean down close to her head and pick it up off the floor with one hand. "I'm only leaving you alive because you have a kid at home...so thank your kid when you see him tonight...otherwise I would kill your ass right here...why because I fucking can."

 I stand up leaving her on the floor barely breathing. When I walk out Atticus glares at me from a distance and stands up to come my way along with Kwan right behind him. I hold my hand out for him to stop. I pick up my food on the table and walk out with him right behind me.

"What the fuck happened back there?"

"Nothing...just someone needing some special attention...let's go home now."I slide in the door and everyone gets in without saying another word.